Held Back Options

[Dabme]

I let him hold my journal
man what a day....
He was so close to knowing the truth
But yet so far away
I wonder if he read it
I cant help but think he lied
For if I had held his heart
I'd have to look inside....
He thinks he has no meaning
He thinks there is no way
But if he had read my feelings
He'd know what I could never say
Cause I think before I act
But never say what I mean
Thats why I always hold back
Its why I'll never come clean
I just wish he knew
All the secrets I've had to hold
But I'll never be able to...
Reveal the only secret I never told

i love him..