So... what's up with my guy friend?, like me or not? avoiding me? =[ Options

[Shellie]

hm... ok... this guy who is my friend, i've started to realize i like him.. but i'm not sure if likes me back or what. he's pretty flirty and attention-seeking though. and he has a lot of girl friends.. he tells me personal things like about his ex gf, family, ppl, etc. and whenever he sees me he smiles and says hi. he's usually the one who initiates conversation on me whether in real life or msn. we're together a lot. BUT, the thing is, i see him touch other girls whom he doesn't really talk with as much and who are well older than him and not really that attractive. and im sorta jealous..cus like hey, we're pretty close but he doesn't really um touch me ph34r.gif when i lean on him or something, he doesn't seem to mind and doesn't push me away. he even held my hand for a bit but ya. =S so i'm sorta confused. it seems like he likes me but it also seems like he just wants attention?

everything seems so happy... until now...

*UPDATE*

the beginning of this week, i got annoyed by my friend (who is also friends with the guy i like). i started to ignore her and then i also ignored the guy i like because just so many things pissed me off and i didn't really feel like talking to anyone.

before that, my friend told me that she was jealous because the guy i like talked to me more than her (as a "friend" she says). so i sorta backed away from him because knowing that i felt like i was hogging him or something. so i just started ignoring them... avoiding them... and stuff and i could tell they were just like wtf rite cus they didnt know what the hell was going on. then i started to get jealous b/c then they started to be together all the time and stuff and my friend would always cling on to him or he would always sit beside her.

yesterday, i made up with them but something felt different. he called me and asked me to walk with him around the school and he asked me what was wrong and stuff but i didnt really tell him. after that however, i didn't know what to do. i wanted his attention again but he didn't really give it to me. i think it's because i give him this feeling that i don't want him to be around me but truth is, i did, but i didn't know how to express it and i was still kinda mad that my friend and him were always tgt. i tried initiating a little conversation, but he seemed like he didn't reli wanna talk cus when he tried to talk to me i didn't really say much. so now here i am, depressed, and this all happened in a week.

i screwed myself over and i don't know how to fix the problem. i get the feeling that my friend likes him and i dunno what to do. because my other friend were teasing her about him and i couldn't help but wonder if she really does like him. i don't know what to do. =[