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[audory]

first of all.. GREAT topic.

next.. my msg.

i wish we could go back nd rewind time. some ppl wish for a chance to respark their relationship. i just wish to go back nd never start it. Dont get me wrong, i loved yooh so, but after yooh broke up w/ me, life stopped moving. i never showed it, even though it hurt each time yooh turned the other way when i approached, even when yooh saw me coming and left. i never understood why this was. why was it yooh who hated me after yooh were the one who said 'we should just be friends'? yooh had no reason to treat me lyk that yet yooh did... nd it hurts me to say that yooh still do. if i could rewind time, i wouldve kept my love for yooh a secret, then we'd still be the best of friends. i'd regret it, but the pain of not having yooh wouldnt hurt as much as the pain of seeing yooh ignore me. yooh have no idea how much it hurts me when yooh look at me nd say 'that's so stupid,' then look away. yooh have no idea. its true i no longer have any feelings for yooh. but i still have memories of the times before our relationship. i noe that relationships sometimes change things for worse. i noe that ppl change, nd that we probably wouldn't have stayed friends forever anyhow. but i still wished that yooh could've given it a chance, given me a chance. im not blaming yooh, or me, or anyone else. if only i could give this to yooh, nd not have yooh laff at me or show it to ure 'friends', but i can't... and that, if not everything else, is what hurts me the most.

[ethixfantazia]

okay, this is to someone else

Dear |_|_|_|_|_|_| |_|_|_|_|_|_|_|
I thought I fell for you, I thought i had this strong emotion for you. I thought you were the one, that no one would take your place in my heart... I dreamt of you; your past and future with me. This, however, had been my downfall. You were but a mere distraction, a mere nightmare. My eyes were closed for that one instant and I forgot about my true feelings, and I was poised and you beguiled my path and brought me to a worthless depression. A feeling of distrust dressed my every day persona, and my own truths i could not believe. Only when someone opened my eyes did i notice your weak appearance to be a deception. Your beauty was a mere corruption; a never ending world of hell. Hope was worthless in this world that I created, for I was only hoping for the utter pain that showed at the end of the light. I was weak, and I knew it.

[DaTru KataLYST]

Dear SpeedDial2,

Thanks for caring for me and always being with me. =) It means a lot! Your a great friend..but if I say I love you, would you say it back?

Just curious.

Say yes.

And make my day. (And the rest of my life)

Eleven Years and still knowin u,
Li Zhong Jie

[dreamerOi]

to my shoelace:

if it wasnt for you i wouldve lost sight. i wouldnt have known from what was real to what was a mere image of something real. you held my hand through this journey of pain. when i fell you caught me &now you have a small scar. you mended my cuts. and sat by my side when i layed in the white room. &the blood that spewed out from my wrists you tried to put the blood back in. until i couldnt see anymore. then you saved me. you took me to the place that will heal me. and this is why i love you. but you dont need words. you know it.

from: your lint pocket.

[rottencherries]

Dear Sum1,

Maybe you're hot; maybe you never notice me; maybe you don't even know that I'm alive; maybe you don't like me the way I felt for you; maybe... But you know what? I don't need you ANYMORE! I can live without you, and you don't worth my time, my tears, my efforts, my feeling... and my love! You JERK!!


Dear my frd,

Hey, you still owe me 5 bucks!!


Dear sum1special,
I knew I fell for you the first time I saw you. YOu're just... special. You're so not like the other guys, you are the one that I've been waiting all my life. No matter you feel the same way or not, I'll always be there, waiting for you. Maybe I don't deserve a guy like you, but just so you know, I really like you. And I'm so lucky to have you by my side.

[emptyminded]

"nameless"-[Enemy]:
I HATE YOU! YOU AND YOUR F-en brother!!!! You people are so damn stuck up. UGHHH. "Bleep bleep bleep". I just want to drag your pale self all the way back to where you came from.

"Leo"-[Love]:
I love you. I can't go one day without thinking about you. In January it will be complete year since you left me. I'll be waiting for you. Maybe we can be together in peace someday.

My Ying and Yang-[Best friends]:
Yay. Thanks for being there for me. You guys make me complete and help me relieve my stress and consoling me. Without either one I don't know how I would live.

Redneck and wannabes-[School people]:
Err. "Ya'll" suck with your "Git-r-dun". I'll go nuts before I graduate in 06.

Dreamers-[Boys who crush on me]:
What are you thinking?!?!? I am not into getting into relationships. I'm sorry I had to break your hearts.

Doubters-[Non-believers]:
Watch me. I'll be sucessful. Don't think that since I don't have everything handed down to me, I am not a fun person to be around. You look down on me now but you will see, it will come back to bite you in your butt.

Okay. I feel better. Maybe I'll edit this and make it better.

[silver-rain]

L.U.C.Y [x],Oct 27 2004, 7:19 AM] hey my shooting star,

i kno that u dunno who you are, but i'm not even sure if i want you to know. I'm jus wanna say: i'm still not over you. I want you back as by bf, but i know it's impossible. I wanna kno the real reason of why u dumped me, and i really wanna know who you like now. I know this is crazy but i really do still like you. I know that i act like i don't care, and i talk to other boys way more, but deep in my heart, ur still my ultimate one. If you still like me, then please show it in sumway, just a "hi" on msn makes my tummy flutter for hours. Maybe you still don't like me, and don't want me in ur life every again... i'll jus haf to 4get all about you: Your smile, your smirk, ur retardness, ur caring soul and sweet personality. It takes time, and time hurts.
You never know, maybe on dec the 14th, the day we got together, i'll see u confess ur feelings to another girl, and share ur love with her.
Pray don't let my heart shatter in front of you.

that's almost similar to what i would write to my ex. i still miss him and want him back...

[highly_evolved]

to - me

i dont understand alot of things about me but its ok cause most ppl dont understand themselves. most of the time i dont think about you, (me) but thats ok as long as other people are happy i will be. on cb its a whole new person, somone who says what they want and when they want, its only a stupid forum whos going to stop me? its gay how much i dont think and how much i think about things that dont need to be thinked about. i dont have to look at the keyboard when i type yet i still do. does that make sence? no y would i look at the keyboard when i dont need to. its much easier not to. so why am i doing it. its easy to rip my skin cause its so soft. i hate me

[faze_O]

Ok i dont tell people this much. but i love you. My hgeart exploded when you broke up[ with me in 7th grade. I felt like i was going to die. I still love you from the first time we argued about aaliyah. I love your smile voice and every thing about you. I LOVE YOU.

[angelicious_teas...]

to x.
f-ck you for making me feel the way i feel.
f-ck you for trying to make me jealous.
f-ck you.

to s.
i love you.
but you love someone else.
so you tell me.
what the f-ck do i do?
it hurts me rly much..

[swe3ttemptasian]

Dear ___________,
Like you said, it seems everyone is falling and drifting away..and even we are.. Maybe the saying "Not all friends are forever.." is true..And this shouldn't be a concern for us I guess? I mean leaving years of memories to Memory Lane, and instead of builing it more... but yeah. What can I say.. I mean only one person has been there..well not exaclty..THERE.. but has been around to listen to my complaints and problems. And you know who it is. You've been there THERE for all my problems..but only for a few years..but yet "she" has been there more than half of my life.. It's sad how things we would never let happen..we let happen. Things change..things drift..things fall apart..but we are still closer than ever, yet for some reason. Maybe things will clear up for everyone..mostly me, Since you know.. ____ has been saying how much she hates me, yet she acts like we are the best of friends. Sometimes...you just don't know where to go.. Sometimes you just wanna get away from it all.. Sometimes..it's just better being invisible..

[*Weird addiction*]

loving u wuz a mistake

[Edele]

You broke my heart today. Well, it's been breaking for a long time. I can't be friends with you anymore. Even if you say it's that easy. Well, obviously you've never had your heart broken.

I hate you for tearing me in two, and not feeling the same way. I was stupid to get this far with you. I denied that I loved you. And I still don't know if I ever did. I don't know what love is. Or I'm too scared to admit it.

I don't want to know when you meet "the girl" because at that point I won't care. You were selfish and cruel. You used me.

I can't wait anymore. I waited four years and more. I need to go beyond you. Forget you. And put the pieces back together, and never let anyone touch my heart again. I'd rather be cold than let that happen again.

I wish you luck, with the life you call miserable. And maybe you might realize what you missed out.

Goodbye.

[DaTru KataLYST]

SpeedDial 2,

WTF, y arent you coming to the movies with us today?? And stop saying its cuz ur grounded, I know you got something behind ur back! wahhhhh I wanted to sit next you! Mayb next time...

11 years, keep chuggin',
Li Zhong Jie

[xquizit]

You don't even know me. We've barely even said words to each other, yet you "hate" me. Are you retarded? Or just plain jealous. Seriously, grow the eff up. Stop hating on people you know jack about.

You're such a stuck up little bitch. You talk so much trash, yet you can't just tell me your beef yourself. You're pathetic. All you do is whine and complain and criticize every damn thing like you're perfect and better than everyone else which from what I see, you're farthest thing from it. You're negativity is also annoying as hell. Seriously, just shut the f*ck up cuz no one really wants to hear all your bullshit. You're depressed? Why don't you go see a f*cking therapist or something. Stop taking all your sadness and anger on people you don't even know and don't give a shit about you.

It's no wonder you're depressed. If I was as pathetic as you, I'd be depressed too.

[sammi rules you]

i miss talking to you. we haven't talked in so long..today was like..weird. it's sad that you hate me so much. i would like to at least be friends with you, but it's starting to seem like even that can't happen. you riticule every little move i make. i can't seem to do anything right. it's pointless for me to even try because there's no reason you would want to be friends with me again. i wouldn't want to be friends with me either.
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you have no right to be mad at me for saying you flirt too much. you do, and you know it. you don't even care if they're taken or not. you're sitting next to one of your good friends who likes that guy and you're all over him! i felt so sorry for her that night. you KNEW she liked him. but of course, you didn't care. you cannot be mad at us for comforting her. you ARE slutty. and i'm saying this truthfully - you're a b*tch too. you do NOT get people together, break them up, then not go out with the guy you made dump someone. to think i could trust you was absurd.

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[slurp]

I want to try it again so I can give up if it really doesnt work out again. I need time..I dont want to say yes to you again just for the temporary happiness.

[redpeony]

goood topic.

to God
i didn't really start a relationship with you until this summer but since i opened my heart, i have had a new outlook on life and i can positively say that I am a changed person. sure i've been to church all my life and sometimes i wonder these days why i didn't become a christian sooner. I shouldve. it's not so much that now nothing bad happens to me, but now i know that when the bad days come, i have someone right beside me to guide me. i picked up the bible a few days ago and skimmed through James, and was amazed at how much it related to real life. i finally understand "come near to God and he will come near to you" and realize that you will never shut the door to anyone who approaches you. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to learn about you, and know of you. it's really amazing that so many people go through this same ordeal, each with a different approach maybe, but in the end we all have this special bond and that's because we all love You and want to worship You until the end. i pray that you will give me the strength and courage to share the word with others so that they can believe in you. i pray that my relationship with you will continue to develop and i will stay with you until the day i meet you in heaven.

to the youth pastor at church
you are awesome, God is speaking through you so well and my faith continually grows thanks to you. I really, really admire what you are able to do for us and appreciate it so much. thank you from the bottom of my heart.

to my best friend
youre always there for me, but this summer is when we really started talking more. it all started with your situation with that guy, which was not good, but we really bonded over that. wow, we have been friends for 10 years. obviously we've had our ups and downs and i know i was the biggest female dog ever in our younger days. but you loved me anyway and that's what makes me appreciate you even more. even though youre moving next september i have strong faith that we'll remain close and you shall most definitely be my bridesmaid when i get married. you are a phenomenal friend. worthy of that word, even though it sounds extremely cheesy. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and remember that regardless of whatever happens with your "michelle", you are worthy of being loved and you have proven it. we all love you.

to the boyfriend
this summer has been a really great one for us, huh? from arbutus club to fireworks to just hanging out in kerrisdale... i'll never forget the sometimes stupid, sometimes serious but always enjoyable times being with you. i'm glad we've been able to work through our recent problems and now i feel that we're stronger than we ever were. i really can't believe how hard i'm starting to fall for you after seeing this side of you that shows that you can actually be serious and understanding beyond your goofy exterior. seeing that things can be deeper than just the physical attraction really gives me confidence in us. i hope we can last, you are such a great guy. i hope i won't ever have to take those words back, baby.

to somebody
stop judging me, you virtually know nothing about me aside from the fact that i'm his girlfriend. maybe one day you can stop being so fake and let people see how vulnerable you really are. til then, i can only hope that you will see the light.

WOW thats a lot

[yummy_delight]

dear God

hi! um... i know i pray every night and all, but i'm more of a writer/typer than a talker. so here i go.

i honestly don't think that You're out to get me. but sometimes it sure does seem like You are... You know what? on second thought, that seems more like a 'satan thing'. so i take it back. =]

i'd like to thank You for all the good stuff You've thrown my way. even though i may seem like an ungrateful little b*tch, i really do appreciate the things that You do for me and the people i love. i'm really truly sorry for my sins. we BOTH know that i've done that a lot, both consciously and unconsciously. i just thought You should know that i'm honestly trying to better my life by strengthening my relationship with You.

i read something the other day in faith formation. it said "there is the person that others think you are, the person you believe you are, and the person that God knows you are. so it seems like You are the only one who knows exactly who i am, what i want, and how i'm going to end up. could You please help to find out who i am? give me a little clue about myself? maybe if You could help me 'find' myself, as cheesy as that sounds, i could make things better and stop feeling so depressed.

[faithin_felix]

to a person........

you knoe...i never have the guts to say it...i DO like you....but not the way you like me. im sooo sorry ..................................and i KNOE that it wud be soo much "righter" of me to jus tell it to you... but part of me..feels like i still like you...n that part of me wants to be with you.............it may all be wrong... but im just soo messed up...n the fact that i like 2 of ur best friends doesn't help much either.....

i knoe im probably a bitch n all...n i honestly REALLY appreciate ur love....but i jus know it wont work if its one way..........when im around u... i always have the temtation to hug you.. but then again... smtms when i see you i feel disguisted.... ur friend thinks im playin u..........................i think im just a stupid little girl who cant make up her god damn mind. i kno... that everything is my fault...n it wud be just soo much easier if you werent soo nice to me.. cuz then i'd have an excuse to tel you to get lost... but NO...ur wayy to nice.

all n all im jus reli messed... mebi im just not ready for this.....n u knoe.. it MAY sound evil but i've said to myself...that i'd date u for 2 months...then dump you.

cuz i dont want to go out with you for one date n then tell you the next week i dont like you ....for the SECOND TIME>.....ohh god plz help me.

in this case, lulu i'll be ur god, no im jus kidding, god has too much things to care about. but well, i came to ur blog and jus thot some more. well i cant reali think today. ah. so anyways, it's nov now. whens his bday? dont u even feel bad for not liking him. like put it this way, if u were him. u wouldnt want ur gf to have a thot in mind that u will dump him 2 weeks after this bday. hope u stick with him and sth changes on his bday or sth. bcuz love is not a game. remember that. rebounds/players and all that. not sayin u r, jus saying its all like a game but dont treat it like that cuz those ppl r wrong, true love dont last but u shouldnt lead him on. why cant u stay with him? cuz hes a goof or sth? cmon lulu, u cant find any1 perfect in this wrld besides me..lmao, jk. well u get my point. stick with it, whatever is not wrong, just wait. my opinion is that u cant do this because he is still immature and looking for someone older that can take care of u and care more abt u. if im not wrong, i think thats what u want. sure hes loving u, but i think u want more. but hey, there are many fishes in the sea, find the right one. the other fishes are all practices. until then..............bye lulu~
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sorry that had nothing about my love stuff?

well my love is like this.







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good topic by the way, kinda like my createblog diary. but its abt love. good stuff man

peace out.

[apple.]

I love you.

[dreamerOi]

to: guy who calls me emo

i realized that i stopped loving you a long time ago. the only reason i thought i did was because i needed someone to comfort me. someone or something to look forward to. you were just a person for comfort. im sorry that i held on so long. but now im sorry because now you love me. i would love to be with you. but your not a trustworthy guy. and i realized that. your not faithful either. those are important in a relationship of any kind. the only type we would ever work as is one without feelings. and i dont do that. plus. ive moved on now. and i dont want to go back to a place where i will cry& bleed so often. i dont want to go back to where i have to be the support system for both of us. i just dont want to go back. you hurt.

from: sometimes is emo.

[DaTru KataLYST]

Dear SpeedDial2,

Aha, you looked hella hott today! =] Spending time with you is the best time of my day. It's hella sad when we have to leave each other at the end of the day. I'll ttyt, or maybe online, when you get back.

Together, forever (I wish),
Li Zhong Jie.

[dreamerOi]

to shoelace:

i think i might do something stupid again. i hate it that you have a girlfriend now. or somewhat of one. i feel selfish. because i want you close to me. only because you help me realize when im doing something wrong. right now my heart aches. and i think im going to cry. your girlfriend has you on a leash. she wont let you talk to any other girl. she wont let you hug anyone. she wont let you even just joke around. i dont get it.

from: lintpocket

[CALiFORNiAxBEBE]

WOW whoever made this is the smartest person ever! haha

well i ono if we can have two but i am :P

ive known u for more than a year now. i remember those where i liked u soo muchh it was crazy. but u still talked to me known that i did. and that was awsome. but now ever since i moved we dont talk anymore. it sorta hurts whenver ever i IM u and i never get a message back. i guess ive been forgotten. i thought i was so i left u alone. alone for 2months and than i cudnt take it any longer. it was ur birthday. and so i wished u. no reply/ but next day u talked to me. it was the happiest day ever. i was soo excited. but than it was like history repeated itself bcz now we dont talk anymore again. its weird bcz i really miss u. ur the closet guy friend ive ever had. i wish things were the same when i was back where u live. :(

TWO: haha this is going to be a happier one. im really glad i met u. i feel very home when im never u. i know sometimes u get on my nerves with ur jokes that cross the line and i know ur just playin around but i say things that mite hurt u. and i dont meet to say tham. but ur an awsome friend and im really glad i met u this year. i hope our friendship goes a long way bcz i dont wanna loose u. =)

wow that felt soo good to let all that outtt