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[silver-rain]

Heyyy cutie. Today was nice, thanks for everything. Heh, hope you have fun with you all you can eat sushi. I hope you call me, but if not, it's OK too. Talk to you later <3.

[*Shinji_Mimura*]

To my grandmother,

Please. Just stop. We know you aren't sick. We know you're just doing this to get attention. Just stop. We're already in debt because of you, stop adding on to it. You were supposed to come here and visit. Seems to me you're trying to stay here for good. Be it by physically staying here, or leaving us your debt to pay off. Mom should've sent you home already. You're nothing but a burden now. I should've egged you on when you were threatening to just go with your brothers and sisters. We'd be $7000 out of debt and wouldn't have to deal with your dramatics. I hate you.

To my mother:

Why aren't you listening to what the doctors say and insist lola doesn't have anything wrong with her? Why are you going to spend a couple of more thousand dollars just to see that her "sickness" is just all in her head? Why don't you listen to me when I tell you to listen to the doctors?! I want you to stop crying every two weeks. I want to stop having more money than you. Mom, please.

[aubbob]

______,
i hope you know i'm crying because i didnt get in.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

f**k the world. Don't nobody got my back like I do and I just gotta keep telling myself that. Not until I love myself. It's sad. Stupid. Cant wait to prove everyone wrong and break out and become who I long to be.

[sharerol]

_dammit you ruined everything man. last minute too.. for everybody. god, you and your family. excuses and more excuses and tons of bullshit. youre such an inconsiderate jerk. and this thing youre tryna plan out.. cmon its hella stupid, unrealistic, and completely selfish. girl it ain't gonna happen. on the bright side, i'm glad i don't have to deal with your ass next year. damn... everyone was all siked for this nothing. you blew it.

armando benitez - grow a dick and get off the giants !!

[redpeony]

Dang, I feel crummy. I wish you were here. I've been way too dependant on you this past year. Life just isn't fun without you and I don't feel that same sense of security. WHY? I HATE THIS. Arghhhhhhhhh =( I don't want this. Why do I have to feel like this? Why do I need you to be happy? That's pretty much the entire thing that I've tried my very best to stay away from. Why hasn't it worked? CRAP.. NO.. I can't do this because it's going to hurt me so much next year. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[iDecay]

_,
I love you, too!

_,
Wow. Just.. wow.

[redpeony]

I am in a dilemma =| i really want to talk to you about this and i totally would except for the fact that u have NO idea what I'm thinking, and things are going so well, and after talking to a few people you're really not that bad at all... and you probably just overreacted that one time. But I don't want to regret not talking about this next time we fight. And I know if we get through this one we'll be stronger. But do we have the time? I don't know. Damn I love you. Ahh.

Edit/ Okay decided not to do it. Thank God for friends who get your head out of ur bum. =p Can't wait to talk to you tomorrow. Don't know if I'm gonna go to the thing and have a half-assed convo with you, or stay home and chat it up though. Staying home would be too dependant on u and very lame. But I can't help it if I wanna talk to youuuuuu....... rigggggghtttttttt?

[*decadence*]

You're one of my best friends; after all, who else stops by my house all the fucking time at two in the morning just to keep me up all night because they want to keep me company? And now it's just awkward, and it's not like your friends approve of me anyway. Haha, whatever, hopefully you can figure out that this is just to tide us over until we're off to college. After all, an hour and half between our colleges is distance enough and I'm still not physically attracted to you.

But I'm in control, and you know it. And I really don't know how to respond to your I love yous other than to pretend that you never said it. I love you, but not in that way; I don't think I'd ever love you other than as just a friend.

[redpeony]

you know... i am really not liking you very much right now. it seems like you lied about it and it all makes sense now... you said you sent it out friday so you would have as much time as you could to send it out quick.. and you also told me that it wasn't my letter that you got that day so i could expect it later. i don't know, are you capable of such an intricate lie? I would like to think no but it seems probable. I don't want to assume but once I get that letter... if that postmark is after the day you called me I am going to beat your ass. I'm quite loving the double standard, jerk.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

I feel bad, but f**k you. I don't care if you said sorry because I'm like that. Saying sorry doesn't take away how horrible I felt and how sad I got. Let's see what you make of life without me in it. Let's see you fend for yourself. Coming at ME like that. Got me dumbass f**ked up. I hate you sometimes, and I always thought you were the only one in this house I could count on but I'm wrong. You only care for her happiness because she's so miserable and it's all her fault anyway. It's him causing her so much pain, not me. And how dare she get upset when she found out i'm leaving this house as soon as im 18. What the f**k did you expect me to do, live in this hell hole and watch them live in a marriage full of hate, and live in a house and have to every single night, turn my music up FULL f**king BLAST so I don't have to listen to them screaming and yelling at eachother and her crying !? Not like she tries to make it all better. After he's done walking all over her the first person she comes to is ME and not for comfort, but to yell at me and tell me how much I'm a pig and a bitch and how fat I am and how useless I am. And she expects me to stay here for more years of this ? No thank you. Go make your own damn way in the world bcos I don't give a f**k if im bumming from couch to couch or sleeping in the damn park as soon as im 18 im out of here. I can't take it anymore.

[xTINAA]

------ & ----,
You two are some good looking brothers. I think I might actually prefer ------ not only because you're older but you just seem more like a guy I'd date. Either way I really hope I get to know you both better and that we hang out.

---,
I want to see you again. In better lighting....hahhaha.

[Skyline Drive]

Why are you treating me like this ? You are acting like a child. You ARE an ADULT. If you think I'm ignoring you. You are correct. I am not going to give in to your ridiculous ways. I can NOT read your mind. I don't know what you want from me but I feel like I'm done giving.

kthanks

[redpeony]

"Yeah I think we need to talk"
What the f*ck does that mean? Yeah I'm overreacting to everything you say right now and I don't even know what context you meant that in but now I'm anxious and happy at the same time. I'm really curious to know what you want to talk about. I'm sort of hoping you didn't just mean it like "we should talk.. about stuff" but you have something specific about our relationship so I can see that you actually wanna work on stuff while you're away. I'm probably just blabbing and you're probably just gonna be like "yeah I just feel like we haven't talked in a long time". But you are pissing me off and arrrrrrrrgh I don't even know what I want anymore. I was just re-reading Tuesdays with Morrie today. "Learn to Detach". Yes it's anxiousness I'm feeling right now and I won't get to talk to you until Sunday. But the next few days I'm supposed to go have fun with my friends. I don't want this situation to be in the back of my head the entire time. So I really want to 'detach' from this. Hahaha, I am making no sense whatsoever and it's sooooo frustrating. You don't even know, babe. Hahaha Justin was right about the fact that I would start going crazy after a month. I am going crazy. And there's still another month. WEEEEEEEe. And then you're back for a week and then it's another 3 months... and then a few days and after that another 4 months. If we can get through that we are amazing. But I don't know if I can say that for us at the moment. I just don't feel it anymore...

edit/ whoa fishy fishy fishy. you have to talk to me and you'll call at midnight my time?! WHOAAAAAA okay i will undoubtedly be thinking about this all night. looking forward to your call and finding out what you want to say. funny thing is i'm not really scared because I know God is at work, and i believe that these random thoughts that i've been having for the past week will finally come together. talk to you then, ok? Love you, i'll ttyl.

[whywasisostupid]

i hope your doing well.
i do miss you. with all my heart.

[deealiganga]

i miss you

[pinayprincess]

F-U-C-K Y-O-U A-S-S H-O-L-E

[lyin_in_wait]

i dont even know what to say to you right now. how could you come to my job and demand that i justify my actions. i dont have to tell you shit, but appearantly i do according to you. because you are Gods gift on green earth. if i dont want to answer my phone, or door i dont give a fcuk. you cant make me, to stand on my back porch peak through the windows and tell me that i need to open the door so you can yell at me?! just who in the hell do you think you are?! but no. you came to my job, fussed at me INFRONT of my MANAGER and cut through a whole bunch of waiting customers. you have balls chick. you wanted war, well you got it.

[ANG33ZY]

Lol, you bitch! I see how it is

[iDecay]

_,
I'm sick of all your lectures and complaining about how "I'm not the child you were." or "Your cousins were better than you when they were little." I'm not freaking like them. And I never will be. Why can't you accept me for who I am?

_,
If I can't go, you can blame it on my dad.

[silver-rain]

Eaughhhh, I really really really did not want you going to her birthday party next Saturday. Eughhhh. Now, I have to find some guy friends to hang out with on that day to make myself feel better. I hate this, I wish you could have invited me along or something. It hurt that you didn't even think of that. Sigh. But yeah, thanks for picking me up today, it was very nice and sweet and thoughtful, even though I had to call you several times. Talk to you later.

[Looow]

You,
Ahh you made me happy. Hahaha. You made it so much easier. I'm glad we're sooo past the wayyy awkward stage n that we have contact now. & how you tell me to call you whenever. Mmm. Yeah well I'm just mad cus WTFFF YOU'RE going to go live with her .. shit. This is great. Well whatever.. we'll take it day by day. It'll come up one day .. I think.

[pinacoolada]

I love you loser.

[xTINAA]

---,
I was surprised to hear that you had mentioned me to ----. Not that it's that big of a deal I suppose but still...I didn't even think you knew who I was. It's really weird how a lot of people know of me just because of ---- and because I'm half, haha. In any case, I would really like to see you again. Oh and I found out you go to the School of Mines and that's really impressive. Haha, I told ---- I thought you were cute so maybe he'll tell you and something will happen. We'll see!

[*stephinika*]

: Wow...what a day. What a talk. It made me realize just how much I love you...I'm sorry. Thank you for being so great about all this.