Ditto, i feel like a repeat. Options

[Dabme]

There were things that I said to her that I never said to any one. I loved her with all my heart and all my soul, more than anything. And she said that she had never felt this way before about any one, even when she was with her ex; the whole time she had wished it were me instead, that she held so tightly. I believed every word she said, and I absorbed every ray of light that she shined on to my world. But then I saw her love notes to him, and how everything she said was almost parallel to the way she described me. It was only then that I realized that maybe she wasn’t the one, and maybe she really was just desperate for love. Because now I see that there is no such thing as meant to be, cause some how you’ll always find someone else who can make you just as happy. It was wrong for me to be so naïve, and I can’t believe that I didn’t see right through her hesitations and her skepticism. She said that only I held her heart, but how can she give me something that already belongs to someone else?
love is so over-rated.
all i have to say is thanks for making me pessimistic