moving on or holding strong, letting go of your fears and holding on to ur dreams Options

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[b] isnt it juss wrong when you think you've got it all figured out and then u find a flaw? like everything in your life seemed to be on track and all you had to worry about was whether or not you have homework..but then someone comes along that juss makes you look at your whole life and say wow.. am i really living? or is this juss a dream? Do you guys believe in love at first sight or true love at all? Is love worth all the pain and struggle? Is it worth killing yourself over. Because its hard to forgot someone who you gave your heart to...its hard to not wake up one day and say what could have happened? Its funny.. how everytime your actually looking for a relationship you never find the right person. And when love is the last thing on your mind, they juss seem to come at you in a way that is unnoticable..it catches you off guard.. in both good and bad ways...so is it really worth it? I know most of you are gonna say that yes love is worth fighting for but do you really think so? I just want you guys to think..ask yourself..when you look beyond everything around you..behind the little things and see the big picture..in the end we all are gonna die, no matter how hard you try. So whats the point of trying? To say the truth.. i think that love is worth all the pains and trials.. but Im juss afraid of getting hurt. Some of you are use to being in relationships that only last so long..so ur probably saying wow what a waste of a life. Maybe your right. Maybe I am wasting my life juss thinking of all the things that might go wrong. but i am trying my best. Everytime I have gotten close to anything i let it go. I dont want to hold strong anymore i juss want to let it fly away. Im not to sure why but i dont think i deserve love.