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CODE <font size="1"><center> I'm your whole zero, I know;a real <b><font color="red">blood</font></b> diamond.</center> <br /> <br /> <br /></center><center> I'm living just to die. Circulatory play is all I want, to be alternately happy until I die. I remind you what it means to hurt, what it means to forget, what it means to save; to want to save. I'm a product of loneliness, a lovesick child. Collecting the faces of people in my mind, trying to feel, longing to feel, wanting to honestly feel. Wanting to forget, I'm wanting to forget. My heart is a diamond and I can't recall if it's ever broken or not. That word, "heart" has betrayed me too many times. There are those times when I just throw it away but it just always seems to find it's way back home. I will always ache. Too many people have been left in my past. Too many emotions left packaged up and never shipped away. When people touch me it's as if they're rubbing acid on my skin. Whether they realize it or not the fact of the matter is they're hurting me. But maybe if they keep still, let those burning hands melt my skin away, maybe, just maybe they will in some way cure me. I think it's unspoken hope for me, subconscious maybe. For the love of this princess, please stay far far away. The cuase of depersonalization is the lack of imagination and the longing for something that was never there. Jeffree I need you. </center> <br /><center> <font color="#ff0066">---------------------------------------------------------------------------</font> <br /></center> <br /><center>Can't seem to attach myself any longer, dying. I reach out but there's nothing there, what treason. Not a hand to clean me up. Not a lullaby to ease my sleep;nothing there. Can't attach myself any longer. I kiss this boy but he's not mine. I cannot protect him. Such a strong body laced in scars that I cannot touch for they would burn me like tart. Forever will I live in this pretend of a fiction, a fairytale but never will I indulge or concoct a mix of reality. 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