i need help >.<, little things just standing in the way.. Options

[HaN4RaNg]

i'v got this guy friend thats just awesome. hes always been there for me when i had guy problems, family problems, all the stuff.

the thing is, hes 2 years older than me and i get the feeling he looks at me as a little sister.. xcept that he flirts with me MAJOR. we're constantly flirting. our convos would be dead without flirting but thats him.. hes a flirter like that so u cant take it too hard or feel too special because of it since he does it with most girls

just recently i started getting the feeling that i might actually like this guy beyond the brother/sister line but then i always think about the flirting thing and start telling myself that im just getting into the moment.

but anyways, i dont think the feeling is mutual. he always talks about these cute girls he's been seeing at work, and he always talks about his crush too. i envy her so much.. the thing about this is, i met him online which makes things so much harder. hes in a different country too x.x.. cant talk on the phone, cant see him, go out together, or anything.. we type.. and type.. and type.. and thats it .

i would tell him about my feelings for him. i'v almost brought it up in our conversations sometimes but the feeling that our relationship might change gets in the way. what if he only think of me as his little sister? what if he only thinks of me as his "flirting buddy"? i <3 the way our relationship is right now and im afraid to tell him because he might to do what most guys do; start acting different.

theres just so many little things that are keeping me from telling him how i really feel. sometimes i wish he was less flirty, cute, sweet, caring, understand so that i can move on and not think about him haha. so i need help . i dont know what to do. i want him to know how i feel soooo bad.. but i cant help but to think about what mite happen after i tell him.