were you scared? Options

[niciDOOM]

most of the topics here are mainly about sex
so im pretty sure most of you had it.
what i wanna know is that was anyone scared
the first time?

i was f**king scared to death.
im not gonna act all badass so i was
really really nervous when he pulled out a condom.
in my relationshipp i hate when we plan on things
i tend to like it best when things just happen
so this sex thing, just happened. it was in
the night on an empty beach and he was asking me
if i would like to. i kept telling him i couldnt and he
kept on asking why but i just couldnt tell him i was
scared... or didnt think i could without sounding like a
sissy. anyways once he found out that i was actually scared
he looked in my eyes and held me :)
he said nothing bad will happen and how much he loved me
even if we did have sex or not. i was so happy that he
did cause it made me feel so much better