Message to Anyone, v. 38 Options

[transcendentalis...]

i feel really f**king neglected.

i know you have your games and your anime and your violin and sleeping and all sorts of stuff, but can't you let me know at least? before i call your name and start hoping to see you there? i just want to be by your side. i want some affirmation that you're doing fine.

every time this happens, i almost wish i didn't care. sometimes, i almost wish that i didn't care about anyone... but without the feeling, i'd feel even more empty than i do now.

i'm 99% sure i'm overreacting, and it's one of the only reasons why i won't put this up to your face. i just miss you and i feel really insecure. i'm not scared of the future, but i hate knowing what it'll probably bring. i want to know for now, right now, that you're mine.

i love you, always. maybe in different ways in the future, but i promise that i won't be like everyone else. i'm not going to quit on you. i'm your friend first before anything else.

i haven't broken any promises ever since i met you. i promised you i wouldn't ever turn my back on you and check this out - it's been a good five years. look at everything that's happened. i don't break promises.

did you know i miss you?

[Crash2]

: You aren't that easy to talk to. In fact, it can be really frustrating.

[RealTalk]

The 12th is coming on. All my friends are coming. Have you thought about me? Probably not. I'm trying to get you out of my head, but of course I can't. Friggin' sucks dude.

[babecakes]

_;
it's been one year and eight days and i still miss you as much as the first day. forever and always. rip s.

[technics]

: HAYY THARRR QT. Haha, yess I saw you. You look @ me a LOT.

[NewUsername]

I bought you something!

[cheerbee07]

you- i am so, so, so, so worried about you. i have to wonder if this whole thing is a way of you avoiding those you care about...and i also wonder if i did something to offend you at the game, since that's the last time we spoke...i just don't know...and miss you terribly...and am just really confused overall....

[MrStrife]

-I don't get why you act weird around me. So what we used to like each other? If we did date, I'd have trouble going over after that hypothetical ordeal. I totally have my marker if your bf gets too drunk, lol.

-What happened? I don't feel any homie love anymore.

-Bitch please. You act like that's my first time picking up girls.

-You didn't want me to take the test because you just didn't want others to see how capable I am of a promotion I don't even want. You're just bitchy boss that people have to put up with and definitely not a leader anybody respects. You're just sorry.

-Shut up! I can't believe the shit coming out of your mouth. Nothing but the wrong things. It f**king hurts to listen to that stupid shit. You can't spit game right.

[malimars]

::-- Ugghh I dont even know , I feel so bad for being so rude to you but you had to know how it is & you wernt the nicest either & you've also changed soooo much!!You try to act like your not like every other guy but its obvious you are and as soon as ur friends come around your a totally different guy... why cant be you be happy with who you are?? You want a relationship yet you dont come to town enough and when you do I feel like you feel your pressured so its just a waste of time sorry!!

::--Uh oh what did I get myself into?? haha shit im real sorry I actually didnt think that was gonna happen but than again it was kinda expected we've always been like that LOL!! well we'll see how things go friday lol

::--Your soo f**king sickning seriously!! if you wanna leave than leave im not holding you back & really cant handle much more so either way u either leave or ill get rid of you... things arnt the same & neither of are happy with this situtation

[transcendentalis...]

i'm glad you called and we could talk.. i'm sorry that you're so sick though! :( and i was really surprised when you apologized... honestly by now when you're not being responsive, i just take it as one of your moods or one of the lows - but wow, this has got to be one of the quickest lows we've had! what was that, a day or two? i have to say though, i'd still rather you not be an insensitive, patronizing bitch when i'm upset and not thinking clearly though. i just have to figure out how to word that...
but feel better, mister.

[Crash2]

:You're so... oblivious. I swear, something could fall right out of the sky and hit you in the head and you'd still not react to it.

[me1issaaaa]

Grrrrrrrrr.


Is it selfish of me to wish that you just never existed in my life?

[stephinika]

: I'm excited to do this with you, its gonna be fun!
: Miss youuuuuuuu. Can't wait until....15 minutes from now, haha.
: God you are a pain in the ass. Cocky bitch.

[NewUsername]

Thank you, God, for the beautiful people in my life.

[iDecay]

How are you doing over there? I haven't seen you in about half a year. I remember when you tried convincing me to go there because you'd be my body guard. It's been a while since we've talked, too. I hope things are going well with you. I miss you.

[SharperMyspace]

Why do you keep going for the jerks/losers/perves/abusers/and guys who take advantage of you, when there is a guy here SCREAMING that he wants you?

[*CowerPointyObjects*]

You're about 3 years too late.

[lovescream]

you say we're amazing but our conversations die so easily. i can carry a longass conversation with ___ without any pauses or anything eh.

[31miracles]

few mores days, just a few...

you are strange.

[NewUsername]

It's Wednesday. This has got to be the slowest week of my life. I can't wait to see you.

[tokyo-rose]

_____: Happy 13 months to you.

[Crash2]

: You're psycho. I hope you get what's coming to you.

[DoubleJ]

Thank God I don't have to work mornings anymore. That shit was hella stressful.

[*yrrnotelekktric*]

***,i still wish i could push you off a cliff.

[malimars]

::--Have a safe trip tomorow baby..I love you x0x

::--PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come to town friday... I miss youuu!!

::--Ermm yeah its gonna be a little awkward but we can get through this lmao