death by my side |
 Jun 21 2004, 11:24 PM
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mom, i lost you forever. im sry. i failed u as a son. i cant do this any longer. i have no future but ill keep trying until that day comes when u leave me forever. in a way u did though. u left me a long time ago. i wished i got the chance to appreciate you when i was little. its to0 late now. no matter how many nights i cry my chance is long gone. some things are once in a life time mom. there's nobody left mom. nobody. all the time now im sad. im hoping i dont have it but i have to expect the worst. so that i can ready myself for what's gonna come up ahead. gonna test for this mom. pray for linda the most. she needs it more that me. testing for this during the summer time. ill let annie kno when it's the right time. i miss her. i miss alot of people. gotta be strong but this dream is killing me mom. is this how u really feel? god... it hurts so much... someone help me
in my dream i see her she's ok tho not sick like before smiling that lovely smile seeing her now no soul in her eyes just the blank stare sun shines on the spotless mind the day turns into night her smile fades she tells me that she doesnt love me anymore she tells me that she has found another son to love she turns around and walks away leaving me behind i run after her calling after her tears running as i ran panic and shock though my body heart going crazy she fades away and im alone in the dark i scream i wake cold sweat all over me i wake to her screaming screaming in the night l0oking in her eyes again confused i see myself in the mirror silence. . . |
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co0nster421 death by my side Jun 21 2004, 11:24 PM
jooleeah that was...okay. it was sad though. it's kind ... Jun 28 2004, 07:27 PM
angel-roh QUOTE(i_am_shoe @ Jun 28 2004, 5:27 PM)that w... Jul 7 2004, 02:36 AM  |
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