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[someflipguy]

Dear Diary,

I don't understand why some people are just so childish and want stuff to get started when they comment to other peoples comments. Does it really matter to them that much that they have to bash other people I just don't understand the whole bickering thing. So what if they said what they said...doesn't give you the right to comment on them even if they are wrong. I always thought that two wrongs don't make a right. Oh...well I guess thats what makes us human...

[picaso_smile]

My Darling CBdiary,

I feel like I'm back from a crappy vacation. Sort of like I'm me for the first time in a loong time. I guess I just feel normal. Maybe I'm just in a good mood because of *him*. I mainly daydream about him during class. He occupies my imagination forcing out thoughts of saddness. And he just seems like a normal guy. He's not the most popular... he's not that charming.... he doesn't get all A's.... but he soooooo awesome and I'm not sure why. I'm sure if I didn't know him and someone described him to me I wouldn't be interested. Funny how at lunch we always end up sitting beside eachothe. Maybe it's fate? Or coincidence? Or me.. I'm not denying I don't try to sit by him as long as its not that obvious... Maybe it just works out that way because we both secretly like eachother? I wish.
Enough of this mushy crap.

XOXO,
Severly Crushing mE

[jambaJUICE]

Dear CBDiary,

PTC this week. Meaning 1/2 day Mon-Thurs, and No school Friday.
Must savor my time. Today my only enjoyable 1/2 day, as Tues, Wed, Thurs, I have basketball practice with the clique. And Friday, practice in the morning, I won`t be going though, since I`ll be getting my metal off finally. I`m still very confused, and reading seems to be my only escape.

Anywho Diary, today I spent most of my day reading "Go Ask Alice"
You know, that Diary of a Drug Addict.
She`s such a stupid hippie, but who am I to judge?
It`s ironic for me to be reading a book, and somewhat preaching to others to not use drugs, when in the first place, I`m known to be the influencer.

I do admit that I have wanted to try some type of drug. My friends however, never want to try drugs, etc. etc. We`ve discussed this many times, and because of that, if in class, the topic were to be brought up, Everyone Would Stare at me.

It`s so stupid though. My friends and I would find cigarette packs, non-opened, lying around on the floor. It`s happened 3 or so times. But obviously fate doesn`t want us to try, since something would happen to the good condition cigs.

I tried to smoke one once. I didn`t know what i was doing so nothing happened. But all i remember that day, was that my friend, who could smoke as much hash, pot, weed, you name it, if she wanted, but chooses not to (I`m glad) kept blowing out my matches, etc. etc. And my other friend, the one that`s always there for experimentation with me. Haha. She`s been there for all the times we`ve tried alchohol. This was the first attempt we`ve done for some type of drug. Funny.
But yeah, i finally got it lit, after wasting almost my whole box of lucky matches (I miss them !). And i inhaled. I choked, it was like breathing in smoke. I coughed, and felt like i had lost a day of my life, and aged three days. Nasty.

Anywho, enough of that. I need some help Diary. Rgrr.. Things are going so bad at school. I can`t even keep up. I can`t focus on anything. And i saw the results of my tests that i took last week. I bombed my Science Test. 79%. and the stupid bitch received 92%

Stupid whore.

I`ve written too much.

Sincerely,
Stephanie

[faithin_felix]

dear diary,

homework so much of it
sleep so little of it

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

procrastination sucks. i have to do 2 tests tomorrow &mom said i have to no matter what sleep by 1 am. i was like what. everyday i do. i need more time. shes all too bad. worried for tests. dangit. grrr.

linda

[jambaJUICE]

Dear CB Diary,

I Hate Basketball.
I Hate Studying.
I Hate Expectations.
I Hate Her.
I Hate Him.
I Hate Growing Up.
I Hate Hating.
I Hate Being Hated.
I Hate Bickering.
I Hate Whining.

Sincerely,
Stephanie

[TheSilenceInDict...]

Dear Diary,

27 days left. I can't wait. The anticipation is killing me.
Things should be turning up for the better, here on out.
It better.

-Joe

[hi-C]

Dear cB diary,

Yesterday I thought I misplaced my school ID and my dorm key. So I looked all over the place for it. Then I finally realized it was in my pocket the whole time. I felt like such an id.

Carrie

[Heathasm]

*has an anxiety attack*
oh god....
my mothers family is coming here for thanksgiving
we do it every year............oh god x.x
these are some of the most charismatic, fat alcoholics you'll ever meet
my aunts are all senial like my mom and my uncles like to get high every day lmao
i cant wait to see my cousin though...shes gonna be the ony one my age and SOMEWHAT (greatly emphasize that) normal coming

[faithin_felix]

dear diary,

today applied for sin card. bought axe recovery and axe relapse limited edition. anyways, tmr no school cuz rembrance day. peace out

>>faithin felix

[pbear]

dear diary,

i'm sick- stuffy nose, headache, sore throat, cough, fatigue, the whole deal.
damnit, i wanted a fun 4 days.

Linda

[faithin_felix]

dear diary,

moment of silence.
to remember all the solider that died in world war 1.

>>felix

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

nostalgia.

linda.

[PinkTrash]

Dear diary,

meh assembly as kinda boring today.. I have mixed feelings currently =[

Sandi <3

[Heathasm]

DD,

my dad is having an affair LMAO
my mom is pissed as satan because he said he'd wait till they were divorced.....he's never home any more, but im trying not to lose the connection ive been making with him lately...i really dont want to lose that.
things are very hectic and i have a feeling my mom is going to get piss ass drunk tonight and throw a fit as soon as my dad gets home...i just hope i dont get involved
i need to find my social security number pronto so i cant become a volunteer worker for my dad at trinity mother frances. he says he already has a bunch of graphics for me to start working on already so i just need to get that form in and goto the two day orientation...rock!

tomorrow sarai is coming over and we are going to watch the second kenshin movie and hang out some itll be fun. im hopin for a hot weekend!

[jambaJUICE]

Dear CB Diary,

Things.. are improving for me. But, my friend, one of the sweetest chicks in the world; her parents are having a divorce. HOLY SHIT of all people. I feel really bad. I really hope that if they do pull through the divorce.. that she goes with her pops, because.. her mom treats her badly.

I dont feel like writing much.

Till then,
Stephanie

[dreamerOi]

Dear diary,

AH! i cant beat that ping pong game in the arcade. makes me rawrd. i have like 10,000 points away from the goal. i finally figured out the whole 4 squares around the middle square thing. &also a way to sometimes get a good start. but yeesh. and also that one simon game is so hard all i got was 9 points. yeesh.

linda.

[silver-rain]

dear cb diary,
omfg, my english teacher is pissing me off so much. he wants me to come in tomorrow at 7:30 am to discuss how terrible my writing is!!! wtf? thanks a lot man. gosh, i'd be lucky if i got an 80 in that class... seriously.... school is so terrible, and now APs are being weighted 1.1 times normally? oh great, another way to bring down my average... i really can't wait till june, 2006
-linda

[xPartyGrlDx]

I'm writing in here because I don't want to
do my homework too boring
OMG I JUST REMEMBERED I HAD 2 TEST TOMORROW
BYE BYE CB!
See you tomorrow *muah*


x3 denise

[Heathasm]

DCD

im mad
my friend stood me up
no movie
no mangas
no dancing
no smoking
*says goodbye to hott friday night*
:(
sadness

[PinkTrash]

dear diary,

Idunno why Im in a pissed off mood.. and lyke emoish. I went down my msn list, saw Vikis msn name, and it says all this shiz, and at the end it says, DYLAN....FORGET HER. does that mean that the two of them broke up? =/ Idunno what I feel, so I feel wierd. its lyke, im trying not to care cause I wanna get over him, but then I do care, cause I know I do love him >.<" this is so hard?.

[me1issaaaa]

dear cB diary...

things are so awkward. after being ever so infatuated with jc, he goes out w/ my best friend. knowing i like him, she still accepts his offer. they broke up today, and i'm happy on one hand because of what she did, but on the other, i love both of them to death and i don't think they're gonna be friends after.

today was hectic. someone told my recent crush that i like him, though i wanted to do that myself. he gave the whole "you're really cool from what i know, but i'm not over my ex. and we'd be better as friends. we may date in the future, but for right now i think we should stay friends." i can understand from where he's coming from, but then he tells me that the guy who told him actually likes me. >_______<

and i tell my best friend, jc, whom i've liked for a year the story, and we somehow engage in the conversation of him "still liking me a lot." me being me, i deny it and try to tell him that he doesn't, and he replies "if i didn't then why would i bring it up?"

bleh. things are very confusing right now. idk.. arrgh.

i like this diary thing though tis fun.

[dreamerOi]

dear diary,

im glad i have art& music in my life. i dont know what id do without it. ill write more later when i feel.

linda.

edit
i miss people. i miss the close people. having someone near me. alone with me. so i can just be one on one with that person. maybe hold them or soemthing. sometimes i dont because i guess i feel shy. i dont get it. but its okay.

This post has been edited by dreamerOi: Nov 14 2004, 01:59 AM

[faithin_felix]

dear diary,

i got haircut.

faithin felix

[Heathasm]

dcbd,

tonight was hot
went out with sarai and leana we watched kenshin samurai x part II in leanas pimped out theater room then me and lenana got high on her porch and sarai got mad at us the little ho. we gaver her brother some even though we werent supposed to lol on the way back we all tried to fit in the drunk and no one wanted to get in the back cause it was wayyy too cold so sarais bro had to fit in this tiny tiny space behind the drivers seat lmao while we all sat on each others laps. i didnt go dancing tonight cause i was high and well i figured id do some thing stupid or whatever and i just wanted to get home im about to goto bed now still a little weird rightr now x.x