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[redpeony]

Stupid love songs. I don't even feel that way. It's like I want to force myself to feel that way towards you. Hahaaaaa, funny. Yeah I honestly don't know where we are going to be when you come back. But I'm still anxiously awaiting your return. Call me tomorrow, alright? And I'll see you on Friday.

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I----, Y--, T--, J-----, V--
I miss you guys so much. Each and every one of you have had a significant impact on my life.

I----, this summer was great getting to know you better and hanging out with you more. You're so funny, I better keep seeing you next year.

Y--, who knows when we'll see each other again but I love you babe! Hope you're having fun

T-- dude I just love you and you know that.

J-----, miss you and our crazy talks, how you would always hang out with me no matter what and how you always had time to chill. Hope to see you... at reading break if you come back?

V--, mexico was amazing. You are amazing and your heart for God shines. best of luck, i love ya!

[illriginal]

Dammit I really f**kin HATE!!! Fergie!!!!!! Especially that stupid f**king LONDON BRIDGE SONG!!!!!!!

Sadly she makes me wanna shoot her in the face...

[Just2Fresh]

You,

New day today. Im gonna be early so we can cupcake before school hahaha. I still dont see how your with me over so many other guys out there. I always see guys tryna get at you still even though everyone knows we have the longest relationship in the whole school. It bothers me but i guess i have nothing to worry about seein that were still together right? Im proud of ya girly. After you were depressed over that passing you did get bigger, and now look at you 1 summer later all happy n slim hahaha. And you kept the ass =) Im glad you feel good bout chur self again. Hmm well ill see ya in an hour. bye girly

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

Ack, I feel stupid. Haha, you probably feel stupiderr. GAH. Tell me, whyyyy are you telling me to do the homework??

[lyin_in_wait]

i dont know why you talking to her makes me jealous. you said she raised your spirits...isnt that my job? arent i the one supposed to make you happy... during our phone conversation you asked me to talk, but you were talking to her...i cried. yes i cried. you dont know this of course but i broke down. i cant help but feel your gonna leave me for her. you said shes pretty, shes lost weight...she raises your spirits, and you raise hers....dammit i hate you so much right now. why...just why
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we had the coolest talk yesterday. i hope i get to know you better! im glad i met you =)
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so...ex best friend? or are we friends...you even gonna say hi to me in the hallways? are we still gonna be the same...i want it to be the same.
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dear mind,
quit it. i cant keep analyzing every little thing....your breaking me down again

[no-name]

I did not lie to you..I never even said anything to you. I haven't even really spoke to you in 2 years. how are you going to accuse me of something I don't even know about?

[5ayuri]

????: Damn chill out girl, you and your dumb attitude. shit that was not nice, they are cool you know? Shiit. That was not right, bitch.
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_____: Boy that was so funnnnnny. Ahaa that was niiiice. Dumb boy. DAMN. this sucks. I wanna do some other shit like we used to but damn. I have to hold myself back. grr afterschool eww i know you stopped doing that cause you saw me coming. Ohh and how are YOU going to even ask me that when you did what you did.
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???????: That was reallly badass. You putting him on the spotlight like that. Saying shit and you telling him what he does not want to hear at all. Stuff I wanted to tell him too ahaha.
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[Looow]

You,
YOU'RE BACK. I'm jucied t give you a fatass hug on tha first day, foo.

You,
THREE THIRTY THREE !!

You,
I don't care about us anymore .. .. that much. I care AB0UT you .

[chaitea3]

when i told you i was sorry, i meant it. after that i kept wanting to cry. ilyyyy. so much. see.. i didnt let you go. because i cant. obviously i cant because i kept wanting to cry. then at brunch when you were right there but you didnt come say hi or anything to me, i was crushed. i felt like i was hated so much. i never thought i can get that feeling from you. i still love you so much. i cant wait to see you tomorrow, even if we talk or not. i just want to know you dont hate me, and still want to be with me. please.

[moninja]

-;
i love you.

[*Shinji_Mimura*]

damn i feel like a loser. I saw an inbox message alert and got all excited. Turns out, it was spam mail.

GG.

[ANG33ZY]

Yo. Get off Madden NFL 07 OMG!

[redpeony]

If you love me, you will call me. Tonight. That's my theory, okay? =) I'm going to be puh-reety angry if I don't hear from you til tomorrow before you come over.

[iDecay]

: Wtf. God. Stop f**king getting into my buisness. I'M NOT FREAKING TALKING TO HIM. Why the hell do you always have to assume that I am?

: Why can't I tell you? Gahhhh.

: You're pathetic.

[julianamon]

seems like neither of us care anymore.

[ParanoidAndroid]

A__: I hate how you throw away your life just to look beautiful. I think you look very beautiful. Boys who think you should get plastic surgery or a tan in the tanning salon are boys who obviously don't deserve you. You shouldn't feel insecure because you have a friend that's prettier than you. Because there'll always be others who'll be prettier than you and people who'll be prettier than them and you should realize that. Life isn't a contest. It may seem like it, but it isn't. Life is about you. Life is about what you truly want. Not what others want from you.

[redpeony]

Oh I miss you...
I miss being overwhelmed by you

everything is changing. i don't know if you know it but i definitely feel it. already. what a strange time and place for it, huh? we were good all summer. long distance phone calls, letters, random cute little text messages. how did it fade so quickly? i did this, you thought that: what really happened? i thought we were stronger. is it the distance speaking? i know i still care. otherwise i would not be here typing this and thinking about you and wishing you would call me and tell me that you are home. deciding that i don't really care that much, but just saying it to reassure and make myself feel better. debating whether or not i should even be angry. pondering whether or not you remember that conversation we had two months ago when i told you i was disappointed last time you didn't call when you came home. wondering if i should bring it up, if we get in an argument tomorrow. considering whether or not those drunken text messages from 2 nights ago did anything. sort of believing that an argument is inevitable within the next few days even though you have just come back. i'll probably pick it, of course. on the other hand i'm hoping that just seeing you will be enough to completely melt my heart and forget everything. and love you. and be with you. and enjoy your company. because you are leaving again in a week.

this summer i've met a lot of people, seen a lot of things. developed closer relationships with people that i otherwise wouldn't have, had you been here. they have individually influenced me in ways that you alone wouldn't have been able to. i have gained confidence in this outside world, even though my spiritual growth is blurry. i don't like that. and i don't know where i am, actually; i'm scared for the fact that i'm leaving in a week. meeting more new people, seeing more new things. taking nothing with me. i'm scared that i'm not close enough with God anymore because i've lacked time spent with Him this summer after mexico, even though i know that it is only because of me that we aren't close. and that if i only open my heart and go to Him, we will be together again. but i'm scared, knowing He will always be there to recieve me, that i won't do it until i completely break down. i don't even feel like i'm following Him anymore. i'm completely fine on the outside, but i know the old me is slowly depositing itself in parts of my life...

when everything is laid aside, i am still stripped down to a little girl who wants to be with you and longs to be in your arms, laughing at your stupid jokes and learning how to love you. but i'm not sure i like that.

edit// but i DO like that you're coming over right now. baahah. see you soon loooooser

[*Azarel*]

^ That song is beautiful (and so sad); I hope things work out for you, Jenny.

Why do you even bother still talking to me? I've obviously cut you out of my life since high school ended, and YOU were the one that got angry at me for not wanting to blow two hundred bucks on a night where I wouldn't even have fun.. Stop being so selfish, you cheating whore. I laugh at your white envy. Your nosejob didn't make your face look any better.

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

Even though you pissed me off like crazy, I still love you. Just never say that about Gatsby's American Dream and The Starting Line. EVER!

You're leaving for school in like.. 5 days. Well, if you haven't already left yet! Bleh, you never call me anymore! You sock. I'll miss you like crazy.. Especially since I won't see you for another year. Or 11 months, if I can get it.

[redpeony]

I gotta say... you 'overwhelmed' me again. You know tomorrow will be fun, to say the least. ;) I love you baby. Thanks for calling right away and coming over to see me. I'm sorry I had less trust in our relationship than that. It's my insecurity speaking. I'm going to suggest dinner before Phantom instead. So then we can do whatever we want to do afterwards. =p I can't wait to see you tomorrow.

[BeautyInATragedy]

It's been weeks since we broke up. I'm lost. It's as if I don't know you anymore. Actually, I feel like nothing ever happened between us. As if you don't exist. You promised me you would still be my friend, my best friend. Why did I even believe you? You broke so many promises, why is this one any different? It's almost our supposed one year anniversary. And it hurts me to see you so happy without me. I know, a selfish thought. You're the only one who really knows me. You knew everything about me. Actually, you knew me so well that you could predict what I would do in a situation. Where did our relationship go? Even our friendship? I'm afraid that all we have left now are memories. Nothing else, just bittersweet memories.

[HakunaMatata]

: talk to me already.

[silver-rain]

Ahhh, I'm so sorry about yesterday, but I'm glad we made up! I really do love you, and when I move in (2 days!), we're gonna spend so much time together. Sorry for being so yucky and psychotic. Hah, I promise to work on it.

Oh you, I don't know what to say. Sometimes, I don't know if you're joking or if you actually do feel something towards me, because if so, I'm afraid I'm falling for you too. Arg, and if Sunday goes as planned, then what we are doing is very very wrong. We'll see, but you're cool, I'm glad to have known you.

[SarahxJoy]

: Too bad we can't tonight. This sucks.

: School, hurry upppppppp!

[no-name]

Do me and all my friemds a favor..Just shut the hell up