YOU SUCK Options

[redpeony]

ok this is gonna be quite a long rant i'm thinking.

so, there's this guy named jack*. we've been talking for over a year. this summer we actually saw each other quite a bit and 4 weeks ago we made it official. the problem is we can't really carry out much of a conversation now that we know we like each other which is really bothering me since we're starting to get close. yesterday his friend nick* asked my friend tracy* out and they are so cute it's mkaing me sick. they can talk all night and they are really just the sweetest couple ever. i know seeing them like this is gonna drive me insane one day. i know i should be appreciative of what i have. he's reaaaally cute and nice and generous and all of that good stuff but what is that if there's nothing inside? maybe i''m not good at this longterm thing? but i don't just want to dump him right now without giving him much of a chance. not sure if im making a lot of sense here, but what im trying to get at is, how do i take my insecurity and jealousy and shove it up a bum. k thx!



*names may or may not have been changed.