Perfect. Options

[*mSz_dOrk_anGeL*]

I try to be all you want me to
Push all my feelings aside
Just to hope they all float by.

I mold into your perfect friend,
And try to make all your problems
Come to an end.

Time to be the perfect girl,
The one you would always want.
The one to flaunt,
To make all the other boys sit and gawk.

Now onto my being blammed
For everything I never did wrong.
The run upstairs,
And listen to my favorite songs.

I lay there in the dark,
Wondering if theres a better place.
I cry myself to sleep and hide
So you cant see my face.

I awake to the next day,
And put on my fake smile
All the while I'm screaming inside.
Always wanting to just break down and cry.
But no,
Keep up that smile, sunshine,
And think,
Think about the day you die.




Say it with me .. ITS CRAP! Bah.