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[sheepy]

dear m'dearest;
i don't know what exactly happened to us. i felt so discourage, so full of hurt but i never stopped loving you. i really want to talk, talk it out. but sometimes i really don't know how to open up. you gave me so much, and you made me feel so insecure im so afraid. but does it matter? no it doesnt, i don't regret any second spent with you. im so sorry for all the pain i gave you, and if i could i would take it all away. i'll carry your burden for you, cry your tears, and hurt your hurt. i'll do it for you. i know i sound so stupid and foolish right now but im just blinded from our love. i know a lot of times we had doubts, and i still am but im willing to try. i tried and tried, fell, gave up, and im willing to try again. why? why would i want this pain and endure to it? because i love you. so much.

[xTINAA]

dear ______,
i have this weird feeling everytime i'm with you. when i talk to you i feel happy no matter what mood i was in before; when i hang out with you, you make me laugh & feel good about myself. i know we are good friends and that it should be left at that but i can't help but kind of hope there was something more. i'm not sure if i can allow myself to like you because i don't want to get hurt and also because i know you like someone else. that in itself already hurts. i just wish that you could see me the same way i see you and have the same feelings for me as i have for you. i think you mess with my mind too much because sometimes i really do think that you could like me back but then i'm rudely reminded that you don't. man, everything is so confusing. i think i like you but i'm trying really hard not to...

[xTINAA]

crap double post

edit- okay since i double posted i'll just make this post useful and i'll write another message

to you
wow. you're stupid. i'm not even trying to be mean, just honestly, you're so effing stupid. you have no reason to get pissed. it's not like i didn't show up without telling you. i called you & left a message & i emailed you too. so you knew ahead of time that i couldn't come. i know that we are best friends and you want to hang out but i'm sorry that i can't. i'm not trying to act all high and mighty but i'm in more higher level classes than you & i have more work to do. if you can't comprehend that, then that's not my fault. i am so busy with school & i'm sorry that because of it we couldn't have our time together but as a friend you should be able to understand that. and i know that yeah, when you do call it does seem like i'm always out and it seems like i'm not doing school work, but honestly when do you call? once in a huge while and that once in a huge while, i'm out. that's not my fault either. everyone else understands why i can't hang out and why i'm so busy, but why don't you? you should be the most understanding, especially if you want to be called my best friend. that's what best friends are; they're understanding. but you are far from it. you need to stop your bitching and complaining about it and just understand and be supportive. i'm understanding and supportive of you all the time & then when i need it you just act like a bitch and complain and get pissed at me. well, i'm sorry, but i'm not dealing with it again. no wonder why you say you can never keep a friend. anyways, i'm sorry okay? i'll go ahead and admit it to make you happy -- i'm a bitch and a horrible friend.

This post has been edited by M1SSxCHR1SSY: Jan 30 2005, 02:46 AM

[Wishful_Dream]

Dear Him,

I have liked you for the longest of times.. okay, maybe not that long. Almost six months. I don't think you like me, So I'm going to give up. I'm going to give up on you. You never showed any signs. Sure you stare... but maybe your not staring at me.. maybe the wall behind me. I don't really understand anything anymore. I think you fit with my close friend.. since you guys are like closer than glue. =/ You guys play an online game together and on msn you ask her to message you a lot. I'm truly jealous. Maybe she was made for you, and not me. I give up. That is all. =)

-Alina Nguyen.

[misoshiru]

_______________-

h'ok. what do you expect of me seriously. i cant keep relying on what other people say and theorize. you know, sometimes, you have to take risks. but i guess you could say that i'm scared of taking risks by asking you if the rumors are true. i wish they were...and that you could tell me yourself without me asking you. i guess i am scared of taking this risk...of ruining our friendship. it makes me wonder if i should give up on you or not.

[xxtangoisnotfor3]

to my best friend:
i wish you would be abe to tell that i love you more than u think, and i have since the day we met, and i wish u wouldnt talk so mucha bout your girlfriend, and how she kisses, or the lovely way she smells, i wish i could be able to tell you all this and much more, cause i love you more than ever.and i really dont want you to get heartbroken with this girl.but i guess ud never know i feel this way-roxie

[Skyline Drive]

Dear _____ ,

I wish I would of never pushed you away from me. I'm sorry I wouldn't even let you be friends with me because I was so caught up in other things. I regret ignoring your feelings for me and putting it off. When I told you to never speak to me again.. I didn't think you would really do it. I miss your smiles and I just miss hearing your voice. I wish I could go back in time to the moment where I met you and start over. I wish I knew everything I know now. Now that you are going off to college it's too late to try change your mind about me. I'm sorry. Would you believe me if I said you met me at the wrong time in my life ? Why couldn't have I met you now..

I can only regret.. <3

[smilz2dasun]

ONE:
i have never put myself in a position where i could be rejected and this is the first time i've done it, but it was because i didn't believe you'd say that to me. for some reason i still believe you're lying despite what you tell me. maybe its because i dont want to believe you, i want to believe your friends. i really do respect you for not kissing me when you had the chance to. you knew it mean more to me than it would to you. what bothers me is why you play with me so much. why you're such a tease. but now i know how it feels to be teased, to be played like that. a person's emotion should never be messed with... and i've learned that through your, but now you need to learn that. i cant believe i still want to spend time with you, i still want to be with you, i still want to go to prom with you. you're the only person i can see a good relationship with. everyone is telling me that you're not worth it... and.. i still think you are. there's something about you. something you used to be. i dont know if you've completely changed and i hope not. i hope that what i first saw in you is still in there somewhere........... f*ck.

TWO:
okay.. i know that we had a good thing but its not the same anymore. "once you love someone, you never stop loving them" i still got love for you, but im not IN love with you. im really sorry that i have to do this to you... but maybe if you hadn't waited so long to come back.. maybe if you hadn't left me in the first place. but i've moved on, and you need to too. i love you and im always here for you... but if we got back together, things wouldnt be the same. i dont look at you the same way i used to. sorry....

[*stephinika*]

to a:

you've been so great lately. you rock. love you tons.

to m:

do you like me now or something? i'm not saying how you are being is bad...just out of the ordinary.

[sweetdreamsx3]

To Minh-Uyen from Houston, Texas:

I doubt I'll ever see you again even if you live in Houston with me, but I just wanted to say Thank you. You have made me who I am today. Remember back in freshman year ...when you wanted to kick my ass or how you TALKED about kicking my ass but you never showed up? Well I got scared that day and even though you never showed up, I became more defensive. More violent. More b1tchier and it's all thanks to you. Thanks Minh-Uyen. A lot of people at school are somewhat afraid of me now. You've made me this way. My brother is getting interested in guns. He's showed me how to use it before, except I don't have good AIM. Get ready bitch.

[dWang]

Thoughts:

It's hard to express myself in words but here it goes. I've been feeling lonely for the past few days now since i just recently broke up with my girlfriend by mutual agreement. I dont know if i did the right thing or not and i feel like i should just give up on her. Recently ive been avoiding her because i dont really want to see her anymore. i dont know what she feels about me but inside of me im tripping out really badly. i just dont know what to do anymore. its like i have to talk to her again but i cant. ive deleted her from my msn, cell, other things just to ease the pain. i just want to scream out and say f**k! if anyone can help me what to do bceause i just cant think straight about anything right now.. all i can think about is her.

[*Azarel*]

This is tearing me apart. What do you want?

[itsy0u]

To those sick individuals:
I can't believe how much you've changed since the last breath I saw you take. It frustrates me everytime my friends tell me about you, because you're always self destructing. I spent so much time with you and I feel like I just wasted my breath.. always lovin you, nuturing you, being there for you... and now you've ruined your recovery.. your reputation... most of your friendships. Why do you always have to come so close, then just drop like flies. For real, almost doesn't count for me and I wish it wasn't like that. The sad shit is I still care about you, and I feel like I'm the sick individual out of us two, cause you always have me worried sick... still loving you.. although you never act like you ever love/d me. I wish you the best luck in life, and that you'll someday grow to be a better person again like you were with me. Stay outta trouble, cause my head needs some rest.. I love you too much to see that shit, and I can't just walk away now from ya, I'm too involved.

//<3! Tenley

[megan_x3]

to my future bf =D

i really did miss u. i didnt see u for like 8 months. i really missed u. i hope u would always remember me. not forgetting who i am. even though i had never gone out wit u. i believe that we both had some time dat we liked each other. i had told u before that i had liked u, hoping that u would give me a reaction towards wut i said. but all u said is.. o. i didnt care what u said. i was just hoping that we would still be frds even though u had found out dat i liked u. for me hooking u up with other gurls was really hard for me to do. i had found out dat more i do dat, the more heart breaking it was. buti figured it out dat if i did dat, it made me happy becuz ur happy. i believe dat , whatever i did, was for the best for me.. for u. i hope u would always have the best of everything. i hope u would stop playing wit any relationships u had right now.

[HongKongDong]

Tony, Antwan, Oscar-

Damnit you guys grow the f**k up and learn some manners. Farting in public in the middle of a huge crowd of people isn't funny its damn rude and disguisting. That's it xP

Eric-

Quit trippin man, just 'cause I don't talk to you for a second doesn't mean I'm not your friend anymore. Just because I don't hang with you for one day doesn't mean I'm not your friend anymore. And what makes you think you can just pop by my house whenever you want without asking? You can come over, you just have to ask first. I have told you how many times I gotten in trouble for it and yet you trip saying your sorry and shit, yet you still do it. WTF!?!?!?

Ericka-

I'm not sure this shit is working out.... I can't trust you anymore. This is over, done... should of broken up long ago

Mom & Dad-

DAMNIT LEAVE ME THE f**k ALONE! My room is my room! It's not yours! It is clean to my perspective so SHUT THE f**k UP! Me lazy? I do a hella lot more then you two who does nothing but sleep all day after what? A 5 hour work schedule? You two are lucky I haven't gone through my "Parent Execution Plan"..... something I thought of with my friends, I am really thinking of pulling that off. Your lucky Jen and Allen still have some feelings for you

Myself-

Damnit.... you need to change

[smilz2dasun]

im alone now.. and i dont really like it. but i'm still not going back to you. it'd be a good idea, but its wrong. you know what someone told me today? this guy asked me if i was going out with you again? (the fourth time i'd been asked that day) and then he told me that everyone thinks you are because you keep showing up and he also told me that other guys don't really come to talk to me because they think i have a bf. he told me that he would have talked to me earlier because he thought i was cute but... he thought i was going out with you. i guess you ended up getting your way whether you're with me or not.

[xTINAA]

i hope you notice me tomorrow =)

[*stephinika*]

a: stop pretending nothing happened. bitch. whatever.

[kellyannie]

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i freaking love you so much!!!! i can't say it enough. i don't know why sometimes you don't believe me but I want you to because it's true! and you need to stop putting yourself down because the stuff you say about yourself is not true!

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you seriously need to grow up. i'm not trying to be mean about it but you can't ever be serious. as much as i want to, i can't believe anything you say. but just know i still love you and i'm here for you but grr

[-SuN-KiSSeD-]

Hey you,

it's kinda weird that we're finally together, and I can't help but a little scared. Please just be there for me whenever I need you, and there might be times I seem a little distant, it's because i'm afraid of losing you. And I know how you said you're afraid of losing me too....I love you....but I don't think I'll have the courage to tell you that...at lest not yet

[weirdness]

woah that an interesting topic.. lolz okay,

dear _____________________________________________;
i think i like you :|. feels like childish kind of like but thats okay. we havent seen each other in like a year, but thats ok. when ever i try to talk to you it seems like i dont know you anymore. i try to talk to you, but its like our conversations drift off to no where. i remember during the summer we had conversationsthat lasted foreverr and seemed like would never end, and now whenever we talk it doesnt seem right. and i try to not.. like you anymore but its kinda hard.
and when i do actually talk to you, not you taking forever to respond and i dunno what to say and then we stop talking, i wanted to tell you. but i.... dont tell you.
when ever i see you online i smile and its like... i dunno but then ish not right. :|
and i always stay at ur xanga and stop and stare at it like a stalker --; is it like or not?

dear me;
get off people for a while people. i kno you can do it! work on ur grades or something -____-''. and ill say it once more: GET YOUR GRADES UP x__X AND STOP PROCRASTINATING!

dear _____________________________________________;
STOP EFFING IGNORING ME IN CLASS. you talk to me lots online when your online and you ignore me offline oh yea and i think ur awesome x_o

i got alot off.. kinda. sorta. x_x now im thinking alot more heh

[Rachel]

to you-
i know that you like me, but i think its for the wrong reasons. i wish we knew more about it eachother! its been a month and i have no clue who your favorite band is or even what your favorite colour is. i really like, i do but i just think that our relationship is based on phyiscal attraction. i mean, yeah personality wise we are great...but intrests and other shit....i dont know. i wish things would have moved slower

[dWang]

^ yeah mine is somewhat similiar

I think we started off too fast because we didnt get to be friends and get to know each other better. I asked you if things were alright between us and you kept saying yes. I mentioned that we should start over and you got confused. I said we could slow things down and not rush it and you said thanks. Whats the matter with you? What do you want from me? I cant stop thinking about you, everyday i think what it could be like if this and that. I just hate those and I want it to go away. I know I've been a jerk for not talking to you but like you would care less that I talked to you or not. I dont know how you feel but I've been hearing shit about me from your friends and i cant take it anymore. I seriously want to know what the hell you want from me. It's like I want to talk to you really badly but I cant at the same time. I just have to settle this and not see you again or talk to you. Im sorry but right now thats how i feel and i dont know what to do at all. Maybe I should try to let this pass and it will haunt me forever or talk to her and tell her how i really feel. sigh..

[HongKongDong]

Jay-

I'm tired! Leave me the f**k alone! I am tired of all your bullshit! You obviously don't get what me and everybody else is trying to get through your f**king thick-ass skull! You want to change?! Then f**kin listen! Don't f**kin stand there like a f**kin retard pretending to listen and just ask the same question repeatedly over and over again. Thats it... im done... finished... ENOUGH! Leave me the f**k alone... either get back or get hit!

Angie-

Do I care about your problems? I do.... really I do. It's just I don't think I have what it takes to help you every damn second with your problems. I am sorry but I can not take it anymore. I need a break, its always "OMG hes so mean" "Help me out here" "I have another problem" "Umm.... can you help me out again?" Dang girl... learn how to handle thigns yourself. Stop comming to me, go to your so called best friend Kahea or something... all I ask of you is to just give me a damn break!

Eric-

Damnit... either get back or get hit. Its always shit how your gonna f**k people up but I don't see you do shit. Noone has ever heard of you doing anything, stop saying shit how you can f**kin kick everybodys ass. You know you can't, don't even try. Your just a little punk-ass skinny nerd that day dreams all day of being the best of the best when you dont even do anything to work towards that. All you do is stand there and blabber about how you did all this shit. You know what. ENOUGH of you too! I'm getting tired of everyone!

Myself-

Damnit.... why don't you just move or something?

[*Azarel*]

Nick, I need someone to care about me. I need someone to love. If it's not going to be you, just tell me. It hurts, not knowing.