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[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

0MGAKBGHALKGD IMA BE SO DAMN HAPPY IF I CAN SEE THEM IN CONCERT ! It'd be my very first concert too. DAAAMN, YOU BETTER COME THROUGH WITH THAT !

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f**k. Why do I make this so complicated for myself -_-

[priyas]

i love youu.

[smileeetina]

I'm sick and tired of




you and "us".

<l3

[thanhmai]

i loved the beach
i loved a boy that loved the beach
i never go to the beach anymore.
i hope that you will always remember the sweet things you did for me - because i will. remember driving me up the mountains to see that beautiful beautiful view? the city was amazing, and the skyline was twinkling. we sat on the flatbed of your black truck and just looked and talked. i got cold, and you gave me your water polo sweatshirt. i loved this city so much more because of you. remember looking through your high low tide book and marking my birthday so you would remember? you said that you would, because you looked through that book everyday to see if the tide was good enough to surf. you never call anymore, and you don't answer my calls. i hope you looked through your little book today and saw that little reminder, and remembered that i miss you terribly.

[smileeetina]

"Even lovers need a holiday."

[KissMe2408]

___________,



askdfj;alskfjlksdajlsdjflkjasdlfjd. why. why. why. why?
I am soooooo ugh. what the hell is my problem?
You are having a good time, i am glad, much better then having a bad time.
But it's really simple, because I almost KNOW how the story ends here. The grass is always greener right? It's okay, this is the time, where I start to pull away. NICE job on letting your guard down, kT. WONDERFUL> BEAUTIFUL ACTUALLY. you are a smart one, aren't yah. a smart one. and pretty worthless at that. I bet you the moment he got off that plane, he was happy. happy to be where he has always wanted to be. I mean think if you were going to Paris or New York. UGH. JUST STOP IT. STOP ALL OF THIS. MAKE IT GO AWAY> GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?!?!! HELP ME!!!!!

[*Zatanna*]

Hell forbid I quote a Coldplay song, but, "when the truth is, I miss you."

I do. But I will never, EVER tell you.

[mznikki]

do you even remember!?!? ajflasfjlksaf ..forget it.

you were right. you aren't worth it...

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

_: I didn't see you today. Again.

_: I don't think I like you anymore. Forreally. You're trying to make me jealous. I just don't want to play games. Besides, there are plenty of people at my school who are more awesome-er than you. They also have better personalities than you.

_: gjaklh;glajdgl;h;ealj Are you the guy from Sconex?

[Rachel]

Hell forbid I quote a Coldplay song, but, "when the truth is, I miss you."

I do. But I will never, EVER tell you.

First off but more importantly, ditto.

[foxxyman]

imu.

[lyin_in_wait]

you pissed off the wrong person...the only person keeping him from you is me, thats right IM savin YOUR ass...remind me why, because i dont even know...
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homecoming is comin up...i wonder how its gonna be. im nervous as hell, ring dance was what started all this ish and nothing has been solved so...chea. please go?
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i dont know what id do with you two. you keep my spirits up and even when things turned to hell, yall never left myside. nor did you assume i was stupid for my actions...thanks

[*x1227x*]

pleae... please.. dont tell me it's true. sorry that i was too shy to talk to you... i'll talk to you about it tomorrow.
I PROMISE.
<3

[iDecay]

: I knew I was gonna do it. Hahaha. Bitch, pretty soon you'll be revealed. Your new found "popularity" = down the drain.

: I'll dig 'em up. Yes I will!

[julianamon]

____ : ohhhboy. i'm so sorry but.. we've only known each other for like.. what.. a week? maybe even less? i know it seems like we've known each other for longer.. but.. i dont see you as anymore more than a friend. =( i wish you never said what you did. then i wouldnt feel so bad. ><

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

UGH. I feel so lost and alone and like I STILL haven't found steady ground, my entire life. I've always been looking for places to fit in and for friends I could call my ride or dies and friends that I always KNOW would help me through anything. But that's never happened for me, and I've always had to let it all out through writing and song, wipe away my own tears and put a smile on because everyone just assumes I'm such a strong person.I don't want to be here anymore, I just want to go away and figure out who I am or just never even come back. I always say I could never leave the choir ! All my friends and blah blah but they're the main reason for everything. Rawdon f**king picks on me that a-hole. Excuse me I'm not one of your minions becking to your every call, but I do follow procedures and when your OWN plans blow up in your face don't be trying to tell me where to go with shit because I just followed what you said. We can't even talk to you, because you don't like to listen and just blow up and kick us out or some shit and that's what everyone means by you're scary. I dont even know what to say to you because I'm scared that I might get kicked out because choir is seriously the thing in my life that has kept me from that slangin and gang banging and all the bad things I almost did but stopped myself because of the music, because if I got into trouble I wouldn't be able to sing, and to me that's worse than being locked up in juvi or in the mental hospital, or in the hospital itself. The music and writing are my only salvation since I have no one else or anything else in my life that's stable. I can't even explain what im feeling and aaaall the things going through my head. I just wish I could make it aall better.
And I can't believe im still in love with you or I dont even know. I fell out of love and now I still lust after you and it makes me so mad at myself that I'm still not over you and that I still waste time crying and wishing and hoping you'd fulfill all the promises turned lies you made me and the dreams that maybe we WILL be together like you said. But its so obvious you never meant anything and I never meant anything and OVSQBIVS I just want to scream at the top of my lung until my voice is gone, but I can't even do that because then I couldn't sing.

I just want to leave and go away and .. I dont know

[*suddenly she*]

: i smell drama. i dont'w ant her to be angry with me; i think she's a nice person.,.. ksldj

[*My Cinderella.*]

Why does this have to be so unfair. I wish I could run away but I know I have no guts and I have no where to go. You were always my first option but it's hard to even get a chance to be alone with you anymore. Life is getting harder and I wish I didn't have to cry everytime something bad happens. I don't want you to pity me, I really don't. I just want you to love me. I know that's hard and you probably won't do that--anymore. This has been the hardest thing to over come and I can't do it. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. I admit I was looking forward to seeing you today, and I was hurt when you had to leave so quickly. I was looking so forward to 23rd. It hurts you know you don't want to be alone with me. What are you so afraid of?

I hope one day this hurt becomes shallow. and doesn't hurt so much.

much love, jane.

[smileeetina]

[aubbob]

__,
i know i've lost you... i miss the way we used to be.
now every chance i try to hang with you, you blow me off..

___,
i miss our talks about you telling me not to do drugs,
have sex, skip school. you don't even say hi to me
in school anymore... i miss you...


____,
maybe i was in over my head like the song. i knew
i couldn't keep you long. you and all your ho's
it's not fair you know..you just leaving me
not caring. i miss your kisses i miss us.
i miss how we used to be when we were young.
i miss your text messages they used to make me laugh.
calling me at lunch just to say you love me...
those were the days.

[topsyturvy]

_____:
Dude get out of my life. Stop wishing it hadn't happened.
♪
　別再作無謂的美夢　想去挽回
　就別再作　困獸之鬥　去掙扎一切

　我不後悔　不後退　就是那麼的絕對
　我要的完美　不是不是不是你能給
　將一切毀滅　I don't care

_____ & ____:
How could you......
Shoot, you actually had me fooled -__-
I actually thought life would be okay again. I thought i could finally stand up.
And then BOOM C R A S H tumble, whoops, i'm on the floor again.
Shoot.

[xMayleex]

You promised me starry night skies,
They just remind me of your shining bright eyes,
I'm missing your voice at night time,
This separation seems a sad crime.

I wish you knew how I feel, not just the simple parts but every little detail of my feelings .. but I can't tell you.

The only way you can see it is the way I try to look your way, and you turn away from me. When you turn and smile, and I don't return the gesture.

The way we try to talk but the words can't come out, the way we try to look but we turn away, the way we reach out but then pull away. The way I want to know you, but I'm afraid to.

Me.

[cheerbee07]

you-- i only wish that i knew the truth. are you stalking her, or are you as innocent as i though? i've been praying that you were only framed....i love you...and finding out that you would do that would break my heart.

you-- haha, i love you =)
sorry that my freaking locker hook thing made our locker smell.
what would i do without you? <3


you-- i didn't tell you this, but i kind heard what you said about that one thing a few days ago....weeeird.
haha..."he's dating a squirrel?"
thanks =)

[clarity]

_____: Why are you doing this to yourself? Why do you listen to the mean things people tell you? Why are you doing this to yourself.

[KissMe2408]

________,

I'm not really sure what's going to happen. I mean, isn't that the beauty of life? Not knowing? But I mean, i'm not talking about anything tragic or anything like that. I mean, I def think we can pull through this. And I don't think you would ever hurt me like that. I think after that email, you started to understand more. Even though you haven't written me back about it, you sent me 2 other ones saying you just wanted to check in [we'll ignore the part about you running out with people]. And sent me some text message from the computer, that totally made my day by the way. I think you are trying to show that you care, and that you miss me. While balancing out your life there, and I appreciate it. Though, my heart still feels unsettled, and i'm just kinda topsy turvy about how I should be feeling right now. I feel kinda nervous and shaky too. I'm not exactly sure how you reacted, but I don't think it was badly. Anyway, when I get home from rehearsal tonight I should get an email from you. Cuz it'll be 2 or 3 am over there, lol, and only 9 or 10 pm here. Which kinda sucks. But oh well. So I'll be looking foward to that, and um, yes I miss you. My heart still hurts, and I don't know why. Yet at the same time it is quite clear. It's pretty bad when my escape for the day was at the Ceramics studio or at the ballet bar. These next few months will be interesing, and I'm going to have to just hold on true to what I believe in, trust God, and guard my heart, because I have a feeling a wave is going to hit me. And maybe God is preparing my heart, or just making me trust him more, I dont' know. But whatever it is, I'm scared, and I dont want to be.