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Deospeon
post May 21 2009, 06:25 PM
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You like him more than me, dont you?
 
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post May 21 2009, 09:18 PM
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:f*ck YOU, f*ck YOU, f*ck YOU. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SELFISH BITCHES ARE MY SISTERS. I'LL BE DAMNED IF WE EVER TALK AGAIN!!!
 
dilligrout
post May 21 2009, 09:58 PM
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I wish we could have gotten our own place last summer when we had the chance.. if I would have agreed then we would have never fallen apart because of my mother.. and you wouldn't have had to go live with your trash friends and gotten back on drugs.. I miss you so much, I tell you I'm over you in hope you will be friends with me.. I tell everyone in hopeful attempts that they will pass it along to you and you will realize you miss me.
Last month Jared broke up with you.. you told me you missed me and said you would never be mean to me again.. I was gullible and believed it.. you said you cried when you smelled certain things and asked if you were to ask me out again if I would be down.. and I told you I would.. but you said not to get my hopes up because you didn't know where you stood with yourself anymore. We hung out about four times after that.. and we ended up having sex three of those four times.. but we agreed to quit because you said it would only make things worse.. but you started dating Chad.. and told me we couldn't hangout or be friends anymore.. Chad dumped you just like Jared.. we've been apart for four months and you've dated two people..
I plead with myself at times that the reason you can't last in a relationship is because you miss me.. but I know that's not the truth, I just like to dream as if it was. I do feel as if I've grown farther apart from you.. just obviously not far enough.
You gave me a ride yesterday to Sam's, we said few words the whole way.. mostly because your friends were there and I'm super shy, but I just felt weird.. none of them greeted me or acted as if they cared, but as you were leaving all three of them waved.. except you, you were on your cell phone.. I feel as if you were pretending just so you didn't have to wave.. your so confusing you make me feel insane.

I made you a new myspace layout, and you said you really liked it and told me to log onto your myspace and put it up.. You still haven't changed your password from what it was when we were together.. I feel sometimes that its because you want me to read the messages you send out.. I tell you that I don't read them.. but wouldn't you if you were in my place? I feel horrible for being so nosy, but I miss you and I'm scared of you doing stupid things..

I was never able to really stand a lot of your family, especially your grandma but now that I don't get to see them on an almost daily basis, I miss them so much. I wouldn't care if your grandma only had things to say about how I've gained weight.. it would still be nice to hear her talk to me.

I feel so pathetic, I just wish I could tell you these things, and that you would listen.. and it wouldn't make anything harder.. but, things never go as you want them to.

imissyou
 
smash
post May 21 2009, 11:06 PM
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really? we're doing the 3am calls again? if it was me that was doing this i would "get cussed out" 'cause your need to sleep is much more precious than mine. you better be glad i like you.
 
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post May 21 2009, 11:15 PM
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K: How can we go back to square one in such a short amount of time? It seems like all the good things that happened in between never happened at all. As if I dreamed them to life.
I still love you. Except the pain has dulled and I don't want to tell you about it anymore. I know better than to kill your heart again.
So that's why I may be more trite and indifferent than before. Because the more I deal with you, the more I overthink and assume that you simply hate me. Even if you do hate me and I deserve it, I still don't want to admit it.
 
Just_Dream
post May 22 2009, 06:01 AM
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Why are we so afraid of change?



Do you really need to act so clingy in front of me? Honestly, what are you afraid of? It just shows what an ugly and jealous heart you have. Leave me out of it because you're not even worth my time. I graduated from high school a long time ago, but I guess you didn't.
 
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post May 22 2009, 10:11 AM
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: Ehhhhh, f*ck it.
 
manny-the-dino
post May 22 2009, 02:45 PM
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:I called to hang out with you. Not you and your friend. rolleyes.gif
 
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post May 22 2009, 09:04 PM
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this is so weird now..we've been talking for two weeks straight..we seen each other...texted each other..talked on the phone..but we're not back together..but we're actin as if we are. i personally think its because youre just horny..which i know it is..or most of it is. some people are saying its because you miss mee. and i dont think thats it..or it could be. everytime we've hung out..we make out and hold hands..and i wished we didnt. yes we can say its hormones but its making our friendship harder to keep it as friends, we broke up 2months ago...yet why are we acting like this? its making it harder for me to get over you..its making harder for you to stop being so confused...i dont even know anymore. i wish i could hear it from your mouth that you miss me too. at least yesterday you were sober and not drunk...but w/e.
 
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post May 22 2009, 10:44 PM
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I miss you so much and am getting bored without you here. I know I should go out with other friends but I only want to spend time with you.... it's so unhealthy but I don't really care right now. I want things to be right with us. I can't wait til you come home.
 
manny-the-dino
post May 23 2009, 01:07 AM
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:It was actually fun. I shouldn't have been so against the idea. Your friend was really nice. I wouldn't mind hanging out with her again. And yeah today was fun. I miss going out with you. And being close to you. I really really do hope we can work on that.

:You were really chill. It was nice meeting you. happy.gif

:Ayy you're so annoying. We were shopping for a few hours. I don't even want to imagine shopping the whole day with you.
 
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post May 24 2009, 06:56 PM
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: I miss you, and I know you miss me, because you told me. I love you, and you tell me you love me. I'm, just afraid it's not enough. Or that it's too late.
 
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post May 24 2009, 09:40 PM
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I MISS YOU!
 
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post May 24 2009, 11:57 PM
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:I'm always checking my phone to see if I've received any texts or have any missed calls from you. Seriously.

:It's cute how you two are close. I won't take that away from you. You need her more than I need her.

:You don't call anymoreeeeee :(
:Same with you.

:Yesterday was really really fun. group.gif
 
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post May 25 2009, 02:03 AM
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: OMFG ! WTF? What the f*ck just happened? You RAPED him? :o :o :o :o You're a freaking psychopath ! You got an erection from giving a handjob to a dog ! You almost fingered the other dog. WTF? WTF? I'm still in shock. WTF happened to you? WE WERE ALL FRIENDS ! I truly can't believe this. I'd call you or leave a TERRIBLE message on facebook if A didn't dissuade me. You're A f*ckING PSYCHO. We would call the cops if A didn't have legal problems. But don't worry. You'll regret it. WTF? YOU AIN'T NORMAL. WTF WTF WTF???? WTF??????????????????????????????????????????

: after lunch, we are going to m's place to talk about all this shit. M doesn't mind really. He's put his differences aside for today. I know I haven't seen A in a f*cking long time but I'm glad we are meeting today. I'm so sorry for everything darling. But you're NOT discrete, lol, you left me an open message on facebook.
 
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post May 25 2009, 02:12 AM
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Come home.... :(
 
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post May 25 2009, 07:03 AM
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hey.

please stop standing there doing nothing and making stupid loud sounds with your nose.

go pack or something.

just stop standing and staring.

STOP.


you're FREAKING ME OUT.
 
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post May 25 2009, 07:38 AM
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:can't wait for you to get here. it will definitely be the reunion of a lifetime.
 
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post May 25 2009, 02:23 PM
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: i have no idea whats wrong with me, because im missing you so much more than ever now. f**k. i knew the 2wks we've been talking would screw me up and look at where am i again...missing you. i wished we were still together. i wished you did the same sweet things. i wished you showed more effort back when we were together not after we broke up. if anything, i wished you would change..like completely change the ways that broke my heart..because i have no idea why im missing s.one who treated me wrong.
 
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post May 25 2009, 06:54 PM
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"but you and i know
it's not that easy
to let go of everything that we planned
and start all over again
just blame yourself cause you blew it

you forgot about the promises you made me
and now we'll let the memories
just fade away but i remember,
what you used to say
"
 
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post May 25 2009, 11:00 PM
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here we go with the noise again. i'm not happy you're back. stubborn.gif
 
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post May 26 2009, 01:04 AM
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:I kind of meant what I said.

:I have no words for what happened earlier. You pushed him. You f*cking pushed him. What the f*ck. No one was throwing punches, okay? He was just trying to get through your thick ass skull since nothing seems to work with you. Ever since he said you were getting on her nerves, you should have listened to him and stopped with your smart ass remarks. You seriously need to think about what you say, how you say it, and to who you say it because with a big mouth like that, shit will hit the fan. Just like tonight. After all this you make me worry about what you're capable of doing and what you'll do behind our backs. Seriously I don't want anything bad to happen to you. So just please stop and think before you do anything. Just 3 more years until you can go on Kairos. Three. More. Years.

:I don't know why I was so nervous to call you today. My heart was beating so fast. But I'm glad we talked. Even if it was only for a minute and 48 seconds. mellow.gif Anyways happy birthdayyyyyyyy! :D
 
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post May 26 2009, 02:41 AM
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: you are a f**king douche. like seriously, why the eff are you go off calling me a weirdo/stalker when all i effing ask was did ur own best friend go to vegas? how is that being a weirdo/stalker? esp. when i explained that i had no idea my friend went to vegas w/ ur best friend bc i saw a pic of them together. like honestly, youre fu*king stupid. i know im being a lil immature bc im getting peeved that you called me that but its bc ure my ex and i still care about u but seriously. youre stupid, this just give me all the more to just take you off my aim b.list and not talk to you for a little bit because youre still the stupid jerk i broke up with ..two times.

:youre right, i still do like him and that i shouldnt let those things get to me. and youre right again..im not ready to be his friend..prob not even his friend now.
 
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post May 26 2009, 05:04 AM
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:you're so sexy. i can't believe i had you sleeping next to me last night.
 
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post May 26 2009, 08:05 PM
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You wouldn't believe how fast and hard my heart beats. It's involuntary, I swear, I'm not being sappy and pathetic on purpose.

Unfortunately.
 

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