I feel like crap., Bleh... Options

[dorkXcore]

Good Friend (9:26:38 PM): hey
DORKecksCORE (9:26:41 PM): hey
Good Friend (9:26:53 PM): austin mad ehtat up right?
Good Friend (9:26:57 PM): made*
Good Friend (9:27:15 PM): a simple yes or no will do
DORKecksCORE (9:27:21 PM): Do you even have to ask?
Good Friend (9:27:47 PM): well im pretty sure he did, cause youve changed from who you were, but you never know..things shock people
DORKecksCORE (9:28:24 PM): You don't trust me and that's sad. :-(
Good Friend (9:28:31 PM): i do too trust you
Good Friend (9:28:54 PM): but ever since that mary ryan handjob thing i dont know what to think...ever....
Good Friend(9:29:23 PM): im sorry if i came of that way **that i didnt trust you** :-(
DORKecksCORE (9:29:32 PM): it's k.
DORKecksCORE (9:29:48 PM): i'm just kinda tense right now, feeling vulnerable, and really insecure.
Good Friend (9:30:27 PM): wanna talk about it?
DORKecksCORE (9:30:55 PM): sure
Good Friend (9:31:08 PM): well why are you tense?
DORKecksCORE (9:31:19 PM): i jumped on to flying conclusions.
DORKecksCORE (9:31:29 PM): and accusations*
DORKecksCORE (9:32:05 PM): So that's why.
DORKecksCORE (9:32:29 PM): I'm feeling vulnerable and insecure cos I don't know who to trust any more... I'm slowly becoming paranoid.
DORKecksCORE (9:32:41 PM): It has to do with the whole Megan thing.
DORKecksCORE (9:32:53 PM): I confirmed today that she doesn't care about me at all.
Good Friend (9:32:55 PM): who disobeyed your trust that bad to make you pariniod?
DORKecksCORE (9:33:03 PM): Megan.
Good Friend (9:33:22 PM): what did she do if you dont mind me asking
DORKecksCORE (9:33:32 PM): Well, we made out.
DORKecksCORE (9:33:42 PM): And today, I confirmed that it meant nothing to her.
Good Friend (9:34:08 PM): why do you think you mean nothing to her ? :-(
DORKecksCORE (9:34:18 PM): I confirmed it.
DORKecksCORE (9:34:27 PM): 3 People told me she did it just because she could.
Good Friend (9:34:47 PM): im sorry kyle :-(


--Today my friend austin told my ex that I said she gave me a handjob.-- (It was a lie.)
---Megan = Girl i've been in love with for 2 years.---

**The screen name "Good Friend" is non-existant due to the fact that I don't want anyone IM'ing my friends. **