Createblog Diary, Version 9.0 Options

[*x1227x*]

So much things on my mind today:

Dear CBD,

GOD! Why can't I just have ONE day without drama? Seriously? My 3 bestfriends are going against my other bestfriend, and my 3 other bestfriends are getting everyone to hate my other bestfriend.. It's pretty messed up what they're doing. I'm definitely NOT apologizing for something that I didn't even do! Seriously, why can't we ALL just have a day without drama? I guess drama loves me THAT much.

My 3 BFs are mad at me for hanging out with my other bestfriend... God. Why does this always have to happen? GET OVER IT PEOPLE. "Jealousy is a wasted emotion." Whoever said that is such a genius. Whatever, I'm sick of all of this bull. It's retarded, and it's the most ridiculous reason you can be at mad at someone for. Whatever, I'm just going to let this die out. I'm not apologizing, and you guys need to seroiusly STOP mugging at me. I didn't know that you guys would ever stoop to a low level like that.

[Stefanny]

Dear CB diary,

I had fun skiing yesterday with my friends.
Only thing is that all my muscles and limbs are sore now. Oh well, I'm definitely going back up to the snow again!

[*My Cinderella.*]

Dear CBD,

There's so much going on right now. I'm getting feelings that I wished weren't there to start off. I don't like this feeling. It seems to be at the pit of my stomach. Life is indeed confusing.

Love, Jane.

[*x1227x*]

Dear CBD,

Haha, I finally resolved something with R and Z. We're friends now, except for K, who I don't like. The other K USED to be cool yesterday, now she's going to be a hypocrite. Gaah... So much drama. K is being such a little...... UGH.

Dannnnnnnnng, that boy I saw walking to P.E was HOT.

[angelrevelation]

Dear cb diary,

Two more snow days?? At this rate, we're going to be in school till mid-July

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

At the moment I really, REALLY hate the US cruise regulations and blah blah. 18 is legal adult age godammit. Your rules suck. I am severely pissed. We HAVE to go. We just have to. And dammit, now he can't for sure and I highly doubt I can go on that Hawaii trip in the summer but fcuk I really want to...A:LKFJGH...and I was having a pretty good day too...

I just want it to be tomorrow after class... sigh.

[Stefanny]

Dear CB Diary,

Bananas have potassium.
And we rebelled in school today

[miiichellley]

dear cB diary,
today was like, a gay day. my thing won't ever dry and i need my books back. why?!

[unconfirmed_exis...]

Dear CBD,

Pinned to the ground by hard kisses feeling like
A prisioner with cop with the keys
jingling the sound of escape on his belt.

It is not so bad as you might think.

[*x1227x*]

Dear CBD,

So.. When are my exfriends going to start talking about me again? God... What's up with fake people these days? *Sigh... I guess there are none, well at least not in my school. :)

Dude.. I think I'm falling for the guy, and yeah, he's hot.

[miiichellley]

dear cbd,
so i successfully made dinner for the entire family tonight and it's baking right now. hehe

anyway, school again tomorrow.
and then the finals for wednesday and thursday.
no school on friday.
which is good.
but i'm going to crash into a million obstacles on the exams.

[*x1227x*]

Dear CBD,

So.. I didn't go to school today. I hella wanted to see him.... *Sigh. I guess I gotta wait tomorrow. I can't wait!

[voguelove]

dear cb diary-

okay, idecided to be fake to her. f**k it. she deserves it anyway. ill pretend that we're still bff or whatever. and i know it sounds bad, but i gotta hold on till my birthday roles around. so, we had an ice storm over the weekend. i went sleeding with evan. it was much fun. sledding on ice is fantastic.

[flutterby88]

AHHHHHHHH omg this is actually exciting. I think i've entered the true cyber world. See, I never played video or computer games as a child. Very "awww nah-tyure-ehl" (hooked on phonics!!) but now i've joined facebook AND this? there's no stopping me now!!! i just hope my brain doesn't rot:P
trallala so excited!
If only I had time in the world to do all I wanted to do.
Actually now that i'm venting, I might as well get it all out.
So, i'm in love with mark right? More than I ever thought I would be. So WHY is it that i still get giddy and all blushy around hot guys and actually LOOK for potentials? like the guy in crim. SO cute and SO nice, and i want him to like me. Darren's in my acting class AGAIN. and we've gotten even closer. shoot me now! why, if i'm so happy with the man i love, do my eyes wander to other guys?? if only i had gotten more male attention in my youth, i think that's why i'm so insecure like that. but anyways, we haven't seen each other since friday and have barely talked since then cuz he's been so sick. he's coming over tonight though. but he actually didn't want me to come over today. i'm glad he was honest cuz i know he wanted to sleep but COME ON. i'd do anything to see him, he must really not be feeling well:(.
And school's just started, and as much as i love all my classes this semester, i'm being so lazy! i must pick up the pace. and i really hope my dance competitions don't clash with acting class and exams cuz that would really suck, OR with the miami trip in may.
ok, i think that's everything. i should really do homework now. bye!

[*Sephora.*]

Dear CBD,

Today was a rough day at school. At least I got to see him.

[michellerrific]

dear cbd,
i knew not stressing would help a lot. i think i felt really confident today. hopefully tomorrow too.

[*Sephora.*]

Dear CBD,

So... I didn't see him today. I'm wondering where he went. I'm so shy to even talk to him! I really want to talk to him, though. I guess I'll build up the courage to say it tomorrow. I him.

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary,

Life is good. Even with midterms coming up and the old drama remaining, everything's still pretty good. I want him/them to like me but not both at once. That'd be weird and awkward and I wouldn't know who to choose. I never thought I'd like ______ and I thought I was over ____ but I guess not. We'll see tomorrow. <3

[michellerrific]

dear cbd,
finally, freedom. finals are over. i'm happy.
i hope we'll be doing something tomorrow!

[*Sephora.*]

[Continuing on]

Dear CBD,

I just noticed that I have been extremely pissed off today. N makes me very happy, and picks me up when I feel down. I hope he :throbs: me the way I do. *Sigh.. I sometimes wish that we could just forget about everything and just be together. [Never going to happen.]

Every song I have in my play list reminds me of him. I wanted to see him so badly today. I hope he's going to be there tomorrow. I really really miss him.... -Sigh- I'm going to FINALLY talk to him. I'm scared, yeah, but I'm couragous enough to talk to him.

[minioligo]

Dear Createblog Diary,
I want to make things resolved and official. I can't just dwell on these things. Why is it that I never find out the endings to anything?

I don't have enough courage. Damn.

[*Sephora.*]

Dear CBD,

Soo.. I didn't see him AGAIN. I'm really starting to worry that he's not in our school anymore. Gah.. I hope I see him on monday.

Wtf is wrong with my friend? Why can't she just STOP f**king HITTING ME? It's seriously starting to make me hate her with a extreme passion. God, why do people have to be so dumb these days?

[voguelove]

cb, oh cb.

school is so stressful.
my whole week for next week is pretty much booked.
ive got musical rehersal on monday
a mastery in precalc tuesday.
a 4.1-4.3 quiz on wed.
play practice again on thursday.
a columist project due for ap english and a required attendance concert on friday. ( i wont even be back till 11. at night.) and an fbla competition on saturday. (which..i havent even studied for yet.)




please kill me.

[tokyo-rose]

Dear diary,

What the fudge have I gotten myself into? I shouldn't like them both because they're both acting like they like me and I don't want to have to choose between them. Blegh.

[flutterby88]

Dear CB Diary,

Today was SO wonderful. Anytime I spend with him is amazing and I realize for the billionth time why I love him so much. Dream Girls was amazing too. I only cried because I miss performing so much. It's been a year! How does D find the time to do it all? I must make sure I audition for a performance in the summer and make sure I go through with the tap intensive at harbour because I don't want to work the whole time again. I want to perform so badly. It's what I'm meant to do.
I'm also SO happy S came over today. I had missed laughing with her so much. Good to catch up. But she got me really wondering now. How bad am I? I used to be even shyer but I thought I had gotten a lot better. Well I have, and I know everyone thinks I'm cute, but I've always been the cute one:P. I want to be more amazing than that. I know he thinks so, and his is the only opinion that matters really, but I still care what others think of me. I want to amaze people, catch their eye. The new clothes should help:). But I don't want to change or anything, cuz I know my friends would hate me if I did. I'm probably just in a mood, cuz i'm so worried my dance competition dates will either class with exams or the miami trip. I hope it all works out. That's all for now.