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[Be-Faithful]

The most important date of this forum is when B-NOX created his account

[Teesa]

dear cb diary,

so today was good, i guess. thanks to dicle, i kind of have a tutoring job-it all depends if kids need help in the subjects that i'm good at :) but i want it to start next semester because i am just too busy for anything else on my plate. i don't know why i do this to myself-i also went to the psychology office to join a club(ish) there, but the person wasn't there during her office hours. i love when people do that.

also met with my advisor. i'm so glad that i spilled everything that i wanted to accomplish during my college years and i am so happy that she didn't judge me or think i was crazy or something, haha. i've decided to take a few classes over the summer, so i can hopefully graduate on time. oh man, i hope that i can have time to relax just a little in between.

hmmm, i'm super glad that spring break is in just a few days. i'm actually looking forward to my required reading as well as the book i've been reading for myself. i'm also looking forward to catching up on movies. more later.

~teesa

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

Today wasn't bad, but oh my goodness, I cannot wait until summertime. Seriously. And I still can't believe how fun this weekend was. Friday turned out to be amazing, I have some of the geekiest but awesome friends. And Saturday was soo nice. It was great just to spend some nice, relaxing quality time with him.

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

I need to stop living in the past.

Love,
Tina.

[Teesa]

dear cb diary,

my heart feels like it's exploding with happiness and i just love when i have that feeling. i wish i could always feel this good. i'm so excited that as of 1pm today, i will have started my spring break and i can't wait to see dada and baba at home. i will miss ma, but she'll be home in about a week.

i just can't wait!

~teesa

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I can't believe I forgot about it! I. f**king. forgot. about. it! I can't believe myself.. why did I do that?! Oh my god, I'm so stupid.. ugh!

[tokyo-rose]

Dear CB diary,

I wish I lived in California.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

Why the f**k am I so stupid? I freaking bombed that math test, like.. for real. I am so stupid and I'm going to get in so much trouble.. my phone's probably going to get taken away again -_- AHHHHHHHH I HATE MATH!

[weed]

dear cB diary,

im 19,

I LOVE HANNAH MONTANA.

& i dont care what people say.

[flutterby88]

today was irritating. i'm pretty burnt out, i won't lie. this has been an amazing semester but i'm so f**king tired. this is the last semester i take on this much because i honestly won't be able to do it again. but i don't regret anything that happened. those two shows were amazing!!!! holy shit i'm so inspired. and i wouldn't have wanted to see it with any other group of people. and my house!!! is fantastic!!! omg omg omg i'm so happy:). i love it, it's within walking distance of so much and the house is just beautiful. i had SO much help moving in i'm so spoiled:P. i can't wait to show it off to all my friends. i must have a party soon. once this semester is done. holy man i'm tired, just two more little assignments and i can go take a bath. and then he'll call:)

[Stefanny]

Dear cB Diary,

I don't want to go back to school on monday.

[aaayotiffany]

dear cb diary.

i haven't posted in here since march 10. been busy.
spring break officially started and all internal assessments/cas hours have been turned in. so all i have left to do is study for ib exams and take them in may. i am so excited for this break.

senior year is coming to an end a lot faster than i expected. i know i'll miss everyone and this year. all those adventures, random moments, inside jokes, etc. it was a great year.
and now i'm here waiting for karla and maria to get to my house so we can go out, but they take forever.

i will be going to the youth fair on monday, leaving to ucf on tuesday with karla, and coming back wednesday night. thursday is my birthday, i'll be eighteen.

this will be the best spring break ever.

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

I don't feel guilty. Not one bit.

[Tung]

Dear Cb Diary,
I think Tina doesn't feel guilty that she slept with Mike, and betrayed Moni.

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

I think Tung has it all wrong. It was before they were together.

[carolannexbh]

dear cB diary,

I don't want to go back to school. The tests are going to suck massively. I'm so tired and I want to sleep but something just keeps me up.

[Joanne]

Dear cB Diary,

Foo Fighters concert in *counts* 20 hours!! I can't wait to rock out to the guys. Hopefully there will be some pretty concert tees for me. =]

[Teesa]

dear cb diary,

whoo, i am again feeling that familiarity of being overwhelmed. spring break was amazing. did i go on a trip? did i go out to clubs? parties? no, no, and no. i had an amazing time patiently catching up on some schoolwork, watching movies i had always been meaning to rent, and having dinner with some of the best people i know.

however, all that has been swept away extremely quick. let's see, i had about three interviews this week? i'm happy that i'll probably be hired as a student assistant for a long time, but after scheduling for classes today, i realize that there is no way in hell that i would be able to work even 15 extra hours a week. but that means that i will be stuck as a research assistant once again. ughhhhh. i enjoy having my very own experiment now, but there are just a couple of things i don't enjoy. but i don't need enjoyment if it's going to look good on a resume.

which brings me to my next point. i had an interview for a summer study internship for a 3-5 weeks and everything was going splendid, until the very end. he was concerned with my age and being so young as they don't really hire people unless they are 22 or older. this led me to wonder why we were even having an interview, but he said i looked really good on paper, so we'll see. fabulous. i'm not sure if i can even do that because i plan on taking a few summer classes in order to graduate on time. goodness, what am i doing with so many freaking endless requirements? hopefully, i'll have a better idea after i meet with the pre-med advisor next week.

so this week was extremely busy, but equally productive. i didn't think i would be going home so quickly, but since dada will be home tomorrow, i knew i just had to as well. i look forward to watching ncaa basketball and doing some light homework.

~teesa

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i also finished love in the time of cholera last night. i loved it, even though the excessive descriptions sometimes were unnecessary. i am so proud of myself for reading a few new books this year. my next book, which i hope to start in the next couple of weeks is water for elephants.

[Tung]

Deer cB dirreary,
i think teesa blogs too much.

[aaayotiffany]

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i also finished love in the time of cholera last night. i loved it, even though the excessive descriptions sometimes were unnecessary. i am so proud of myself for reading a few new books this year. my next book, which i hope to start in the next couple of weeks is water for elephants.

oh man. i finished reading memories of my melancholy whores a couple weeks ago. i really liked it. and in there, too, were excessive descriptions that were unnecessary. lol.


dear cb diary.

i'm eighteen today.
its the beginning of something. not sure what, but it feels different. my friends kidnapped me and took me to boomers. it didn't feel as awkward as i thought it would be, being there with her after everything thats happened.. or didn't happen. i loved today though. especially when jeff came over for dinner and we all ate together as a family. my mom likes him, haha.

spring break was everything i thought it to be. tomorrow i'm having a birthday dinner celebration at the ale house and then beaching at night. i cannot wait to celebrate with my friends.

i'm changing my mind about where i want to go for college. i think i might stay where i am and just go to florida international university. its a lot of money to leave home and i don't think i want my parents to spend that much money when i can just stay here for school and save them a crap load of money when i do all my req courses and then transfer into a better business school a year or two later. hmm. VERY UNDECISIVE.

i'm soo ready to graduate. even though i know i'll miss high school.

[Sprague]

Dear cB Diary,

Today I had a fight with my boyfriend for the first time. Well, not technically the first, but it was the first "major" fight I've had with him. He had hung up on me, and that irked me quite a lot since that is no way to treat someone you're supposed to have respect for. That escalated into him asking if we wanted a break, which in turn came out to a full blown argument about breaking up with each other. I shouldn't have shown him that email my friend sent me regarding him.

School is being stressful as always, although my college sent me my admissions papers today! Now all I have to do is call my counselor and see if we can work things out between my situation and the situation regarding the community college I'm supposed to be going to.

I really hope this weekend will be better, since he's coming over and all. Please, please, please let it be better. :[

[vintage-toile]

dear CB diary.
well if i could write my own diary it would be a good start, and im afraid to say i'd be rubbish at keeping track..so i like this idea.
it'd be nice to know who spends their time reading these.
on topic, im really angsty towards my girl-friends today.
i've always been known to be the guy of any friendship group i'm in, despite being a girl.. its just getting at me at the moment how girls have to follow each other so much and behave so fake.
how once you get a new boyfriend they have to know everything and if you don't tell them they suspect you just don't like them.
i seem to be finding so much more respect for my guy-mates at the moment, and i feel bad because my girl mates are so close to me.
i just wish more girls could get a grip and found more brain cells on occasion.
:|

[Sprague]

Dear cB Diary,

This weekend was amazing. We picked my boyfriend up after we went to Seidner's to pick up the other car. He held his little cousin out of the window so I could say hi to him, and then we left in a hurry so my mom could go to her tax guy in Cerritos. We backseated it in the car while my mom went in. After that, we went to my Uncle's house and I introduced him to all of my family, aside from Josh because he was sleeping. This little boy with cute dimples named Bryan kept staring at me, and my boyfriend tried coaxing him over so I could play with him, but all he did was keep pointing at/staring at me. I gave him a kiss before we left, and when I walked out of the door he started crying. We picked up some Church's chicken, and my boyfriend ate some of it on the way home, although he didn't like the okra because the seeds looked like sperm. Or so he thought. xD

When we got home, he did what he had told me what he was going to do on the phone the night before. After that, we watched P.S. I love you, and he started crying during the middle of the movie, so I held him and cried with him. After the movie, we just laid in silence on the bed. We were talking about how shaving hurts our backs when we do it, and he said that the girl he shaved did it while she was sitting down on the bathtub floor, which I found out was his ex-girlfriend. I got a little jealous after that. No, no, extremely jealous, only he mistook it for me being mad. But I tried keeping it in since it was, after all, the past. We went to Red Robin, without my mom, for a date. :] We both ordered Freckled Lemonade's and I got a fruschetta chicken burger, and he got a banzai burger, with onion rings as our side. I couldn't finish mine, so I took it home. It was a shame he had told me about the whole shaving incident before our date, because that totally ruined it for me, and I didn't really have a fun time at all. Being with him was the only plus during the date.

We went home, and we were planning on doing it, but he was afraid of what would happen if my mom found out. I was, too, so we just watched South Park instead. We went to bed at around... ohh, 1amish? And woke up the next day at 10 (although I woke up at 7 to go pee, but went straight to bed right after). He got mad because I wanted to go downstairs to eat and he wanted to cuddle in the sheets, but I left anyways. So he went into my room and slammed the door. I went in later, and he said he forgave me and we both went out to get some food at Wendy's. He got a spicy bacinator, and I got a spicy chicken sandwich. We went upstairs to watch South Park again, and it was sad because we got mad at each other halfway through. He was leaving at 5 or 6, and we both knew that, but he got mad because I went to answer someone on msn, and I got mad because he went downstairs and left me by myself. I moped in our room underneath the covers until he came upstairs and laid on top of me, and tried making peace. When I didn't respond, he went to watch more South Park, and I went to Vons to buy some spaghetti. We ate dinner downstairs, then went upstairs for a bit more time together before we had to go to church. After church, we went back home and I pleaded my mom to let him stay for a week because his internet went down. No go. :[ So we got Coldstone's, which is "our" place, and drove him home. A sad ending to a great weekend. :[

[hopelovebaby]

dear cb diary,
ohhh geez. i really miss europe. i wanna go back. but this time, i wouldn't get all hung up over some guy. i wouldn't take the people i was with for granted. and i DEFINITELY wouldn't have worn some of the things i wore.

i want him. i want him so so so so bad.
when was the last time someone that i liked liked me back? ohh...three years ago. wow.
it's not even that i'm some...hairy, ugly, warty, fat freak or something.
i just never get close to any of them. because i lose interest so fast...and eghh.
whatever, i'm just a loser.

[aaayotiffany]

dear cb diary.

i had english today for the first time since before spring break and boy, were our class ready to get pwned. lol. our entire ib class pretty much made a pact to not do the notes she told us to do, lol. it was funny, but after a week of no brutal criticism from her, i'd say it was peaceful, seriously.

the superlatives are finally ready. people have already filled out a lot of them. my friend, claudia, just has to make sure we have like 52 of them before the weekend and we have to see who is going to the superlative luncheon on early release next week. claudia and i organized this and i cannot wait to see the results. it's probably going to be at tony roma's... again. haha. i think i saw some people's papers and they have me down for best smile, best all around, and best personality. i think i saw best hair too, but i don't agree. haha.

my birthday dinner was awesomeeee. i loved it all. my friend literally threw my face down into the cake. my face was covered in frosting. but i got him back, grr. the beach was great too. beautiful. and there was skinny-dipping involved, lmao. there was like five of my friends that went and did it. thats not me, but i still had an awesome time.

the first week back from school has been so dull. bleh. spring break needs to last longer.