wow.i really messed up!, << im a bad friend Options

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alright my bestfriend, who happens to be gay asked me to come over to his house today. and i told him i probably couldnt because my parents, but then again i could sweet talk them in to letting me go like they always do. Its just that i wanted to see if he wanted me to come over that bad so i kept saying nevermind. well he started getting mad because i wasnt making up my mind and so we started arguing. I said alot of things i probably shouldnt have said but it was bound to come out sooner or later.and it just happens to be that it came out sooner rather then later. now he assumes that i think he's dumb because he said "how come you never tell me these things, and your never seriouse around me" Well how am i suppose to be seriouse if he never listens... he always goes off in to his own world when im talking to him. So theres no point in telling him things, because hes not even going to hear it! So i started getting angry and he starts laughing. I asked him why he was laughing and he said, well YOU always laugh when i get angry. He always gets mad about stupid things, and this is was not the right time to laugh. i explained to him that the only reason why i "laugh" was because i'd rather have him smile then be angry with me...it goes on and on. We were actually chatting on messenger and on my "status" I put your gay...if you read this. rofl i kno thats not exactly the best thing to put on there but i wasnt reffering to him. i was talking to someone else. but he assumes im talking about him and he logs off. i dont want to call him because i dont know what to say. im scared of what his reaction might be. IT SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN OFFENSIVE BECAUSE WE ARE BOTH GAY. i juss happen to be a girl nd hes a guy of course. i dont know what to do. Ive never spoken to him like that before, because i set a boundary between us. should i have done that? am i wrong for telling him the truth. hes my bestfriend and i dont think that after this day we are going to be anything....