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[awakeaftermidnig...]

Crying

Caressing tears
Run down my cheek
Your shadow’s fading fast
I stand here broken
No words to be spoken, you’re
Gone…

Book Of Sorrow


Shattered pieces of
A broken soul
Litter a body
That once was whole

Empty now with
No place to turn
The fire rages
As the pages burn

Book of sorrow
Anger and tears
Lost in the flames
Of her undying fears

The final chapter
No more to be said
Swallowed by the fire
She's better off dead

Beautiful You

I fell in line
With one single step
And I denied
That I ever wept

I was torn away
From the person I knew
When I got caught up
In beautiful you

Was forgotten, undone
With a single teardrop
But, now that we're here
I don't want it to stop

I lost myself
In the blink of an eye
And followed the road
That led to the sky

Beautiful Dreamer

Beautiful dreamer
So misunderstood
Wanders the forest
In her cloak and her hood

Silently crying
For all that she's lost
She denies all she feels
No matter the cost

Broken and shattered
She flees from the truth
Shaking and trembling
And hiding the proof

Tears, like a river
Flow from her eyes
As she hides behind
Her only disguise

Beautiful dreamer
So young and uncertain
Tries to pretend
That she's really not hurting

Barely

Barely a whisper swept
Away on a breeze
Pushing against reality
Dropping to their knees

Barely a somebody whose
Time ended way too soon
Leaning into the wind
Her soul reflected in the moon

Barely fit in the palm of her
Daddy's weathered hand
They close their eyes trying
Desperately to understand

Barely had a moment
To cradle her tiny form
Kiss away her pain and
Keep her safe and warm

Angel

Angel of peace
I crave for your touch
I’m broken and bleeding
And in need of so much

Angel of sorrow
There’s so much to say
I never knew it could
End up this way

Angel of mercy
I’m so tired of it all
I’m ready to give up
And ready for the fall

Angel of darkness
Go far from this heart
You’re wicked and ruthless
And you tear me apart

You

Can you make a stone bleed
The way you bled my soul?
Do you like the power you have
Do you enjoy the control?
Does it make you happy
When I break down and cry
From all the things you do to me
That make me want to die?
Should I pretend it doesn't hurt
When you treat me this way?
Should I continue living
And go on with my day?
Every sacrifice I have made
Has been in vain for you
I can't take this suffering
But what am I to do?
I’m lost inside my feelings
But they don't matter anymore
Because every time I let them out
They just hurt me even more