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[JokeInsideJoke]

ciao cb diary,

i dont get algebra!!! i try, i really do! all i need to do is get my grade up 5 points in two weeks so my mom doesnt kill me.... i dont know what to do. when im in class i get it, and then when i get home it totaly drops from my mind!!!

~Bia

[aaayotiffany]

dear cb diary.

i am visiting my middle school right now. and i'm using the NEW computers. it seems like only yesterday i was sitting in this seat in the 8th grade, doing my work. and i'm graduating in two months.

wow, how time flies.

[weed]

Dear cbd.

miguel & i broke up lastnight/thismorning. I am dying. at least it feels like i am. (currently listening to: Beyonce // Irreplaceable)
diary, i am hurt. very very hurt. i want to work things out but i really have no idea what is going to happen.



i wish mommy would kiss my heart booboo & make it feel better.

[brooklyneast05]

dear cb diary

i hate the cb diary thread

[stephinika]

^^
Well too bad for you. =p Lol


Dear cB diary,

School is depressing as I still do not know what I really want to do. AGH.

[JokeInsideJoke]

dear cb diary

my stomach hurts.
my head is throbbing.
i want to eat lunch.
and school is a reincarnation of hell.
thats all i have to say

~B

[flutterby88]

holy shit. that's all i can say. again, everything happens for a reason. but wow, if i ever needed a sign more than anything to slow down, it'd be getting into a car crash. it's out of my hands now, let's hope it continues to work out in my favour.
it was like out of a movie, goes silent right before you hit; right when you realize you're gonna crash. then the noise comes on full blast after you do, but that's partly cuz my purse flew forward and turned up the volume button on my radio. definitely not proud of what happened, but i feel it's a story i gotta tell people. it's making me appreciate little things, and forcing me to start heading back to a life where i'm not rushing around and having to be in ten places at once.
i have so much support:). it's amazing how many friends are there for me:). and C, i still can't get over how good he is to me. and how much he means to me. i didn't expect to like him and now here i am head over heels! gosh there's so much time now, which is wonderful cuz i've got so much to do. i was the youngest one to get in! i can't wait for this course, i just have to be a part of the whole process.
ok, got lots to do, ttyl.

[iDecay]

LOL WTF.

[JokeInsideJoke]

Adobe Flash Player you are a mother f**king bitch! i wish you would die!
i want to watch my twilight clip
BUT I CANT!
f**k you, who ever made Adobe Flash Player....






okay... okay... deep cleansing breaths...

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

Screw her. Ugh, she's such a stupid.. why did she even have to do that..

[aaayotiffany]

dear cb diary

as much as i love my friends, i really can't stand them sometimes. oxymoronic, i know. but thats just how they are. and i miss someone, its okay to miss them though, its not like anything happened between us. they were being a jerk to me though so i shouldn't miss them. stupid ass little kid.

ib exams are in two weeks. i should be fearing for my life and yet i'm not, which to me is funny. college starts in june for me. i'm excited.

[xTINAA]

Dear cB Diary,
What is wrong with me? That is the constant question on my mind lately. Seriously - I need to straighten out my feelings, my head, everything. Straighten out my life. Thank goodness school is over in 2 weeks but I really need to bring it together and get (almost) straight A's in order to be put in the teaching program. I am hoping to work my ass off all summer to save money and pay off my increasing debt. I need to win the lottery. I need to see/talk to _____. I need to pass all my finals. I need to clean my room - which right now seems like an accurate interpretation of my life. Anyone willing to help...? That would be nice...

[Flaunted]

Dear CB;

Besides facebook, you are my new procrastination for papers and I find it terrible. I came home around 5:45pm so that I can start my paper and sleep normally however it is 4:20am and I am still.. no where near done. i've only editted a few sentences and started some topic sentences for potiential paragraphs. I have 3 pages now and I'm suppose to have 10 by 11am to hand in. I also apparently have a presentation infront of the class or whatever and yet my "group" has never contacted. I am so f**ked.

OMG EWW I SEE THIS HUGE BUG THAT WAS ON THE WALL NOW ON THE FLOOR SOMEONE KILL IT :[ It's disgusting and I don't even want to look in the direction it was at. omg, help me ):

goddamnit I feel like posting except I'd feel like a spammer if no one else does it with me.

[flutterby88]

YAY!!!!!!!! omg i'm so relieved:D:D:D:D:D:D:D, muahahah see, wasn't my fault. now i'll get my $300 deductible back too. still a little uncomfortable with driving but i hope to jump back on the bandwagon with that soon. i love driving, i just gotta be super careful, and i'm hyper sensitive to potential accidents now so i should be ok.
so happy:). my weekends have been kicking ass. i love my theatre friends and miss them, but i've loved spending so much time with the right night crew. they're a killer fantastic group. and i'm sure i'll see my ensemble soon enough. and hopefully L, B, and A, cuz i miss them tons.
so happy, things are going splendidly:)

[Teesa]

dear cb diary,

the sleepless nights (literally), the constant studying, the constant stress...has temporarily ended. i am done with finals. my sophmore year is basically complete. it is one of the most bittersweet moments. i am so happy, but i don't want to leave here yet. i want to go home, but i don't. i want to see friends and family, but i cherish the time i have here so much.

the sounds of residents, my residents-screaming in their euphoria makes me smile so big :) they are so excited to go home and the traffic of cars blocking the buildings, parents hustling with boxes-empty up, filled to the brim going down-brings me back memories of last year when i was doing the exact same thing.

sophmore year was gooooood. better than my freshman year and a lot faster.

~teesa

[BrokenDream]

Dear cB diary,
I can't wait till tonight. Planning to see my boyfriend. These past days where me and him have hung out were wonderful. But nothing can compare to yesterday.
I miss my bestfriends. :/ I haven't been able to see them in awhile. Hopefully this Saturday I can hang out before I go to six flags on Fathers' Day.
Everything's going good right now cept I'm really aggravated with my order today. My family all got phones. My order was wrong. So now I have to wait till my mom comes back home to exchange the phones. I forgot when she's gonna get home. But, I need to get my phone... I miss texting. That's so sad. But whatever.

-Melissa

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

I'm so not ready for that midterm. And I feel fat yet I keep eating like crap and not exercising. I need to get motivated and fast. Seriously. This sucks. That diet was good but then I binged after. Godamn.

[angee1993]

Okay well im sierra and my life at the moment is pretty wacked.
Well i just did my exams and did really bad on them...like nearly failed.
for maths i got 49% but maths is retarted so i dont care. in sbe i did okay 79% could have done better. and i broke up with my boyfriend right before exams and i was upset kind of so i didnt really study.

well my ex's name is sam and he's my family friend. i liked him for a while but then he asked me out like a few weeks after i stopped liking him, guys are idiots. so i said yes because i felt bad but i didnt really want to go out with him because i liked him too much as a friend. so yeah i said yes and i only went out with him twice, but we never hooked up or n e thing (i no disapointing) and it was sooo awkward he like never talked. so im like to him on msn;yes i know harsh. im breaking up with you because i had no time, but it was actually because he never talked and i liked him too much as a friend. so that was like 2 months ago and we have only spoken twice. yes i know i used him but i didnt know what to do because if i said no he wouldnt have talked to me probs. i feel bad but i stopped before n e thing happened.

i play for 2 netball teams and 1 basketball team. i have my saturday netball grandfinal in a few days super excited and i have the thurs night one soonish i think and just started the bball season. i think im playing alright in netball, best i've ever played according to a few ppl so thats good. but in bball omg im playing soo bad, won b&f 3 seasons in a row and now this, its coz i have netball when bball training is so thats what i think. plus there is so much bitchyness in my team that its kind of falling apart and im not enjoying it as much so thats sad.

well im off because mum told me so, annoying much??
more details soon...
xx cya

[BrokenDream]

Dear CB diary,
These past days have been wonderful! Planning to keep that up. Six flags was amazing. A little late there, but what the hell. We left a little early though, because we all got a little sick. I have a problem. I ended up riding too many rollercoasters over and over. I didn't puke though(:

Spending 3 hours with my boyfriend was spectacular after hanging with him and J. We got our alone time. We don't get alone time often. I enjoyed that. I haven't stopped thinking about that night either.

Our third month comes up in two days. Glad to say I'll be spending time with him, again. :D I'm buying a CD for him for a early birthday present. His real birthday is on July 8. I've already got something in mind for a present. I'm hoping he'll like what I give him. I'm not sure what he'll end up doing for his birthday. I don't mind a party with him, but I don't mind just me and him either. But I'm sure he'd like to be with his friends so it MIGHT end up being a group of friends hanging out. Ah well. I don't mind.

My nailpolish is coming off. I need to repaint it. Although I'm lazy as usual. :P

-Melissa

[angelrevelation]

Dear cB diary,

Went to the movies today with some friends and saw Get Smart. The Chuck Norris line was hilarious. And it's nice that me and Jon are friends again.

I really wish I could have gotten to know Mark, but now he's leaving... So sad. He was definitely boyfriend material lol...

I grabbed the wrong brush. I need a concealer brush, not an eyeshadow one It's such a hassle to drive so much just to get one little thing.

Going to California in a few days. Very exciting.

[BrokenDream]

Dear cb diary,
my computer is f**cking IRRITATING!
i'm going to sleep.

goodnight cbers. <3

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

I can't stop thinking about it. Fack. This is stressing me out way too much...

[BrokenDream]

Dear cb diary,
I hope everything turns out better...
Maybe I need a break. I don't know.

[treschicgeek]

Dear cB Diary,

I'm scared. And paranoid as hell. What happens if it doesn't go through? I'm screwed. Sure something could've just gone wrong and my letter will be in my mailbox tomorrow, but still...I know I don't deserve to be there. f**kkk. Please let everything be okay and just let it be some minor error. I feel like I've been walking on eggshells for the past year and a half. It sucks that my future is riding on this. I wish I hadn't screwed up so much. If there was ever one regret that I've had, it's that. Just...I HOPE that somehow, someway, it's all just me being super weirded out and all, because if it isn't, I honestly think that the last seventeen years & the next however many years I'm alive will be a waste. GAHHH.

[MissFits]

Dear CB diary,
I f**king miss you. It's times like these that I miss you most. When it's late and I am up, I know you are still up wherever you are. I miss driving around late at night with nowhere to go, listening to the shins, just finding random beautiful places to think and get high. I miss talking to you, hearing your laugh, I even miss the way you drummed on everything around you, the way you always spaz. I miss staying up all night talking to you and not being afraid. I miss those nights I stayed at my grammas without you, and stayed up all night talking to you on MySpace, because I was too afraid to call. I miss sleeping next to you, I miss waking up next to you. I miss sharing cigarettes and dreams. I miss all the early days when I could trust every word you said, and I even miss every bullshit lie you told me near the end. But, mostly I just miss my friend. We both know how toxic we are together relationship-wise, but can't we just try to be friends? I promise to quit blaming you when you quit blaming yourself. I promise to never let Steven be mean for no reason. I promise that it will be worth the awkwardness at first. I promise I will quit acting out to hurt you.
It hurts me so bad that I meant so little to you that you can just walk away and not care. What happened to all those things you said that day? What happened to never being able to really live without me? I kept telling you that you didn't mean those things you said to me. I guess I just hope you will realize it one day, too, so you will quit getting my hopes up. I remember letting you be the first person to ever really get to know me, I let all my guards down and let you see all of me, because I didn't want you to love me for who I was all the time, I wanted you to love me when I am crazy, and with all my depressing mind rants. It seems after I really let my guard down you put one up.
And, just so you know (or don't) I got Steven's name tattooed on me. I know I said I'd never do it, but, I knew that would be the thing that sent you over the edge. I'm sorry. Let's start over, shall we?