What makes me Smile, - u ema! Options

[khushi]

How many of us know what to do when something depresses us?
How many of us know what would bring smile on our face?
How many of us know what would make us feel relaxed?

For some it is smoking, for some it is drinking, for some it is listening to music, for some it is walking away, for some it is watching television and for some it is just crying.
I tried everything but nothing gave me joy. So I tried searching for my happiness... I walked here and there in search of joy, no luck! I came back, tired of failing every day and every night. I go to sleep thinking what would actually make me happy... WAKE UP! Mom screams... Argh! School!
I try to kill my time in classes, listening to the lectures, and come on IT'S TIME...! TTRRIINNGGG! Goes the bell, I pick up my bag and try to catch up with my friend, we walk in the corridor, sharing our views about stupid things... she turns and asks me," Are you feeling the pressure of being a teenager? "I just stare and think... so I am not alone." I don't know about the pressure, but I am searching for my happiness... "
Somebody passes by... I turn around to see... SHE'S GOT SOMETHING IN HER is first thing that strikes my mind! She looked so special, who was she? I just stood there like jerks... looking at her, walking away with her bag in search of someone. Is this my happiness because I can actually listen to my heartbeat! This is so stupid, I need to rest and hold my nerves.
But who was she? Everything was so perfect about her, her eyes and smile! I just can't forget it... I am actually smiling while thinking about her. This is got to be it!! Allah has blessed me by sending her to be a part of my life. I think I am overdoing it... but why was she in the school... Go to sleep and check out the details tomorrow.
See this is how crazy I went after I saw you... and after I got to know you, I went crazier and after being with you, I have reached the craziest level called LOVE! My world revolves around you.
You are the answer to my prayers.
No matter what it takes I will be there with you always, because I love you.
You are the one, whom I turn to when looking for solutions to my problems. You are the one, whom I turn to when I want to JUST TALK. You are the one, whom I turn to when I want to sulk about my relationship. You are the one, whom I turn to when I think life is not treating me right! You are the one, whom I turn to when I want to share the worst or the best feelings in me. You are the one, whom I turn to when I just want to be me! So you see ... it is only you and you!
It has taken me a long time to realize what makes me smile ... I don't want to spend the rest of my life searching for you again... Never abandon me... because somebody out there is happy and satisfied with life just by knowing that you are with her!
For me, I know the answer ... You, are the reason for me to smile!


-zoya m. iqbal