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[idkilikepoprocks]

Dear CB

I lied to you all those years ago. This is Yen by the way. I mean i know you all knew my name was Liandra (still is), but truth is, nobody calls me Yen and I just used that as an alias because in my tweens, I was afraid of online predators, but more afraid of encountering anyone I know in real life, online (as unlikely as it was). Oh and, I wasn't as old as I said I was. My real birthday is July 6, 1992, so yeah I'm a junior this year. I wasn't TOTALLY lying about being lesbian. Actually does that really matter? Because I'm sure only certain people know of that. I had a relationship with a girl, but I ended up going back on the dude train. I decided to come back here and come clean because no matter how impertinent and irrelevant this message is (I'm assuming that the regulars are still here, but still vastly outnumbered by newcomers)I'm sure the truth needed to come out somehow.

I'm sorry for lying about all that stuff. It's very easy to be pathetic and mendacious in a world so anomalous. I tried desperately to live the antithesis of my own persona, beguiling all of you, but today I was playing my xbox360 then i had an impulse to suddenly confess. I'm not really begging for forgiveness, because frankly, I don't really care. But I'm sure this helps. Though I can't totally say I'm apathetic. I hope I didn't hurt the feelings of those closest to me. Oh and the reason why I disappeared was because I got a job and a boyfriend and I didn't want to waste time here anymore.


Wooh that was lengthy.