Am I..., Paranoid? Options

[xxMoonlitxx]

LONGLONG POST AHEAD.


Just 2 years ago I head the worst year of my life. Okay, abit too drama but, the whole school was full of rumours of me being with some GUY whom I NEVER KNEW since he was older than me. It took me a whole 3 months to find out that was I practically the most well-known person around.

My friend, who was socially known too, knew many Seniors and thus yes, she knew him. I didn't even know who the hell was this guy. He was, however, an extreme turn-off.

YET HE BELIEVED THOSE RUMOURS. He was cocky towards me. One time, we were going around for donations and he actually said if I went over, he'd donate more. I clung to the pillar like an idiot while my friends tried to drag me over. I have such nice friends.

Many catergories to them:
We are both going out.
I like him.
He likes me.

Urgh. More of 'I like him'. And after that, I gradually realised if I were to walk down the hallway, there'd be people pointing at me, going, "There! She's the one."

T_T

Traumatizing to me. Cos I was younger and didn't know the word IGNORE.

Now I've moved schools, and I have sudden 'spams' of feelings that guys think I like them. Like if I catch them vaguely look at me or sth, I'd immediately think that he thinks I like him. Or so-called happened to look/make eye contact at the same time. I usually know this guy. And of course, I'd blush red. (No, I don't like them.)

Am I just paranoid? Or? Do they really think I like them?a