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[*yrrnotelekktric*]

i shouldn`t have sent you that message.

[michellerrific]

i'm a bit nervous.

[xTINAA]

Hope your birthday was WONDERFUL =) I tried my best!!

[*paperplane*]

: I like you and I'm glad we hung out today. I hope you join me next year, even if your liberal arts school does sound infinitely nicer. I'll definitely call you at some point later this week, and you're welcome to crash on my futon, shitty and not a futon as it may be. But mainly, thank you for caring.

[pandora]

"My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself"

corny, but that's sort of where i'm at right now.

[iDecay]

: Happy birthday! I would've hung out with you today, but I guess you were with your swim buddies.. Oh well.. I know this birthday's gonna be tough, but you'll pull through. Have fun, sweetie.

: Kekekekekek.

[tokyo-rose]

_____: I wish you'd stop being so hung up on him. I just don't get why he's being like this since he likes you back but won't do anything about it. I wish I could talk some sense into him. Both of you need to get together or just move on.

[fameONE]

It's important, we communicate
and tune the fate of this union, to the right pitch
I never call you my bitch or even my boo
There's so much in a name and so much more in you
Few understand the union of woman and man
And sex and a tingle is where they assume that it land
But that's fly by night for you and the sky I write
For in these cold Chi night's moon, you my light
If heaven had a height, you would be that tall
Ghetto to coffee shop, through you I see that all
Let's stick to understandin and we won't fall
For better or worse times, I hope to me you call
So I pray everyday more than anything
friends will stay as we begin to lay
this foundation for a family - love ain't simple
Why can't it be anything worth having you work at annually
Granted we known each other for some time
It don't take a whole day to recognize sunshine

[cupidstunt]

About an hour till our 21st, I thought I would be a bit happier about it. And though I will be later tonight when you're talking to me, I still think I should be happy about it right now. I suppose I am, it's just the fact that you go around signing up on these sites, and then talking to random guys. It also doesn't help that you don't even mention me at all to anyone new. Like I saw some profile of yours tonight, and nope, nothing about your boyfriend of almost two years. God forbid you mention him when there's 4839 people looking at you on webcam. Mostly guys, I'm sure. I don't know what to do about my jealousy anymore. It's pretty much useless to even bother making myself feel like this when I couldn't break up with you for any reason at all. Plus, to be honest, I really do trust you despite my jealousy. I need to get passed this, and I can't talk to you about it because you'll get mad at me, and I don't want that. I don't want to be all sad tonight and ruin your mood, so I guess I'm going to have to just let it go, like I let go everything else. I know in time that all of this will be just a blurr when you're here in my arms. I won't care anymore about all this. Thank you in advance for making me feel better tonight.

And when I wake up
I realize that everything's still wrong
I'm still here and you're still gone
It's not fair
Cause either way I spin it
Separation seems so wrong
These breaks are far too long for me.

[fameONE]

I'm officially worried about you.

[xTINAA]

: Ugh.
: I really hope we can hang out on Sunday!

[fameONE]

When we get married, I don't want to live near my more immediate relatives. Tonight was humorous, but I can't deal with my drunk cousin barging in my room anytime he wants. I have, but so much, patience, and that will drive me up a wall. I appreciate you being so reasonable about the whole ordeal. My entire family really isn't like this, just so you know.

I love you.

[tokyo-rose]

_____: ilu imu! Stolen from Wylee and Vivi, heh.

[pandora]

: I wish you would stop worrying so much. I know I've probably given you plenty reason to but I'm really okay. Shit happens, sure, but I deal with it and I'm fine in the end. I'll let you know when I'm not fine. Just try to be more at ease with my ability to handle these situations. I love you.

[xTINAA]

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[cupidstunt]

I miss you, and I'm going to miss you more and more till I can talk to you like I have been. So much for getting any sleep, right baby?
I'm sorry you had to go to the dentist and the doctor today to get your shots. I know you hate those. I wish I could be there with you to comfort you in those kind of situations. I know you're a "big girl" and can take care of yourself, but I don't care. I'll worry about you know matter where you are or what you're doing. You're my sweetheart, and I don't want anything bad happening to you. So it only comes natural for me to worry about you when I'm not there to keep you safe. On the plus side though, it's our 21st, and three more months.
Hopefully it'll all work out. If not, then I'll wait for you for another year.
By the way, you looked like you hated me yesterday when I made you go on cam.
But I promise you, you really are the prettiest girl I've ever seen. I'll keep that image of you in my dreams tonight.

I love you.

[michellerrific]

I don't know what to say. I hope you don't disappoint me further. Well I guess what's done is done, and now I guess you know everything. It feels a bit nerve wracking. I think I want to cry.

[monster]

"Never again will you be capable of ordinary human feeling. Everything will be dead inside you. Never again will you be capable of love, or friendship, or joy of living, or laughter, or curiosity, or courage, or integrity. You will be hollow. We shall squeeze you empty and then we shall fill you with ourselves."

George Orwell, 1984.

It's extremely dangerous. Once you cross the Rubicon, it will be the end of your demise. There are many things in which you've dug yourself into. It's possible to get out. Stop soon, or it might be too late.

Please get better. I don't want to see you like this.

[pandora]

*sigh*

[fameONE]

EDIT//Never mind.

[pandora]

:sorry for being a bitch earlier, you know the kind of day i was having. i love you!

[xquizit]

A-

Buy some condoms, already!

[tokyo-rose]

_____: Three months.

I don't know what to think now.

_____: They're in for the beating of their lives...

[iDecay]

: Um, I DO know that I am better than you. I'm not even anywhere remotely close to you because I'm not a liar and user like you. You know I don't act like a bitch to anyone who doesn't deserve it, so maybe it's a sign???

[pandora]

: There's just a certain line people shouldn't cross with me. I can actually tolerate a lot of shit from people - maybe I'll bite back but i don't actually get truly offended by what most people say. Making knocks about the nature of our long distance relationship crosses the line for me. You can try to convince me that you wont be in much danger once you're there, but the fact of the matter is i am scared walking through certain parts of this city for fear of getting shot, and you're going to be going through that 24/7. Living in Japan where I pretty much at least have an idea what you're up to at any given time of the day? That's fine. I can deal with that. You being in Iraq having me wonder if you're dead or alive? THAT'S long distance.