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[saintsaens]

Just wanted to have a discussion here.

In 2004, I joined xangans.com in search for my layouts for my emo-angst teenage child years. Instead of finding layouts, I found a community. Xangans was a very important part of my young life. Talking to people like Grace, Christine, uhh...other people. (Sorry, can't remember much names.) Xangans thought me a lot of things about life, and I did grow up a little because of Xangans.

Then I left for a while, and then I came back to see that Xangans was createblog, and Seonho was a huge f****t.(No offense to gays, I frequent 4chan too much and I have become desensitized of that word.) Either way, It was changed and all different, so I just left. Repeat twice or so. At this point, Trish had made the site cliqueMB or some shit. I don't remember, but it was cool, and I posted there. Then drama happened because of Micron and Trish saying she couldn't post on CB cause of her other site. So she left.

Anyways, it was boring, so I left.

So now I come back and I see this shit with Suzette and her being a really big bitch. So I said, oh damn, what the f*ck, where are all these black people coming from? (Cause CB was primarily an Asian site, don't lie.) So I just posted Angel_r0h type threads, ie. "Socks - Do you like them?" and shit like that. But obviously that bothered Suzette(bitch) and she started to stop it. Naturally, since I was posting out of boredom, I became quite pissed. Eventually Kryogenix and I paired up to fight because Kryo was planning to troll CB because of some CB Liberation shit. But honestly, I just wanted to see Suzette fail.

Either way, she f*cked up somehow. Truthfully, I don't even think Kryo and I really needed to be there. Because she was going to trip up somewhere in her lies. So she lies and whatever she goes f*cking bitch crazy and destroys the server. (This was right before Uronacid posted an awesome thread about me, which was very flattering. But honestly, I really did nothing.)

Then CB was cool, kinda boring. Then there was some drama with Trish being admin and some nudes being spread out. It was interesting, but but it got boring. I left again about half a summer ago.

So recently, I come back to CB (about 2 months now? Perhaps one) and I see that CB has gotten very very slow. Members are died[forum activity wise] and population is at an all time low. Posted around, kinda' spammed around my fashion folder because I had nothing else to do online. Then I left up until about 2 days ago. This is recent. During the time I left again was spent on 4chan's /k/ section. Many luls were to be had. Also, during that time I read and studied up on Middle Eastern politics and religion. Also became a gun fanatic.

But anyways. Now that I'm back, I realized something. I found out why I tend to leave CB and come back every time with a little bit of disappointment in my heart. CB was and is an awesome site for me. Imagine someone studying our community. We actually had hierarchies and diplomacy. We actually had an intelligent self growing virtual civilization here.

However, every time I do come back, I realize it's not as great as it was. CB is dying, and I realized I'm growing old. No longer does drama interest me so much, and I cannot keep up with the trolling in this site. I tend to enjoy communities with more strict laws and rules in the forum section. Why? Don't ask.

It is 2009 now, and I have been here for five years. But I have to say; CB no longer entertains me like so. The internet has become more of a research place for me, rather than a way for social means. I mean, the debate section here is complete shit, and also the lounge is nothing but stupid threads about stupid shit. But I mean, don't get me wrong, I like the inside joke threads, those are funny. Seriously, funny. as. shit.

Anyways, maybe I'll lurk occasionally.

BTW, did illmortal become more tolerable recently? I swear he's not annoying me mush.
-edit: anyone who asks for tl;dr will be curb-stomped.