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I feel lost...bad...fake...I feel like a loser...., Anyone else?
babygrl23
post Jul 8 2004, 09:05 PM
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My life is in total chaos right now. I'm always in a bad mood, and I don't know why.

My friends aren't exactly "friends." I mean, sure we do stuff together, but the second I leave, the whispers start. They talk about me behind my back, call me a slut, and spread nasty rumors around my grade.

My whole life I've been pretending to be someone I'm not, because I'm afraid to show who I really am. If anyone saw that side of me, they would find out I'm really REALLY sensitive, not the "tough" kid they've come to know. They would find out that I'm actually really quiet. That I cry when I'm alone......and how truly empty and lost I feel.........

Anyone else feel the same way?
 

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babygrl23   I feel lost...bad...fake...I feel like a loser....   Jul 8 2004, 09:05 PM
zuhms   QUOTE(babygrl23 @ Jul 8 2004, 9:05 PM)My life...   Jul 8 2004, 09:10 PM
joanna0304   just try being ur self n hopefully everything will...   Jul 8 2004, 09:22 PM
ibabyqrlx   i feel like that sometimes.. but i am being myself...   Jul 8 2004, 09:23 PM
ikayto   just slowly be urself dont just go 180 from how u ...   Jul 8 2004, 09:33 PM
x0 sweetsorrow   i know how you feel.. i was always tryn to please ...   Jul 8 2004, 10:04 PM
xxcrazynutmeg   yeah i used to be like that... sorta. well my frie...   Jul 8 2004, 10:07 PM
f00LisH_h3aRt63   yea i have felt that way before with ppl who i use...   Jul 8 2004, 10:08 PM
babygurl_xtacy   find new friends who would accept you for who you ...   Jul 8 2004, 10:24 PM
x0143637x0   you should always be urself. i mean like im sensit...   Jul 8 2004, 11:15 PM
Darkpekkle   you should always be yourself. so what if people ...   Jul 8 2004, 11:21 PM
lAzN YiN YanGl   wow im literally in the same position...all my so ...   Jul 8 2004, 11:33 PM
babixlilac   if u be urself, ppo will like u nd den dey are ur ...   Jul 9 2004, 12:17 AM
ichiban   be yourself ... and get new friends too lol .. bec...   Jul 9 2004, 12:28 AM
Squeegie   yeah always.....lately im alwasy depressed...and l...   Jul 9 2004, 03:07 AM
eboarder2020   hey hun, we all go through stages in our life whe...   Jul 9 2004, 10:35 AM
F_L_I_P   Its ok youll get over it i had a feeling like that...   Jul 9 2004, 03:42 PM
islandkiss   I feel that way sometimes..   Jul 9 2004, 03:47 PM
conster   if im u, i would show my sensitive side but still ...   Jul 9 2004, 07:15 PM
Winter   Yeah, I've felt that way before. Actually I st...   Jul 10 2004, 01:55 AM
soulovely   i think you should just be yourself. people may l...   Jul 10 2004, 04:14 PM
PENtheINSTRUMENT   just get found, good, real, and starting winning   Jul 10 2004, 04:25 PM


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