crushing on a skater boy, ..... Options

[dorkifiedxpunk]

hey..umm i hab a problem.. weel i dunno if its a problem but hu cares..neways.. ok since i started high school..i've been wanting to meet other guys... or meet other ppl...weel wen i first came to my global class...we had to line up outside... i stood rite nxt to dis really hot guy..n i really noticed him.. den da nxt days... i started to like him.. so eventually i found out his name coz he participates in class a lot...n he has a nice freaking smile, hairstyle, clothes, and voice!... weel imma call him "Piff" here...my so called nickname for him.. neways..i wanted to be his friend so bad..coz bsides da fact dat he's really hot! [n every1 else tinks dat] he's also really friendly n nice..he's not an airhead hu tinks he's all dat... so i came to da part where i was dying to noe stuff bout him..so i started uhhhh stalking him...lolz.. i found out all his schedules, his fave bands... wich is a coinky dink coz his all time fave band is da same as mine.. n den i found out he's a skater... wich made him even HOTTER for me atleast.. coz skater guys r awesome... so yea.. i started to move.. like u noe do stuff.. so i started saying hi to him in da hallways...he says hi back..n i kinda talk to him a little more bout hw.. ..n after each convo..i cant stop cheesing or giggle..n im so not like dat most of da time!...n he makes me smile ALOT... so one time.. my bestfriend called me outta nowhere n told me to look at my xanga comments.. n i had no idea y she told me to...so i looked at it anyway...den wen i saw it...guess hu commented me... it was him... i started freaking out...i started screaming!!!! i was sooo surprised he found my xanga... so den from dat day we started talking more... on da internet n sumtimes in da hallways..n we say hi... so heres da part dat got me tinking... one day i read one of his friend's xanga...he's always wit his friend so he's included in his entries.. i read almost his friend's whole xanga.. Piff nvr had a girlfriend... he's i tink sorta dedicated to skateboarding..n may i ask?.. for da skater guys mostly.. weel do u prefer to date girls hu r into skateboarding or hu skateboards ONLY?..yeea soo.. if i like him more n more everyday... its gonna be harder.. coz he's really hot n really nice n smart at da same time... n friendly... n every1 likes him... all da girls try to talk to him in da hallways.. i always see girls jump rite infront of him n say hi n talk bout sum stuff..hhhhhh.. n i noe dere r a lot of GOOD looking girls in my skool... hu is i noe looks a lot better dan me.. but if dats da case... do yoou guys tink a popular hot guy like him can possibly be more dan friends wit me?... weel jus so u noe im not as good looking as da other girls in my skool..but he's not reali da type of person hu cares bout outside..i tink... but i dunno... ok i dun really noe y i posted dis.. i dunno if deres a problem here..i tink i jus wanted to share wut im experiencing... weel feel free to leave comments...