To Stay or To Leave? Options

[zoelow]

There might be tons of topic related to this already, but yeah. =/

I'm really confused by this relationship that i'm having here. It nearly 1 1/2 year already. Often, he gets angry & hits me. Even though he said sorry everytime he does that, i'm certain he'll do it again the next time i make him mad since it have been going on for such a long time already {1/2 year after we got together} However, it just seem so hard to let go after we have been through so much. He's really hard to please, to a certain extend, fault-finder. I have no idea why he's unhappy with whatever i do, yet expect me to be pleased by whatever he did. Sometime when i try to defend myself with words when we quarrels, and kept quiet as already irritated cause he simply wont listen , he labelled that as 'attitude giving'. & when he does the same, he expect that i dont complain & comply to everything he say. I can't go out with girlfriends without informing him first, & he'll be upset that i didn't tell him if he found out. I had to go home immediately after school {unless i'm waiting for him} . He'll get angry if he know i went somewhere else before going home. & the worst thing is, he's doing exactly he dont allow me to do , like going out without informing & everything, & he thinks there's nothing wrong with that. I find that it's getting harder & harder to communicate nowadays, & everytime i tried to discuss a problem about us to him, all i got was ''dont think so much, okay?'' He rather talks to his friend about his problem, than me.

I really have no idea why i'm holding on, but i just dont seem to be able to let go. Help me people! ):