umm so you guys are my last hope, i hurt HIM Options

[volcomchik2006]

sooo...I met *cris (fake name) in my junior year...and we became good friends....he ended up going out with another girl he knew for a while...but it didnt bother me...we were just friends...a few months after they broke up he asked me out...I said yes...and we ended up going out on and off for a little more than a year...I last time we broke up was my fault. I was moving soon and I saw no reason to keep it up...We had told each other that we love you, but I had taken it back...it just didnt seem right when we were together...I went out with another kid and I had apologized to *cris for leading him on...he said forget it and stopped talking to me... Before we broke up and even before we went out for the first time...we always talked on the phone...always!...and I didnt want to lost that...so I called him and tried to talk again...he wanted nothing to do with me...I recently broke up with my last boyfriend and I still want to talk to *cris...I dont know what to do...he won't even pick up the phone anymore...and I havent been happy in a while...I just wanted to know...did you think its cause I actually loved him or just because I'm not used to being without him.

I'm not used to asking for advice so any thoughts would be appreciated.