Createblog diary., version 2 Options

[x____Broken_doll]

Dear CB diary,

I'm still in shock. He actually slapped me. I know i slapped him first, but doesn't he have enough respect for me to hold in his feelings and let me express mine? He thinks that he can walk all over me, and when i finally do something that he doesn't expect, he does it right back. f**k him. I've had enough of this one way relationshio, he's just there for the sex - i know this, but why can't i end it? He plays with me too much, only lawd knows how many girls he's had. I don't give a f**k. Its over.

<3 Bianca.

[*Kathleen*]

Dear createBlog diary,
Stephanie's annoying me. I can't stand her fuglyness. I can't stand my own fuglyness. *Looks in mirror* THE HORROR! Oh. And it's snowing.
-Kathleen

[inthemudhole]

Dear createBlog diary,

Teehee. I'm so excited.. I can't wait until they tell who they've selected for the new moderators here.
I'm either going to be ecstatic, or disappointed.
Well.. durr. Go figure. ^
Heh. This is the only diary where I make smilies.......O_o

I feel kind of weird today. Kind of not like myself.
It's odd.

I'm running a virus scan on my computer right now. I thought you should know.

See yah later.

-Brie

[miss barnes]

Dear CB diary,

I'm hella bored. I'm so glad there's no school tomorrow. I hope it snows & no school on Tuesday either.

Anyways, I think that I'm going through some serious gender issues. lol. Damn man, Patrice it so fukkin fine. I wanna do some some serious damage to that. uhhh...these thoughts won't leave my head. Why? Why? Why won't these feeling leave my head? How could i be thinking this about someone who is the same gender as me? This goes against everything that i stand for. I'm against being bisexual/ gay. Well, I don't think that i'm bi. I mean, how could I be when this is the first time I've ever felt this way for another girl? Maybe i'm bi-curious? Shit, i dont wanna be none of this shit at all. Uhh...i still have the same feeling i think..2 boys is STILL nasty as fukk to me but, two girls doesnt seem to bother me. What the fukk am i going to do? Patrice looked sexy as hell at the basketball game. That girl got some game...i wish i could kiss her so bad...uhh....

reekah

ps- What would people at school think about me? They all know Patrice is like that...i mean COME ON...she dress better than a lot of tha niggaz there. My friends wouldnt expect this AT ALL. I guess i should just do what i wanna do. I wish i would have tried to talk to her that day at the mall when she was tryna game me and up and ish...but i was freaked out- a girl had never came at me like that before. Its a shame she's a senior..i thought she was a sophmore...wonder if she feelin' me.

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary...

high school drama is shitty. and i'm trying so hard to remove myself from this situation because really i shouldn't be involved but the two of them are being so damn STUBBORN and aaauuggh...its driving me crazy. why are me and adrian the only seemingly relatively smart people in this situation? argh.

[sadolakced acid]

dear createblog diary,

i'm going to stay up till 3 to see who the new mods are. I have a headache: it's like... a steady presure. usually i take out contacts and it goes away, but all it's done is gotten worse. i'll need tylenol by sunrise, if it continues like this.

there isn't much to do in my life, again.

it's so effing cold... well i live in the south, if it gets below freezing it's effing cold. If the weatherman mentions the word 'snow' in the forcast, grocery stores run out of milk and school is canceled.

i wish i lived northerly. near some mountains. so i could snowboard. only gone boarding once, but i'm hooked.

which brings me to when i was 7. my dad was considering starting a snowboarding company to make snowboards. this was before snowboards were popular, and boarders and skiiers were still rivals (kinda still are?) anyways. i told him not to, for some reason.

it really sucks. because if i hadn't done that. a) we'd be rich and b) we'd move somewhere where "good chance of snow" actually means one or two feet, not one or two flakes. and c) i'd get free snowboards.

don't you love living in the past?

- Mr. Acid.

[Nicolatofu]

Dear Createblog Diary:

Well congrats to all the new additions to the cb staff! I was disappointed that I wasn't accepted, but going back over the new staff's applications, I see that they really wrote awesome apps. I should've put more thought into it. But there's next time! Moving on....tomorrow we're having a family dinner, my mom's making enchiladas....yumm! I had a lot of homework this weekend, so it's great that i have 3 days to get it all done. Of course I'll wait till the night before! well i'm really tired from waiting to see the new staff members, so I'm gonna go to bed now!

Nicole

[sharerol]

Dear createBlog Diary,

I made a new layout for my xanga. It took me all day yesterday. It took like 8 hrs. But people said that the divs overlap each other, which sucks. I didn't realize that would happen because I made it on my computer, which has 1280x1024 resolution. I guess that's bigger than most others' resolutions. I moved the blog a little more to the right. I hope people can see it. -_- Oh well..

--Cheryl

[faithin_felix]

dear createblog diary,

i'm glad to see so many people joining createblog and many active users. may this continue one.

faithin felix

[angel-roh]

Dear Createblog Diary,

I'm very tired, but I don't think I should sleep right now because if I do sleep now, I might wake up at 3am in the morning. If I wake up in that time, when will I ever sleep again? Yeah probably late again and wake up late. Eesh I don't like that. If only my life was a bit fun, but I can't hardly hang out with my friends cause half of them doesn't live in seattle, washington and the other half, they are very busy working at their new and old jobs. I wish I have a job too but my stress is killing me right now. I think I should take care of my stress problems and find a job then. But I don't know, I really want to work because a lot of my friends are working especially my age. I mean I turned 17!! I want to work! But I'm very bad at cashier stuff. That's why it's going to be hard to find a job! I'm not that fast at giving changes. I'm in a bad math class haha. Low math class haha. It's sad for me because even though I worked hard, I have a short memory sigh.

Anyways today, I saw Jusun oppa's picture for the first time! Yay! He looks very handsome too hehe. Anyways right now I am listening to "Mega-Step" by BoA. Finally I downloaded this song! It's very good! I didn't really expect it to be slow type of song, but I was thinking more like fast pace song. I like this song very much. I kept listening to this song like since the last 34 hours! So that means nonstop haha. See how much I love this song? I even slept with this music. Even though it's in Japanese and I can't really understand Japanese. But still, the beat is very sweet and nice!

Gosh I wish I could learn Japanese, but I keep taking a break from it! Anyways right now, I don't know what's really going to happen to my life. I mean I didn't went to school yet. What's going to happen to me? Am I not gona go to college? It seems like I won't ever make it to college. I think I have to go to the court cause I had so many absence. *Deep Sigh* But it doesn't mean I will go to jail for that haha. I mean I have a serious major problem in my life, I can't even.. I mean like never ever get a chance to concentrate during class. It's so hard, my stomach always hurts, I always get nervous, and my head hurts -- oh and my HEART ALWAYS HURTS! It's not good. But good thing I never even done drugs nor like commit suicide. I'm still alive and I thank God for that! He's awesome! He's my awesome Father in the whole wide world haha.

Well anyways I'll stop here! I think I typed too long? Haha well I love typing mwahaha! xD

__Susan aka angel_roh

[*stephinika*]

dear cb diary...

bleh. people keep asking if we're going out. for the last godamn time...NO! so what if he's my best friend and he's a guy? so what if we're rather close? i know physically we seem attached at the hip but you know what...its none of your godamn business...fah. stupid people.

doesn't help my situation though. bleh. damn my mind.

[inthemudhole]

This is getting really long. @_@

Hopefully I'm not in the wrong, but..

-Topic Closed-

I'll make a new one.. don't worry. :P