Cute girl/Asian/Lonely/Advise? Options

[Maccabee]

Just want to hear what some Interneters have to say.

There is this really cute girl at my school that I have had a crush on for ages. Like a really long time. I have dated some girls, but I the main reason I broke up with them is because, I still liked... lets call her mashtyne ;) So I was just playing it cool, knowing that she couldn't date and all. She's 13 I'm 14. So I was just planning on not telling anyone and continuing life. It was really eating me up though. Eventually I told a close friend of mine. So one person knew. mashtyne has a brother named sethan. (I'm really bad at making fake names) and he somehow tricked her into telling him who I liked. This kid sethan is only 11, but we are pretty good friends. I told him a lot of secrets, and I know it sounds weird to be friends with a little kid, but the kid looks and act's 14. So I told him a lot of stuff, and I had been texting mashtyne for a couple weeks, on and off, and then I found out that she was mad at me. Well the girl who I told that I liked mashtyne told me that she found out who mashtyne liked. I honestly though she liked me, because we flirted a lot, and stuff. So she told me that his name was bamos hapman. I was pretty heartbroken. Really heartbroken. So I found out that mash, was mad at me, and I wasn't sure why. Well turns out, he little brother had been telling her everything I told him, and telling her not to tell me that he told her. So I was really pissed off at him. And now we are here. We talked, and we are totally cool now, and we talk a lot, but she still likes AC, and I really want to kill him. I get jealous really easily. And it seems that my whole school knows the whole story. (small school, everyone knows eachother)

So... what should I do? Stuff is still a little awkward between us though. She is pretty hard to talk to. It's like I try and keep a convo going but all she will do is answer question I ask. lol. So then I just start talking to guys. I'm scared to just approach her. Which has never happened before. I'm usually pretty confident when it comes to girls.

I'm not sure If I have missed anything. So just tell me what you think, or what you think I should do? should I just get out there and date another girl? (There is this one really cute Asian girl that is my height and I'm almost certain likes me and there is this 1/4 black girl who is super hot, and i'm also almost cerain she likes me.) Or should I not, knowing that I still really love mashtyne?

Sometimes people can see obvious things that I can't.

kthanxbai

t;dr: I like girl, nervous to talk to, date other girl even though I still like first girl? asian or black girl? wait? flirt?

Ps: also, I know I said at the beginning that she isn't aloud to date, but you can ignore that ;)

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