Createblog Diary, Version 11. Options

[stephinika]

Dear cb diary,

Jeebus, mid-quarter-life crisis or what? Godamn.

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

Teenage mid-life crisis? Oh dear.

.. I don't know what it is that I'm so afraid of. Every time I try, it's like I always have second thoughts and end up not doing it. Every night I go to sleep thinking about how it would end up if I did it when I had the chance to that day. Blaaaah

[MrStrife]

Dear cB diary,

Well today was one of those "fine" days. Nothing too excited, nothing too boring, well almost nothing. Still, I'm happy that homegirl and her son was alright from the car accident. That totally took a load off my mind. That totally made my day. Yeah, I chilled with everyone I wanted to hang out with, drank, and act stupid and shit. Funny ass shit when homegirl jumped and ran to the other room on the bed because of the fake mouse. That totally made my night. Thing is I'm losing the urge to drink myself silly and it feels like there's something missing. It's not so bad as being in a party and still feeling like I'm all by myself, but more like not satisfied. Really bored I guess. Sighs.

[tokyo-rose]

Dear CB diary,

I'm not ready for my physics midterm over the next two days :D!
I wish I were still 16.

[*yrrnotelekktric*]

Dear CB Diary,

im excited for school, but then im not. life sucks sometimes. but you wouldnt know. you`re not even real....

[angelrevelation]

Dear CB Diary,

Today was so... not exactly depressing or stressful, but it was... very straining. I was really pressed for time (didn't even totally finish all of Chemistry, while having my teacher hovering over my shoulder), trying not to sound fussy or anything in regards to the filming, or to sound prideful about the petition. I kept on running directly in line with HIS old friends, or at least guys I've always associated with him. I felt even more lost in Chemistry than usual. My mom was late by 30 minutes, it was hard to get through to home...

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

How much longer do I have to wait?! I've already waited a week and still no release.. what is this?! And about Chelsea, I really don't care anymore. She's just.. I don't know? Sometimes, she's really annoying and frustrating, but other times, she's so.. nice and helpful? and I'm so pissed that 'she' made 'him' yell her name out. What the freaaak?!

[*yrrnotelekktric*]

Dear cb diary,

college is slow.
life is uneventful.
mkb does NOT get playing time.
i need a job.
i need a car.
i hate my college, somewhat.
i want to transfer.
i want to be in so cal already.
my head hurts.
classes start this tuesday.

LAAAAAAAAAAAAME.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

Well ... tonight wasn't fantastic to say the least. Nor will this week be.

[superficial]

Dear CBD,

Seriously, I'm tired of all this drama. Especially with you. You're a lying ass. You told me you loved me, but you acted the complete opposite and when out with someone online. Way to break my heart, bitch. The reason why I'm so damn bitter now is because of YOU. You caused me to be like this. And seriously, stop trying to get me to notice you around campus by following me wherever the hell I go to during lunch. We could've worked, but you chose to act otherwise. Once you grow up and stop being a f**k face, maybe we could actually work, after two attempts.

Ladeef**kingda, you sure are some friend. You left me for someone whom you don't even like. Haha, that's funny. Then later on, you try to act like a nice ass prick. Way to be a good friend. :) I'm be sure to send you a nice thank you letter this up coming summer.

I wish I had one of those ideal lives. I have the worst f**king family relationships ever. I don't think I can get through with being in this household for too long. Hopefully, I move out soon and get the hell away from this hell hole.

Thank you for listening to my rants. I love you CBD.

Yours truly,

Vinity.

[tokyo-rose]

Dear cB diary,

Regents Week is...fun. :P

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

So far, my week's been great, but why am I so stressed out? It's like these little things keep coming up and my mind just acts like a broken record. DAMN. IT.

[Eww]

Dear cB Diary,

Give me something to break.

-Olivia.

[BrokenDream]

Dear cb diary,
I'm surprised I'm back at cb. I really don't even know why I'm back, heh.
But anyways, I've had a lot of changes since the last time I was here.
Break-ups and a lot of tears and drama.
Although, they were for the best.
Eh, long story.

I'm on my school's soccer team and I'm kind of looking foward to tomorrow's game. Ehh. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I just want to go to the game. Hopefully we'll win. I really want to. It'll be sweet if I score the first goal in the season. Now THAT'S what I REALLY wanna do.

There is still a lot of confusion and stuff in my right now.
It seriously won't leave me alone.
It makes me wonder if anything will ever get better.
I sound really depressed, but eh, I'm okay, really.

I don't know what else to write. I don't wanna go to sleep, either.
Bahhhhhh.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I'm so freaking tired. I planned to do my homework all tonight (well, now it's yesterday), except I fell asleep for 20394820394 freaking hours. I can't believe I went downtown in the first place, I shouldn't have done that! I'm exhausted and I have to type up that essay. I need to study for English or else I'm literally going to FAIL. I still haven't started reading at ALL, not even one page, and it's due on Thursday. My history test is on Wednesday and I don't know a thing about what we're going to be tested on. I'm on the verge of failing math. I'm just.. AH!

[miyashu]

Dear CB Diary,

I seriously don't know if I can handle two studio classes because HO SHI, hand cramps.

I shouldn't compare myself to the other students... everyone starts at a different level and everyone works at a different pace. Not to sound conceited, but I think my drawings are badass but I feel inferior because I've never taken a drawing class, unlike some of my classmates.

Oh, and I had a dream that I was having sex with Hizumi of D'espairsray.

Yeah, baby, yeah.

[BrokenDream]

Dear cb diary,
ahhh. I had fun today. I hung out with some good friends.
I really wish Kaitlyn and Michelle could've spent the night.
Oh well, I guess.


Our soccer tournament went somewhat okay. We won one, lost one, and tied one.
What is really dissapointing is that we were supposed to play this morning, but didn't.
However, if our game was still going on, I probably wouldn't have gone and hung with my friends.
So that's a plus huh? (:

I'm becoming oddly addicted to some songs by Three Days Grace.
Which is odd, for me anyways.

Nothing really else to write, so I'll sum this all up by saying adios.

<3Melissa.

[Smarmosaur]

dear...you,

was that really necessary? could you have at least waited a few more months so i could come stay with you this summer? how am i supposed to do this now? i need to be in new york. i need the city. i need that summer study. i need all those people around me. i need that stupid polution. why the hell did you kill yourself, daddy?

[BrokenDream]

Dear cb diary,
Wow. Wow. Wow. I'm kind of stressed at the moment. I have tests to make up, I have a library fine, well, I think so anyways, and currently struggling in one of my classes. The excuse is...soccer. I've been extremely busy with soccer lately. Our first district game is tomorrow. We better win.

Besides soccer, everything's annoying right now. Seriously.
What's up with that? Why can't things go just...good for once?


Blaaaah. Maybe I'm just irritated and too tired.
I need some serious sleeping time.

Yours truly,
Melissa

[tokyo-rose]

Dear cB diary,

I don't want to go back to school on Wednesday.

[Smarmosaur]

dear cb diary,
please dear pickles, send me a job this summer.
indoor/office would be great.

[miyashu]

dear cb diary,

so today i worked with acryllic paints for the first time. it was so much fun! i can't wait to work with other mediums (lol geek moment right there).

so yeah~ it was pretty awesome. except for this one chick who thought she was better than all of us just because she won awards in the past.

OMG you're talented, yes you made that clear but you don't have to keep bringing up your awards/certificates/gold stars of approval in every conversation. you're retttttardeddddddddd.

i'm going to work on a new layout now.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

I don't like school at all. Sigh.

[BrokenDream]

Dear cb diary,
Today was better(ish) then yesterday.

I just really don't feel like getting up at 5 tomorrow.

I just want to sleep.

-Melissa

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

Seriously. WTF. Again, that damn quarter-life-crisis or something....I feel so emo and retarded right now. What am I doing with my life? I am so unmotivated in school and I just don't know what to do with myself.

IT SUCKS. Sigh. I'm just being stupid but I don't know...I've just felt so lost with all this stuff going on right now...