Message to Anyone, v42 Options

[tokyo-rose]

_____: 18k for you, S.S. Please let us talk this weekend. It's been way too long.

_____: Great seeing you today. Koreatown ftw!

_____: Damn, have some respect for yourself and your girlfriend. That was just low.

[Gigi]

: You're no longer someone I'm willing to keep a relationship with...but it's impossible to let go. Not that I don't want to, it's just the circumstances...I wish I could. I really don't like you anymore. I don't wish to see you or hear you or read about you because you just get on my nerves. I wish you would get a clue and feel the same way about me.

: Thanks for not calling.

: Would you please just make up your freaking mind? I'm getting pushed around over here and I'm not sure I like it.

[espressive]

you're either the most awkward person ever or you have the biggest vendetta against me. if it's the latter - fcuk you, that was your decision to make. maybe you should've thought it through. did you really think everything would be okay after that? as long as you give me a shitty apology? why do people think it's okay to act like a fcukin a-hole as long as an apology follows? you knew it was gonna bite you in the ass eventually. and you even said you deserved it. ha, at least you got that part correct. i use to feel bad for saying anything at all, but it's become very clear to me that you really are just a jerk. perhaps the most awkward jerk i know. you can't even look me in the eye. you want to know why? because you know you aren't living up to what you said, because you probably never really meant it at all. say anything, but say what you mean. i read a quote the other day, "we're strangers, just strangers with a past." it's unfortunate we're nearing that reality and that this is what it comes down to.

i was surprised at your text the other day. but it was a very pleasant surprise! please keep your word.

wow, i acted like a fool all week. you're probably freaked out. i jumped at the opportunity too quickly. it's funny now that the roles have reversed. i shouldn't have acted so quickly. i think i may really see you as a rb. omg, that's terrible. i'm not gonna do it. but ugh, you just have the most gorgeous eyes! can you please not look at me like that anymore? it makes me go ga-ga and then i feel stupid.

[manny-the-dino]

:I had so fun fun today. It was seriously the best day ever. I hope we can do it again really soon!

[Tomates]

:wow, that was really close, glad we didnt miss the bus or else that would have been a long walk back to the school with 20 other people.

[chuiee13]

:Please don't dissapoint me.. I totally thought you were more chill than that...
Today was so weird..... Totally not what I was hoping for. Don't make this the last time.. please. :] Btw, I can't stop listening to that song. LOL

[stephinika]

: I wanna know if that was to me. Hahaha...gawd I want to punch you.

:

[Gigi]

I knew that would get your attention. But still. I'm not falling for it. I mean, I'll try really hard not to. But it's likely that...I will...shit. Again, I have no willpower.

I just want you to make up your mind. I don't care what it is that you do. I just don't want to be pushed around and led on anymore. It's tiring and stressful.

[Castaway]

I've been thinking about you every day since we last saw eachother.
I don't know what happened between us but i'm going to talk to you about it soon. I hope that we can make it work because i know we had something good going. You said it yourself that i wasn't just any other guy. I don't understand what was holding you back. I hope that you could give this a chance.

[hopelovebaby]

I'm just gonna tell you right now--you're the most amazing person I have ever met. Ever, I freaking swear, and you don't even know it. You don't know how great you are. No one knows it. You were always right there in front of me, and I swear, I have no idea why you stuck with me for so long, why you just never gave up when anyone else would have.
I'm fallin fallin fallin so hard, I care about you more than I've ever cared about anyone. You make me wanna be a better person, lame as that sounds. but you do, you really, really do.
I never would have expected this. Ever. When I first heard about you, to now...
I don't wanna jinx it, but out of everyone in the world, you're probably the one person I could fall in love with.

[Gigi]

What are you doing?! I know you want to!

[markmejia]

: WHY DON'T YOU ASK YOUR DOCTOR? And why won't you ever answer me .. I swear, I will force a response out of you, next time ..

[Gigi]

: Jackass. Two can play at this game...

[redpeony]

You make me laugh so hard, but what my dad said is right... at the end of the day I need to go with the guy who treats me well and loves me, not the one who can sweet talk and make me feel super attractive and wanted...

[chuiee13]

I never thought I'd say this.. but I miss talking to you :( It's only been two days, but still.
Why am I so scared?..

[Joanne]

: Gawd, I wish I could be as f**king spoiled at you... getting whatever I want whenever I want without having to work a f**king day in my life. Must be nice.

: I'm just tired now.

[ilikeyerrpants]

I just don't know.
Its a hard decision.
:/

[mizzkewl06]

: i can't wait. Oct 24 & 31st are going to be BOMB!
& best of all i get to spend it with you.

: "Off with his head!" That's all I have to say about that.

: so... that's definately a no. sorry, but things just don't seem to click.

: sometimes i miss you, other times... i hardly remember you exist. i'm glad we're still friends, i just hope you're not looking for more.

[chuiee13]

Wow... what was that?..... I wish we didn't but I guess we're just going to fade apart now... Did you have fun? I certainly did. Thanks.

[Joanne]

: It's funny how even though we've never actually met, having a simple conversation with you boosts my mood up. You're such a sweet guy, I wish you luck with everything.

[MilitaryFlower]

: she must look like a man if gay boy like her...


: i absolutly love being around you...you light up my day...or even world for that matter...

:boy u just ask gay as the last guy...long a** pony tail make u look like yo sister...and i bet thats how you like it...smh...i give u a -->

[Gigi]

Another week...and it'll just start all over again. This is just making me tired.

[heyo-captain-jac...]

_____:I don't think that was accidental. You haven't even apologized to a greater extent than "I forgot."

[Joanne]

: So yeah, I guess I went a bit too far... but seriously, we've always had that kind of relationship. You'd insult me, and I'd insult you back - neither of us really actually took it to heart. Hell, there was nothing TO take to heart.

Thanks for putting a damper on the one thing I thought I could be good at. I'm not saying you should've known not to cross that line; you couldn't have possibly known it was the one skill I'm actually proud of. It's just that now I feel like shit... and how am I supposed to go back on Saturday knowing all the kids hate me now?

Edit: Okay, I'm feeling better about it now. Still hurts like hell, though.




: I thought I'd already made peace with it... but apparently not. It still pains me to realize we're no longer friends. Of all the people, I was so sure you'd be there with me till the very end. So much for that, huh? Just know I miss you.

[redpeony]

There's nothing fancy bout the way i love you,
there's nothing you could not find, in any other man.
There's nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
but I love you as hard as I can.

There's no good reason for the way you love me,
but you're my walking dream come true.
There's no good reason for the way you love me,
But I thank God that you do.

I don't know the perfect conversation,
I don't know the way to turn a head,
I don't know the perfect way to prove my love,
But I know I'll love you till I'm dead.

There's nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
It's as simple as the stars in the sky, and the blue in the sea.
There's nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
But it sure is fancy how you love me.

But it sure is fancy how you love me.

First time I listened to the song.. I felt like it was you singing to me. I thought about how privileged many girls would feel to be in such a position. But I don't know how I feel. I kind of feel bad. I feel like I should be grateful. I feel like I should come to my senses. I cried...

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I guess we are having the talk tomorrow.