Stupid friends... Options

[mermaid]

Take me for granted.
Lie in my face & never tell me the truth.
Talk when I'm not around.
Hide things & act like nothing happened.
Stab me in the back.
Ask for favors & never return it.
Use me.
Abuse my generosity.

Etc. Etc.




& I'll still be there for you as a friend.
Because for sure, someone will do the same to you.

I've had my share of fake, two-faced, drama filled, bitch ass friends.
I bet everyone has, huh?

Why is it that I'm the one that has some of the worst?
How dare they call me their "close friend" after what they've done to me?!
How fcukin dare they expect me to be there for them?!
What did I do to deserve such bastards as friends?

[ Btw, this not directed to only one person. Theres more than one. ]

So much bullshiit has happened.
Yet, I'm still a "friend" to them.
They ain't my friend though.
Just an acquaintance.

But then why are you still their "friend"?

Why you ask?
Because they've helped me through stuff before.
& I can't just throw that away.
Easy as it sounds, I'm too nice to do that.

Although,
just because I don't take friendships for granted doesn't mean I won't drop you like the sack of shiit you are.
I'll still care about you. No doubt.
I'll feel bad for you if you get sick or something.
But I won't give a shiit if you got problems.
Boo fcukin hoo. Cry yourself a river & I hope you drown in it.
Theres a difference between caring & actually giving a damn.
Honestly, I don't give a single fcukin damn anymore.

You know exactly the things you did.
Not only to me, to your other so called friends.

When you've finally backstabbed every person you become close with,
garauntee you won't have anyone anymore.
Then you can come back to me & tell me about it.
I'll just laugh in yo face. Literally.
Someone needs to biitch slapp reality back into you.

It might as well be me.

I can keep going on & on about this,
but its not like any of this will change anything.