Abandoned, Unrhyming poem about sad love Options

[Sa-Chan]

This is different from most of my poems. It doesn't rhyme at all. <_< This is one of my worst writings ever.


Abandoned
By: Savannah

You abandoned me when I needed you most,
Our differences drew us together,
Now they are tearing us apart,
Ripping out my heart and leaving me here.
I'm tired of being all alone,
I'm sick of crying the whole night long,
Why can't you love me like you did,
So very long ago?
What changed between us,
Was it me; I don't think it was,
Was it you; Why do you leave me alone now,
You used to be so protective, so romantic.
You used to love me like I love you,
We used to be inseperable,
You would hold my hand,
And you would hold me close.
All those memories, they're nothing,
Just dreams, just fantasies of long ago,
You were my knight on a white horse,
Only thing is, you were to caught up to rescue your princess.
You don't know me like I thought you did,
You don't pay attention to the words I said,
But you, I know you well enough,
To know you never f**king loved me like I wanted you too.
I went to the ends of the Earth for your love,
I gave my whole life to make you smile,
I drowned myself in sorrow to have you know,
Know that I think I'm still in love with you.
I hate you, but I need you,
And I can't leave you, not now, not yet,
I know I can live without you in my life,
But the things is, I don't really want to.

You were just to popular,
You were just to loved by others,
You just didn't have time for the love I offered,
You forgot the responsibilities of being with another person.
You call to tell me now that you have a party to go to,
You'll see me Friday and that would be fine,
If only today weren't Wednesday,
What do your friends have that I don't?
You were the one who wanted this relationship,
In the beginning all I wanted was to be friends,
Why couldn't you listen to me, dammit,
Why do you thrive off of destroying my soul?
Maybe I'm just jealous,
Maybe that's just my own fault,
I'd love to be the people you enjoy being with so,
I'd love to be all the things that distract you from...from me.


So tonight's the last night that you leave me,
Tomorrow I won't wake up knowing you won't see me,
I'll never wait for a phone call that I know won't come ever again,
Cause I won't be breathing in the morning.
I'll take the pills in the medicine cabinet,
Maybe when I'm gone you'll miss me,
Maybe when I'm gone you'll realize you loved me,
Maybe when I'm gone you'll slow down and stop partying?
I'll cut the veins on my wrists with this rusty blade,
Maybe you won't notice that I'm gone,
Maybe you won't even care that I died because of you,
Maybe you'll forget that we once were very much in love.

We had everything that we could ever want,
We laughed and we smiled and cried,
And it was always together,
But you ruined the joy that we shared.
You tore apart what we could have had,
Could have kept until every star in the sky died,
We were amazing together,
And each and every kiss from you sent me to heaven.
Don't you understand?
I think, no matter what I know, that I'm still in love with you,
I'm dealing with the hurt,
I'm trying to be okay with the fact you treat me like I don't exist.
But it's so damn hard these days,
I'm so damn tired these days,
You were the one who said...
You were the one who said you fight for what you want.
You said that you fight for love,
You said that you work through problems,
You don't go around them,
Don't you realize we have a problem?

Don't you realize...I'm in pain?
Or do you not even care?
Sweet love of mine,
I think I'm still in love with you...