The Loss of Soul, Only to be awaken by the sounds of malevolence... Options

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The Loss of Soul

Many of my sinister thoughts and deeds are hidden underneath the earth
Filled with murkiness and distant shadows,
Where piercing sounds resonate in this hollow tube with very little freedom,
And here, underneath the sky is where I am considered to be
Visible by many hurtful and wounded inhabitants.

A high-pitched voice of my distant past haunts me,
It disturbs me and awakens my lifeless soul,
I thought I had slept through it all,
Only to be awaken by the sounds of malevolence.
"Freedom with restrictions, Unjust!"

"There are dark, sinister clouds on top of each and every one of us,
Stitch up all your selfishness and unnecessary pride,
Put a smile on its face before the shadows vanish forever
And consume you forever," it said.
The sinister thoughts and deeds that are kept inside this tube is released in an unconfined area,
Smoldering till there is an absence of heat,

Today is the day I am revived from a bizarre and life-changing blackout,
Where I have driven myself into a near-death familiarity,
Because of this and what I have learned, I am sorry for the people I hurt, dearly.
Life goes on with a guilt look on its face and on my face,
Facing life with rough roads with a bizarre ending
To a heartbreaking loss of a great companion and friend.