i open my eyes. Options

[misoshiru]

yeah, this poem is kinda random but constructive criticism only please.

i open my eyes to see that cloudy gray sky
and that's when i ask myself why.
why do i wake up to know that the world won't be fine,
why do i wake up knowing that my smile is a lie.
i try to dream myself away,
too bad my dreams can't be reality.
i look into the mirror and see a distorted image,
where have i gone?
why can't i stop conforming with the world?
i don't know who i am anymore,
or was there ever a me.
everywhere i go, i feel the pain of those who suffer
and i look away because i can't bear to see what i see.
there's nothing in this world which can please everyone,
nothing no more.
why is there a world where i can't be myself,
a world where i will never be me.