Feeling so lonely and sad, ...feeling unloved Options

[*NatiMarie*]

Right now, I haven't been so cheery. Have any of you felt that your friends just don't consider you in anything?
What I mean is this...like they make plans, and don't include you in it?

Lately this has been happening to me and then I start feeling so lonely and left out. I mean, before it was great for me but now everything is just going down hill. I don't know, but today I feel so sad. Usually I don't care but I'm slowly getting deteriorated and losing all the energy that I once had. I'm going so sensitive and I my palms get so sweaty. Before they never did, but I don't know, I feel so tense and just sad. I don't know why I'm going through this. It sucks because I feel like the 'friends' that I thought were going to be there for me...aren't.

My eyes are slowly opening and seeing that all the stuff they tell me, saying that they understand me, means nothing. They don't care, because I'm usually the one trying to make plans for us to get together. Why am I the only one trying?

I'm sorry I made this long...I just had to vent out. I need someone to talk to...

I can't take all the things thrown at me...I don't know what to do...