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[WillTeddy]

Life

Why is it we exist for that purpose

Why is it that we hold it so dearly to us

Why do we become afraid

Even when we feel something is out of our control

And other people tell us so too

A disease

An accident

Something we're born with

Why can't we fight it

Some people call it fate

Others believe in a higher order of power playing our lives with puppet strings

Neither one is what we really want

We want to fight it

We want to control

We want to hold onto what we have dear to us

In the short time we exist in this realm

We just want to create our own place in its history

And move on without regrets

But who honestly can say they don't have regrets

Who can say they never thought back

Why is it so frightening

Why is my past always haunting me

Why is it like that

Especially on the last dying breath on our existence

We look back and regret

We want more

Like a baby just born from its mother's womb

We cry

We cry over how we can't have that something more

Why couldn't we have treated our loved ones better

Why couldn't we have done better for others around us

In the blase world we live in today

Can people just stop and think for a second

That the people around us aren't just objects who just pass us by

They are flesh and blood of our ancestors

Why can't we see them as family

Why can't we just care for a second

Why...

I...

The word we keep refering to

In our heads

In words

Even when we're not thinking anything at all

I...

Why could it not have been her

Why could it not have been them

Are our minds only limited to thinking what we want to think

Are we not capable of feeling what another is thinking

I want to take everyone's hands and run

Into that meadow that we all wished we have returned to

The one in our dreams where the sea of flowers meets the sky

The azure oceans meets our feet suspended in mid air

Hand in hand we drift through the cool breeze in the air

We scream in joy

We laugh as one

Our hearts beating rapidly through the excitement

We ascend to the sky and frolick

Frolick til our souls have reached the highest point of happiness

Dance like we never thought possible

The world of ours changes with our dreams do

Til we fall back down into our sanctuary

Where we rest our physical selves

And return to the night sky filled with stars

Having the moon goddess watch down on us

Cradling us in our wombs

Til that day where we can have everything

One day

For sure

We can