Createblog diary., version 2 Options

[--x Babii Giirl]

[melface]

GOD JUST KILL ME NOW

[Rachel]

i want it to be december so i can go home and see my lovely friends and my boy toy =)

[vehvih]

Dcbd,

I'm in this freaking school and ain't doing my english book report essay.. sooo board. Ok the bell is going to ring anytime right now. wee! i have new shoes

later!

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

im vulnerable. right now im vulnerable to guys. this so called season of christmas is getting to me. seems to me im always lonely on christmas. im used to it but im always vulnerable. where i can get attached to someone pretty quick &get hurt extremely fast. i dont want to suffer this time. im just going to stay away from everyone until first day of january i suppose.

linda.

[*stephinika*]

dear cb,

oh wow, i had such a great/busy weekend! i did stuff from thursday to sunday, but saturday was the best. i love you mark. you are way too kind to me. thank you soo much for everything!! but yeah i'm excited for the pep rally this week. should be awesome.

[Heathasm]

dear cbd,

im a little frustrated at you right now
but thats okay
sarai came over again yesterday and we talked for HOURS
i want to tell her i like her alot but she will just get creeped out...this sucks so majorly i dont know how im going to get over these feelings, because she is blatantly disgusted by gays

[xTINAA]

dear journal

i`m not doing too great right now...i don`t know what`s going on with me... i feel so weird & i can`t explain it. all these thoughts & emotions are filling me & i want it to stop. but i can`t control anything anymore, it sucks. goshhh..i freaking hate life right now. i hate school, people, family, just everything. i wish i could go to sleep & wake up & have everything be alright...please shoot me now, thank you & goodbye

[faithin_felix]

dear diary,

today wrote a poem and had ss test.

Waiting for the right one,
Waiting for the right day.
But for now, i can only say:
Stick with only one,
In the end you may have none.

>>faithin felix

[yummy_delight]

dear diary

my life totally blows.

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

i threw up today. a lot. bunch of times. its sick. my throat hurts. my head hurts. my tummy hurts. damn alkaseltzer thing tastes nasty. sick. i might be getting sick. ouch.
linda.

[LittleLulu]

dear diary

lately i've grown far from my bf...i've been unconciously avoiding him... i know its wrong, but i think im falling for another friend of his...that friend has been hanging around with us n my friends lately..we've been getting closer..not VERY close, but closer than we've ever been...and the worst, one of my best friends likes him..i tried asking him who he likes, telling him that another friend of mine likes him (not giving him a name)...n he simply asked me who it is and wudn't tel me who he likes....although everyone knoes he likes this girl in the philipines, which is half way around th world...but when i asked him if he likes anyone in our skewl he said yea, but wudn't tell me who.....

also, today my bf got really pissed n he was like in tears n stuff... i've never seen him like that before... he was swearing under his breath n everything.. he was always the happy-go-lucky person, n always laughing n being silly...it was scarey to see him like that....n the3 cause of all this was cuz sm1 stole 15 bucks from him... i thought it was pretty stupid right?...but then he was like "i was gona do smth with that money"...n i asked what...n he wudn't tell me... instead he told one of my best friends.... who later told me...n he was gona save it to buy me jewelry n a rose for christmas...even though that's soo far away... it just made me feel guilty.....although knowing the kind of guy HE is..he'll get over it soon.. i still feel bad....feel bad for "playing" him....for making him get all teary for money that he was gona buy me smthn wit....n everything else...

*sigh*...life is all sucky lately... cept for last weekend, which was awesome...

oh god, i just wish i can be with "him" or..."him"..or even "him"...but its hopeless...

[PinkTrash]

dear diary,

pssh started filmng some of the moviee.. its hard cuz we start hysterically laughing too much =[[ oh well. its funn thoe. me and dylan stayed up and were sneaking on :P doesnt that sound lyke 2 PPL INLOVE, GOING OUT WOULD DO. well no hez effing with that hoar lisa. psssssssh. =[[

[ANG33ZY]

Dear Diary,

I just want to squeeze him tightly in my arms<3.


<3Angela Delight

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

i think i like him again. i shouldnt. plus ive never liked a guy that had a gf before. it was just a reflex of some sort. or just automatic. i dont know why but i guess theyr relationship doesnt look real and thats why im starting to like him a bit. but i cant ive never been that other girl. or anything. &gfs have never had a thing against me. thats just plain blah. i cant like him. i dont know maybe i do. maybe its the season. maybe its just plain old me. i cant see him. ive got to stay secluded in the midst of my room. -_-

linda

[protiss]

Dear whatever-this-is-called,
I'm so happy 2-day so i'm SPREADING JOY AROUND THE WORLD!!!
today, i went ta wal-mart n bought the yellowcard CD, "Ocean AVENUE" it kicks ass!
for those of you who haven't gotten it yet, GO GET IT!!
ciao!

~Joe~

[yummy_delight]

dear diary:

i made up with my best friend today... we're cool now i guess but i can't help feeling like there's still a big hole in my life. and i KNOW why. it's all because of my feelings for him. sometimes i ask myself why i never tell anyone who i like. i always tell them "it's complicated." but in reality it's quite simple. i don't trust anyone. with ANYTHING. i keep secrets from just about everybody i know. i understand that this probably isn't healthy and one day i'm going to totally unload on someone and screw everything up, so i should probably get a therapist..or a psychiatrist. whatever. somebody who has "doctor-patient confidentiality" rule they have to abide by so i can be POSITIVE they won't tell anyone else. and if they DO i can always sue. on second thought maybe a therapist isn't what i need. on the off chance that i get a psychiatrist that judges and probes my life, i could end up even angrier than i started out.

i've figured it out. i just need somebody to LISTEN. somebody who won't judge me and will only give advice when i ask for it.

[Heathasm]

dcbd

im so pissed.......im starting to feel the descrimination of the world
i want to run away and go die where no one could ever find my body
i cant write and im not excited any more. i hate feeling like this ¬.¬ im official no fun to be around any more, not a single person wants to hear it, no one. why? because compassion and friendship are dead meat and salted to a nice shriveled up old jerky

[faithin_felix]

dear diary,

today was just school. boring like all the time.

>>faithin felix

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

woo. im not mad at johto anymore. i sort of told him &wer good now. whew thank goodness. lifes a waste of time if your going to be mad. or sad. with people. eh i suppose. but now that wer good its awesome.

linda.

[vivien]

dear diary

well, it sux for tmr, cuz i have 3 tests... phy chem bio... wut should i do?
i really want to escape from sku*
and nth else~

me

[xTINAA]

dear diary
today was a better day. i hope things get better for me. i realize i complain way too much & if i really sit down and think about it, i have almost nothing to complain about like some people. i mean, my friend, well they might die soon because they have this disease and they don`t complain about how much they hate life or anything. yet i sit here and complain about my petty little problems. i feel like such a loser, honestly. i think i need a serious reality check or something. but yeah, i think i`ll try to have a more optimistic positive outlook on life. it`s going to be really tough, because right now i don`t feel like i can accomplish anything and be a strong person, but i`ll really try. so yeah... just one of my random thoughts. laters yo
<3chrissy

[pbear]

dear diary,

i'm insanely sick- cough, fever, chills, everything. but i have to go to school tomorrow. there's too much stuff i'd miss if i didn't go. blegh, i feel so yucky.

Linda

[xTINAA]

dear diary.
things seems to be getting better. at least i`m trying to convince myself of that. anyways tonight i hung out with some people. i think this one guy likes me... blah but yeah right, like me? who would, right? oh well. but people say he does but i don`t trust people that much anymore, so yeah. well gotta go do homework. laters
<3 chrissy

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

today i saw this really hot guy. -sucks in breath- he was so hot. i wanted to go up to him &say my pants are really itchy. take them off with your mouth. i dont like people touching me with theyr hands its scary. so then the guy did that. and right when he was half way through i stabbed him right in the crotch. punched him in the face. which knocked him out colddddddd. then i continued to bash him with a metal pipe that i had found leaning in which was in the alley way we wer standing in. i took it and slammed it against his groin so the pole was bent. then i laughed a hardy laugh. took the pole stabbed it right into his chest and ran away. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

all in all it was a pretty normal day. btw. i steven is the coolest guy EVER! &if he ever needed to i would prostitute myself for him.
;linda.

i hope anyone who read this knew it was a joke. tehe.