now all i want to do is cry .. Options

[ichiban]

this guy .. i really liked him ... and i mentioned him before .. he's going to high school next year and i probably won't see him again because i'm still stuck in middle school ..... so i've been feeling really sad because i missed him like crazy .. and i told him i liked him .. and he wasn't exactly sure about his feelings or anythin so he told me that .. he was gonna tell me if he liked or not .. when he was sure about it ... to me, it was more like a NO ..but my friends told me, really its gonna be a YES! im SURE hE LIKES YOU!!! .. im not too easily convinced..but i tried making myself feel better by believing them .. ive waited .. almost a month for his answer .. and finally today he told me .. he said he didn't like me .. except for as a really good friend which is what we were ... and he said its a lot better that he didn't like me because if we werent friends that would be really bad and everythin .. he kept on askin me if i was okay and feelin sad .. and i felt like crying but i just told him that i was okay .. i didnt want him to feel bad .. .. and i just feel really upset and everything .. i mean .. if he did like me .. we would still be friends and everything so i don't really get it ... im so confused and upset ....... getting over him won't be easy and almost impossible ....