Wow this is usually not me, but hey what the hell., Honest J! Options

[DoubleJ]

My life is so disorganized right now what the hell am I going to do. I feel as though I have lost my complete being of what I used to be and now I am not sure what to do. I lost my great sense of fashion, my edge that I used to have, and among other things I just feel like a loser. I feel as though I have been in the same position for the past two years and have nothing to look forward to other than becoming a firefighter. I usually don't do things like this, but this weekend really had me thinking and I am so unsure of myself that I don't even know what to do anymore. I am hoping that somebody that has felt the same way before can give me some advice or something of that nature. ANY thoughts negative and positive would help.