Message to Anyone, V. 39 |
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Message to Anyone, V. 39 |
Mar 17 2008, 03:01 AM
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#376
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 3,071 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 41,748 |
: I'm sorry that I get upset like that but it bothers me that you get upset the way you do and all...I don't know, but I think we just have stupid misunderstandings...kinda why I don't like the phone that much all the time but I don't have the heart to tell you.
: Wow...I was shocked when you said that and just...amazed you told me, but it means a lot to me. I'm so glad you trust me and opened up to me and all. You really are a great friend. : You guys are amazing. Honestly, what you guys did meant so much that night. |
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Mar 17 2008, 03:18 PM
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#377
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![]() Hello, my name is NAOMI. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 463 Joined: Aug 2006 Member No: 453,419 |
S,
I'm such an idiot. I know that what I did is for the best, but I can't wrap my mind around it. You're no longer a part of my life, and I made that decision willingly. I felt like I had no choice, but I did. I had to do what was right for me. If it's so right, why does it feel like I'm dying? Why did you have to be so different, yet so like the others? You promised you wouldn't hurt me. Cheating and f**king lying is exactly what the others did. I constantly want to blame myself, but I know I'm not alone in the wrong-doing. You had as much to do with it as I did. Get your grasp off my heart and let me be! I really wish I could hate you. Anything that would make it a little easier to breathe. |
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Mar 17 2008, 04:57 PM
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#378
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 135 Joined: Jan 2007 Member No: 496,132 |
C: i don't know what you're doing. i thought you'd be less complicated than that. what did you ever feel for me, because it wasn't just me, you led everyone on. and if it was nothing, then why are you being a jerk now? this is so unlike you, you're digging yourself deeper and deeper. i need to come out and clarify this. because you still call me, so there's no hard feelings. but i don't know what happened, there was a lot we hid from each other.
S: i feel bad for you but relieved you clued in so that we had a chance N: haha jackass! now i can't go out with you. and i still can't believe you asked me, it's such an a-hole reason to do it too. C: :D! that's the only thing i can say. i can't thank you enough for having the guts to tell me how you feel. you say i deserve better but trust me, i'm just as messed up as you in that department. i think you've had it a lot harder but i can sympathize. i can't wait to see you on wednesday. i think there's a lot we still have to clarify but i'm still so happy. thank you for noticing and making me feel amazing. i'm excited for what'll happen now. i can tell you'll be good to me:) |
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Mar 17 2008, 06:05 PM
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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 |
_______ :why don't you live here? i realized how much i've missed you when we were having dinner. i know the future is so exciting, but sometimes i just wish things could just stay the same and constant, so no matter what, we would always come home and talk like we always do...like there wasn't more than a day we were apart.
_______ :your bf is cute! facebook pictures do NOT do him justice at all, haha. |
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Mar 17 2008, 09:55 PM
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#380
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long time no CB. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 3,889 Joined: Jan 2007 Member No: 493,502 |
: Why are you such a f****t? Do you know how much I trusted you? I really didn't want to tell you, but you seemed to trustworthy and innocent. You promised -- no, you SWORE that you wouldn't tell anyone. I can't believe I freaking trusted you! Do you know how hard it was for me to tell you? And now at recess, when Lauren, Jenn and Marina were at the table.. I can't believe you told them. First of all, WHAT THE f**k DOES MY SECRET HAVE TO DO WITH YOU? OH MY GOD, I CAN'T CALM MYSELF ANYMORE. I WANT TO f**kING SCREAM AT YOU SO BAD RIGHT NOW, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY! OKAY, YOUR LITTLE GAY PROBLEMS HAVE NO f**kING THING TO DO WITH ME, ALRIGHT? AND YOUR f**kING 'FIGHT' WITH LAUREN WAS PROBABLY SOME f**kING FLIRTY LOVEY-DOVEY ARGUMENT, GOD DAMNIT. AND YOU SPILLED BECAUSE YOU WERE PISSED? AND BECAUSE I'M SUPPOSEDLY HER BEST FRIEND? WELL GET YOUR f**kING FACTS STRAIGHT, DICKHEAD, BECAUSE I'M NOT! AND EVEN IF I WERE, WHY WOULD YOU THREATEN TO TELL MYYY SECRET? I WAS. NOT. EVEN. f**kING. THERE. YOU f**kING UNDERSTAND? OR ARE YOU TOO f**kING MESSED UP IN YOUR GAY SHIT MIND TO KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING? YOU f**kING TAKE THIS ANOTHER STEP, AND YOU'RE GOING TO GET YOUR f**kING ASS KICKED TOMORROW. I WANT TO f**kING SHOVE A BOULDER UP YOUR TINY ASS AND SHOVE YOUR FACE UP f**kING SAM'S ASS. HOW ABOUT THAT? ARE YOU GOING TO ENJOY IT? HUH? f**kING a-hole.
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Mar 17 2008, 10:23 PM
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![]() <3<3<3<3 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 3,177 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,779 |
And you call me out for having unlegit reasons to be mad? Wtf, you can't beat the facts. Its true you know it, let it be. We can try again tomorrow :] I love you, don't be mad at me for something I can't control :/ Thats unfair.
Ugh, why do you always get to go out... I feel like I never get to.. and that I have no other friends. This sucks having curfew.. |
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Mar 17 2008, 11:44 PM
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![]() Sup. I'm Deb =] ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Human Posts: 650 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 68,227 |
: Lesson learned. I think this day will probably be one I'll remember forever simply because of it. My fault. I know. Wish I could take it back, but I guess things happen for a reason. "Profound Moment # 2"
: Thanks for making me smile through everything. Our relationship means the world to me. |
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Mar 18 2008, 10:59 AM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Head Staff Posts: 18,173 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 108,478 |
_____: It was nice to talk last night, off our usual schedule. I hope you and B become closer and last at least a few months. I wonder if you're telling the truth about being completely over M; you liked him for so long and so much that I don't see how it's possible. Anyway, I love you. My 12k posts for you as always.
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Mar 18 2008, 11:11 AM
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![]() <3<3<3<3 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 3,177 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,779 |
Baby, it's so depressing to hear you're horrible news! I know you really like him a lot and that he's sounds like he got into your heart like no one else can. I know it sounds really cheesy but I hope you feel better and that things between you guys work it out, Otherwise make the best out of this experience. Also if he is so worried about getting hurt, please remind him of what a great person you really are and that leaving it like this is not going to help at all but may hurt even more not to try. I will kick his ass if he does not comply.
Arg, I know you're tired and you basically see me everyday but I just wish you would make an effort as to being with me. Like actually going out instead of just being at your house 24/7 and then later having a blast with your friends out while i'm stuck on curfew :/ Why don't I get a chance? Its becoming so routine and It's frustrating being upset over this. I feel really lame. I really hope you accept my really later paper that i haven't started yet ._.; |
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Mar 18 2008, 12:18 PM
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![]() Melieized ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Designer Posts: 1,372 Joined: Nov 2006 Member No: 478,715 |
everyday i wait for you to call or email. i know you're very busy and have so much going on but it would love to just get a "hi, i'm alive! love you" email. i just hope you call me on sat.
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Mar 18 2008, 12:36 PM
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![]() Hablamos Espańol. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 1,283 Joined: Jul 2007 Member No: 549,364 |
:i dont think i like you anymore.
:i think i want to see you tonight |
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Mar 18 2008, 02:26 PM
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![]() <joke> inside </joke> ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 2,283 Joined: Oct 2006 Member No: 470,590 |
:Be on tonight!
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Mar 18 2008, 02:57 PM
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![]() hello : ) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 |
Arg, I know you're tired and you basically see me everyday but I just wish you would make an effort as to being with me. Like actually going out instead of just being at your house 24/7 and then later having a blast with your friends :/ Why don't I get a chance? Its becoming so routine and It's frustrating being upset over this. I feel really lame. Thats exactly how I feel too. I love you and I of course love spending time with you but it's just too routine and it doesn't feel like you're putting any effort into making plans with me. I mean, sitting around and watching TV or something is okay, but I'd like to DO something sometimes. I know it's also because our schedules conflict a little, but I'm hoping we can fix this, because it's a really silly issue. I mean, even when you have days off you make plans with all of your friends and I'm doing nothing all the time.
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Mar 18 2008, 11:49 PM
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![]() <3<3<3<3 ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 3,177 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,779 |
Thats exactly how I feel too. I love you and I of course love spending time with you but it's just too routine and it doesn't feel like you're putting any effort into making plans with me. I mean, sitting around and watching TV or something is okay, but I'd like to DO something sometimes. I know it's also because our schedules conflict a little, but I'm hoping we can fix this, because it's a really silly issue. I mean, even when you have days off you make plans with all of your friends and I'm doing nothing all the time. Omg i seriously thought i was the only one like this! haha~ I feel like i have no friends because i'm stuck at home and everyone else is out. But for now my current friends are far from me and curfew doesn't really help XD So today you really surprised me a lot! Even though we didn't do anything except being at your house again, it just made me feel so awesome talking to you on your bed. Like, you have no idea how much i'm grateful for having that moment even if it was nothing important but just conversing. I seriously can't keep a smile off my face everytime i think about it! I can't wait for tomorrow, dinner will be fun :] And I get to go out! Yay! I love you I hope you're okay boo. |
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Mar 19 2008, 03:23 AM
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<< >> ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 579 Joined: Jan 2007 Member No: 495,827 |
I know you're reading this. Yes, you. Don't.. No. Stop thinking, " Is he talking about me? I don't think he's talking about ME. " Yes. I'm talking about you.
I'm going to sleep now. - Jose |
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Mar 19 2008, 08:04 AM
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![]() Hello, my name is NAOMI. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 463 Joined: Aug 2006 Member No: 453,419 |
I'm truly thankful that I have such supportive friends. I know I could have made it, but I'm sure I would have been a complete wreck without them standing behind me. It makes me wonder...do you have true friends to lean on? Not your stupid f**k-around-friends, but do you have people that you can trust with everything? I so wanted to be one of those people. You fought me from the start. I wish that ending things with you could have ended this stream of "you" thoughts running around my mind.
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Mar 19 2008, 09:28 AM
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![]() I just like to smile, smiling's my favorite :-) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 3,008 Joined: Dec 2007 Member No: 601,399 |
MP..... hehe.... get it???.............
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Mar 19 2008, 02:51 PM
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![]() Vae Victis ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 1,416 Joined: Sep 2006 Member No: 460,227 |
: I hope I'll never have to eat your firstborn child.
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Mar 19 2008, 05:54 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Head Staff Posts: 18,173 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 108,478 |
_____: I think of you whenever it rains.
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Mar 19 2008, 10:42 PM
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![]() Pocketful of Sunshine ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,690 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 289,004 |
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Mar 19 2008, 10:54 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 1,815 Joined: Jun 2006 Member No: 423,396 |
: You've suddenly become a real bitch. That's why I don't hang out with you anymore. What happened? And btw, you looked utterly silly and immature trying to make me jealous. Ha, wow.
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Mar 19 2008, 11:26 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 3,071 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 41,748 |
: I miss you and want to give you your little gift now! Dangit, haha.
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Mar 20 2008, 03:13 AM
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Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 132 Joined: Dec 2007 Member No: 605,790 |
+ I miss you a lot, buddy. We hardly hang out anymore. We never meet up to just hang out. Most of the time, we just meet up so you can give me something or because you need something from me and that's it. We don't hang out. What's up with that?
+ I'm sorry about what happened. If I knew, I would've waited. You should've been there because it was for you. You won't be back for a while, but I hope you know how sorry I am. Have fun. Be safe. I can't wait to see you when you get back. + I really think I'm starting to like you. Every time I see you, I don't know. I can't help but smile & I just.. wanna hug you. You're ugly :) |
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Mar 20 2008, 01:19 PM
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<-[RaWR]-> ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 180 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,133 |
your such a liar
a skank, a whore even but i still cant help but love you your so confusing. |
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Mar 20 2008, 09:11 PM
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![]() Senior Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Head Staff Posts: 18,173 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 108,478 |
_____: I wish I could see you guys live. Your "Love in the Ice" performance was so good. I really mean it when I say that I could die happy after seeing you in person. You're the only love, forever.
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