Dear cB Diary,, Createblog Diary no. 10 Options

[*stephinika*]

^^
Eh, no I'm notttt, I've been out the past 2 days so I'm catching up a bit. So there! =p

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary,

I'm so sleepy all the time, wtf. And I hate Physics even more than I hated Chemistry.

[Naomitron]

Dear cB diary,

I'm trying to commit every bit of this to memory. I want to ride out this happy wave until I no longer have the choice.

Let it ride, baby.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

Why am I bloating & craving so many things? aFDKJHALSKHDKANSH

[Tung]

Dear Cb Diary,

Are you bloated because you ate too many bananas, and are you craving for more bananas?

[flutterby88]

yo yo! oh man this weekend was too much fun but over too fast! there was that little whoopsi-daisy with the car in the parking lot, but no witnesses:P. all three dinners were so fun, i love getting to see C&C, it was really great talking to them after a few drinks too:P. oh the terms i learned. and a lot about me and M. i guess i've always realized there's more than one person for you out there, and we're still working through some kinks but we've come SUCH a long way, i'm proud of us. would've loved to have kept lying in his bed instead of going to work. although that turned out to be a lot of fun, and woo money! can't wait for the paycheck tomorrow i need gas. but yeah, i love getting to see his brothers and family friends for dinner. wish he wasn't so quiet around my family though. but that's one of the kinks i was talking about. this year must've been a record, 23 of us at my house for dinner! and oh the dancing:D, D got it all on tape. i'm liking our new surround sound too, gotta have people over some time. which brings me to my next point. two birthdays coming up this week! and just in time, i'd really been starting to miss that group of friends. but now i'll see them twice. this weekend more parties:P sometimes i think it'd be easier to split myself into 5 parts to hang out with all the people i know. but anyway, had a REALLY good long talk with B last night. almost told her but thought it unwise. but it's true, i've gone through this phase before. timing's a funny thing huh? but at the end of the day, it's all that matters. but i still WONDER. classes were really good today, i love othello, i think our program should all go see it together. or have another class striptease, whatever:P. so now that i've been all over the place in trying to relay a little catch-up on the happenings of my life, i've totally confused myself. time for a nap.

[PINKLollyPOP]

dear cB,

there is a lot of drama going on.
i just laugh.

love,
me!

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

It's so cold outside, my hands and feet are freeezing

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary,

Ahh, this is a good Friday, for one reason. I'm happy.

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

School is eating me alive. And work. And lack of sleep.

There honestly isn't enough time in the day to do everything...I wish sleep didn't need to be 8 hours a night to be healthy... Seriously.

[Naomitron]

Dear cB diary,

I love meeting new and interesting people. I love it even more when we click. I don't feel like such a bitch. I hope this keeps up, because he's a great person.

[RAWRstephishere]

I wish sleep didn't need to be 8 hours a night to be healthy... Seriously.

Same here. I know some people who can have 5 hours of sleep and be just peachy, and Im dead if I dont get 8 hours.

[st3ev0]

Dear cB Diary, everyone's doing it.

[Crash2]

Dear cB Diary,

I NEED A BREAK, like big time. Thank goodness Wednesday and Thursday are half days and there's no school Friday.

This week better be well worth it.

[flutterby88]

YOU: feel better!! you should be enjoying university life, not stressing out about it this much. now you know 5 courses is obviously not a wise choice for next semester. do try and catch up on sleep, it sucks seeing you unhappy. your boyfriend too. stop stressing out, makes me sad. *HUG*

CB Diary: SO.... so so so. doesn't time like to bite me in the ass? well, i've learned a lot. i've changed a lot anyway. i know it's the right decision, but grrr so hard. at least it'll be the last time i hurt him.

[*jeanna*]

Dear CB,

I feel like I'm in China. I hate being around my Filipino step siblings so maybe being surrounded online will help? I wouldn't say I'm racist.. okay maybe but it's not like I'm going to kill someone for their nationality.

My friend Tim is pissing me off. He turns everything I say into something cocky and against me. I told him how I want to move out with my sister in Chicago and could but she doesn't keep her word most of the time. He then flips out [online] saying I couldn't live in the city. I knew I'd get a rile out of him for saying I'd live in Chicago since he wants to live there but he's only 18.
He can suck it.

[itsARIE]

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[IVIike]

Dear cB Diary... today was fun because i got out of school early, but i have to go in tomarrow to take my SATs Oh well I'm eating crunch berries

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I can't believe I procrastinate so much My English teacher gave me a month to write that really "important" report, and it's due tomorrow, and I haven't even started it yet. Wtf? Plus, I have to do my history essay, and practice for Bergen County Regionals Plus, Elaine's like 230498203948 times better than me, what if she gets in and I don't? What if they announce her name but not mine? I hope they don't. I'm like really paranoid. She plays the scales like REALLY FREAKING FAST and I'm so jealous.. I wish I practiced more.. I hate being in competition with her.. because I know shes so much better than me, smarter, and good at flute/piccolo I seriously wish I got in. Or at least, we both didn't get it. But she probably will.

I'm too insecure.

[RAWRstephishere]

I have twenty minutes to finish all of my homework and theres a f**king gay test tomorrow so Ill be in a room with gay ass people.
Why do I have to be so f**king annoying?
God damn.
I seriously want to do down that bottle of pills now.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

Okay now I'm so freaking nervous, 2323498203 times more nervous than before I KNOW I CAN'T MAKE IT INTO REGIONALS. I suck at flute anyway. And I'm going to be embarrassed times 23094820398 when they announce Elaine's name but not mine because Mrs. Figueroa's really counting on me and so are my friends and even though Elaine's my friend.. I've never felt this much competition before. She probably feels nothing between us because she's good but.. ugh.. I'm toooo insecure. I hate this. I'm under so much pressure right now.

[datass]

dear cbd,

i played ds for 3 hours today and my head hurts now. i'm so stupid.

[stephinika]

Dear cB diary,

Hah. I'm so sick of people telling me the same things over and over. Especially them. I KNOW. STFU.

But anyways. I can't wait until winter break haha...seriously. It's gonna be great. But yeah, life isn't bad...yeah school's tough and I'm severely lacking sleep (as usual...) but oh well. Things with him are great at least.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I SO TOTALLY SERIOUSLY HONESTLY SCREWED UP ON THE AUDITIONS.

kk

[flutterby88]

well i'm glad that went pretty well. i mean, could've been way worse. he did try to convince me otherwise but my mind's been made up for a while. i hope he understands i don't regret a single moment with him. i need him to understand that. he was my first for a lot of things and i thank him for that, he helped me to build confidence and it was a great experience. no one knows me like he does, but my feelings have changed. i should be doing homework but there's no way in hell i can concentrate on anything. i'll miss spending so much time with him and his family but if we can go back to being such close friends like the way we were before we went out, that'd be the greatest thing:). i hope he moves on, because i'm done hurting his feelings.