Dear cB Diary,, Createblog Diary no. 10 Options

[michellerrific]

Dear cBD,
Wow, I haven't been here in awhile. Hm, what has happened? I faintly remember talking about T a lot in the past. Things have lightened up, I guess? Now that's it's summer and she's not here and on vacation, I have little, little chances to talk to her anyway. Nothing bad though, and I hardly seem to think about her. I know that means friendship is dying, but I know that will happen someday.


I love the boy that freaking makes me smile.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I can't believe she's going to do THAT. I know that inside, she doesn't really like her that much.. She's just doing that because she thinks that I like her and she wants to be on her good side. Wowwww.

[flutterby88]

this weather makes it feel like the days are just kind of passing by. there are moments, like my singing lesson today, where things are back to their usual selves. but when i woke up today, it was just so blah. all this time i have to spend, and he's not here with me. i can only distract myself so much. i need one of his hugs. oh goodie, S is on msn, he's a pretty good distraction:). but yeah, i hope he doesn't leave for this long again.

[dustbunny]

dear cbd.

i finally did all the stuff i should've done, when i was supposed to. however, seeing as i have absolutely no self control, i did not utilize my time. instead, my ass now hurts like a bitch because i chose to waste my day sitting in front of the computer for a good 5 hours. [not that i don't usually do that] sigh. new school this year. for the third time. well new HIGHschool, third time in two years. whoopdedooo. i miss snivellus snape..as well as sirius. hm...i need to get my self control under..control. that's all for now. goodnight

[heyyfrankie]

Dear cB Diary,

Life is going so good right now!! I mena, i have a job now...all of my friends are finally back to the way they used to and it's just sogood. I don't really know what else could make it better...

Love, Frankiee

[*Elba*]

Dear cB Diary,

I am in dire need of a new job--a well paying job. I really would like to get my own place with Armond, but damn even the rent is expensive. Also, I don't want to just get by. Eh. I need to graduate already, eh?

[*Sandraaa*]

Dear cB diary,

I think I love him. I know I do but I let him go. He told me that he's got a new girlfriend ... I pretended not to feel anything but it hurts. I feel like he doesn't care and only uses me for sex.
Well, it's over. I don't know why I'm crying this much. I've let many guys I cared about go, but Gabriel's case is just too hard.
I feel like a whore. I feel useless. Thinking of him with other girls hurts too much. I have to get over him right? I have to. I will get over him. I wish ... the impossible.

[MrStrife]

Dear cB diary,

Damn. First my boy is in the ER for OD'ing off pills, now he's in the crazy house. Things have been hard but he hasn't been trying to change at all. Don't want to work or lose weight and now wants to take the easy way out of life by suicide. He can only fight this battle alone but I'll be there to support. In other sort of related news, I got my hair braided by his sister. She did a good job considering wasn't as long as I thought it was and oh shit, I just remembered right there my beer was in the car. I look different and hope she braid my hair for my first day back in college. Oh yeah, it seems I might have a chance to hit things off with terry. We actually have gotten much closer ever since I started giving her a lot of space. Yeah, she gone out clubbing and drinking and what not, but then again so have I. Really anxious about when I see her again, you know. It's been so long and I wonder if she could ever really like me that way. It's all good, I'll just try to not try too hard and be myself with her. Wow, I think felicia's sister is way cuter than her even felicia herself likes me (so obvious) even though she got a man. Monday I'm checking out wrestling practice at the club. Yeah, it's good to have dreams, but it's more important to actually get off your ass and try to achieve them. I can see me one day on top of the platform, number one, with a medal hanging around my neck and being presented a trophy. I'm a champ in my heart. Now it's time to let the rest of the world see it.

Later,
Peter

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

I finally get to go but then I get so stressed worrying about getting home and shit that I don't even fully enjoy everything. Godamn. So lame.

Too much crying and emo-ness in the past few days. I blame PMS.

[dustbunny]

ey cbd

i'm back again? sighs. i practiced piano amazingly today. amazing as in sat down for a whole hour+ without making up excuses to get away. i like my third piece..i hope i don't get sick of it before may! hmm what else..ah yes my lack of photogenicness...wthayells. all these new 40235.395 megapixel cameras aint helpin either. okay watching too much csi freaks me out...i had a nightmare yesterday? can't really remember everything..i just know it was a combination of harry potter and csi..freaaakaay

[xKatt]

Dear cB Diary,

My best friend is becoming less of a best friend and more of a clone. Why can't she just be herself? At first it was flattering, but now it's becoming extremely annoying. Friends can disagree on things too. In fact, it's better that way because then we can learn things from each other. This is really frustrating.

Love,
Katt.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

I can't wait until August 4th! Except for the fact that so many people are going (and it's going to look really, really weird) I have a feeling it's going to be amazing I hope I don't fall asleep early, lol. and I ESPECIALLY hope that L doesn't talk to me throughout the whole day, ugh!

I do love him, it's just that.. I guess it's kind of embarassing to go shopping with him =/ especially when I'm a girl, and he's a guy, and he's not really supposed to take me.. I hope he doesn't hold my hand though

[*Sandraaa*]

Dear cB diary,

I need some help.

[moeko]

dear cb diary,

i wish she would stop, its seriously getting annoying now. i used to think it was a joke and she was doing it to be funny, but i guess its not. i really, really hope she stops !!!

[flutterby88]

SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! things looking up most definitely. beach today was a blast. tap yesterday was too. and concert tonight will be as well. my beautiful crazor came in today!!! yay pretty phones:). and got an interview with sterling, go me:). see what a little sun can do:)

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

There needs to be more time in the summer...or at least not have it pass so damn quickly.
There's so much I still want to do and not enough time to do it all. Ah well. Things aren't so bad I guess.

[arghrawr]

cB-
Dear God, I've done what I never thought I would, yet it all seemed to play out in a way that could only happen to me. I keep losing out to her and her damn chest. I think I want to cry. I feel so third wheel-ish. I'm only there for support. Walk all over me. It always seems to come back to this issue. I'm tired of not being seen as a person.

[Crash2]

Dear cB Diary,

Why am I talking to you?

~Justin <33

[*Sandraaa*]

Dear cB diary,

Why do they always go?

[*Programmer*]

Dear Cb diary,

Today has been quite relaxing. and i should be working on things right now at a fast pace...but i find myself...relaxing more...

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

I can't sleep. And I really should be. UGH. This sucks. I'm wide awake when I don't want to be and falling asleep at the wrong times. I don't like it!

[*Elba*]

Dear cB Diary,

I don't know if I should go to work or not... I don't want to call -_-

<3 Elba

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

I don't know anymore. ... Again.

[Jinny]

Dear cB Diary,

It's stupid now, it's boring, annoying, and it's too hard to find everyone. She really expects me to go through 20 pages of pictures for each person, and there are like 30 people. She tells me everything about them, and I'm SICK OF IT. Ugh

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

Whats up with all the drama? I thought I had my fair share, but wow...theres so much more than I thought between all them. Crazy. Today was fun but I don't know...I got tired so quickly. Ugh. Beach tomorrow with Mel should be good, I've missed her. Ah summer.