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Hey guys, I used to be a member here but that was a long time ago anyways I want to tell you guys what just happened and you tell me from a guys point of view and girls.

So it's been three months since I broke up with my girlfriend out of a 17 month relationship, I cheated on her with her ex-best friend and she hated her, yes I know it was a wrong move, anyways for the past three months I have tried getting her back (treated her good and such). Today she said she needed to talk to me which is the scariest thing a guy could hear, so she said why go on when i'm never going to get back with you, I told her I really like/love you and I'm not ready to let go, you probably said this to me because you moved and and your over me. And the last thing I said was and because you found someone already. And she said yes to that, yea I wanted to know, but she wouldn't tell me. Okay fine, so here comes a shocking line, i have HPV, so i was like wtf... oh this isnt sandra she left a long time ago she doesnt want to talk to you. Okay so whose this, oh blah blah seamore, i started flippin and this guy was acting like a tough guy talking mad shit, i wanted to talk to my ex, so i called her she picked up, i told her whose on your screenname, oh idk seamore? who the hell is that, i hear her laughing, we start arguing and I flip, so she hangs up and i call back and its the "seamore" guy acting tough again and I hear my ex laughing in the back.

Sorry if this is long, and whoever reads thank you, i really need advice, do girls like to this to guys? Its really not funny if a guy cares about you even thought he messed up, hes trying really hard to get back with you. Im so frustrated about this situation, im 18 and I somehow dont know what to do with his, thank you everyone